Are they magical?

From someone who has not experienced a full blown super-o, can someone explain just how good they feel? I have been practicing prostate play with an aneros for around 2 years. It seems like I have been getting extremely close.

I can feel it start to happen when I feel a deep sensation in my prostate. I start to feel it electrify within my pelvic region. That usually happens for around 5 minutes. Then I feel myself in a trance with my heartbeat and my aneros. That lasts for a few minutes. Then my heart starts to beat faster and faster and faster. Then I feel an incredibly intense sensation in my prostate and I feel it running all throughout my body. But I can tell it’s not an orgasm.

I cant seem to bring my self to the edge and feel the unimaginable ecstasy radiate through my soul. Towards the end of what is probably a “p-wave” I start to “cheat” and move the aneros with my hand. It works for a few minutes but I end up losing the sensation. At the end of every session I jerk off and have a penile orgasm. On an occasion the orgasms feel better than a penile. But they usually feel like a regular orgasm, only just a little bit better.

Does anyone else have this problem? Can some explain what the super-o feels like? What should I do to help myself go over the edge? (And yes I do smoke weed).