Author: NuclearGamer

Beginning Anew – Day 4: Progress

So I’m now on day 4, and I will say that things are progressing well. It’s sort of like re-wiring what’s already been re-wired. I had learned quite a lot over the past 4 years, but there was still that connection to traditional orgasm with my sessions. And while even with my session today there is still that mental connection, I can tell it is becoming more faint. Today I experienced a sequence of deep, sustained pleasure that I have never achieved before. Now I’ve had instances where the “intensity” and “location” of this pleasure has been had, but it would usually subside rather quickly. This today lasted for what had to have been an 8-10 min period of time. Definitely not on the level of a Super-O, but amazing none the less. There were however 3 or 4 (I cannot remember) mini-o’s over this period of time. They only lasted a few seconds each, but instead of ending and then needing to “rebuild” to the level of pleasure that directly preceded it, I was able to maintain that high level of pleasure between mini-o’s.

Utilizing a “chastity cup” is definitely assisting with remaining focused on my prostate during my sessions. And it has also helped during the day with my “wandering hands” issue while at home. Is a “chastity cup” the key to my discoveries so far? I would say it’s less a key, and more along the lines of a training aid. The key for me, like most things in life, is mentality and mental discipline.

Beginning Anew – Day 1: First Impressions and Take Aways

So this initial 24 hours has been quite interesting. My first night with my chastity cup I can honestly say I didn’t get the best sleep. I woke up just about every hour, but I’m sure with time this will change as I get accustomed to wearing it. I was out of the house for work today so most of the day I didn’t wear it. For now I will only wear it around the house, and for any time I’m at the house. For instance, I had about a one hour window today at home between returning from my sales meetings, and for when I was scheduled for my fitness class at the gym. My initial thoughts were “Well it’s only 1 hour.” But I decided that if this is something that I’m serious in pursuing that I must adhere to my own rules.

Also, I did decided to have an Aneros session this evening as a way to officially begin the rediscovery period. Initially I was considering not wearing my chastity cup during my sessions. My main reason for this is typically I get and maintain an erection for the entirety of my sessions, and I was concerned about irritation and discomfort from a certain part attempting to break out of it’s confines. After a quick consultation with @goldenboy I was reassured that wouldn’t necessarily be the case. So for the session I decided I would leave the chastity cup in place and see where things went. I was glad that I took this path, because let’s be honest if there was any discomfort I could just end the session. I was actually quite surprised how comfortable things were during my session. As a whole I would rate the session as right around average, which is typical for any sessions I’ve had in the past that followed a traditional orgasm from the day prior. Now if this were just a couple days ago I would have finished this session with a traditional orgasm, because it didn’t reach heights I would have deemed acceptable to warrant just stopping. Read more »

Beginning Anew – The Start of Something Grander

So this is my first blog post. I’ve been an Aneros user for 4-5 years and have used the forum and chat intermittently, though never really in depth.

So first things first, I would say that I have had a great deal of success with the Aneros. I’ve experienced new sensations and had many sessions that have reached a Super-O, at least what I would think / consider constitutes a Super-O. I usually have 1, maybe 2, sessions a week. But there are times where I will go a couple weeks without a session, and just stick to traditional methods of orgasm.

The issue that I’m seeing is that the majority of my sessions, I would say 90%, end with a traditional orgasm. I believe that this has caused my Aneros sessions to become stale here over the past 6 months. I still experience many amazing sensations, but my focus seems to be on what is upcoming (the traditional ending) rather than what is happening in the moment. In addition, and I don’t know if this is related, I find myself touching myself throughout the day. I work from home mainly, and I get the majority of my entertainment from my computer (Netflix, YouTube, Video Games). So I get quite a bit of screen time each day. Now what I’ve noticed recently is that when at my computer or watching TV, that subconsciously I will be touching myself. Some times it is just hand over shorts, but others it’s full on hand down pants. I find this to be a sign of a lack of willpower and the primitive brain having too much influence on my actions. As stated I find myself doing this without even noticing. Read more »