Took a deep breath and relaxed. It was in this decision, not to get turned on or focus on erotic things, but just relax: that’s where suddenly I became acutely aware of my prostrate. The contractions felt so good, so good that I wanted more and I contracted faster. Suddenly my heart began racing and I had to stop cuz I was getting winded. I’m not sure what I experienced but I think I finally hit something 😉