Just recieved my first anal toy in the mail 2 hours ago and am here after trying it.

I just got the Helix Syn V.. I am straight, struggle with pleasure and the Helix Syn Trident was recommended; saw the vibrating option and went with it… why not.

I masturbate with a folded pillow between my legs and never have been able to stay hard or ejaculated with my hand or any other method known to myself.

This implies with sex I’ve had with women also! (I can stay hard and have sex for hours though never get an erge to orgasm.)

It wasn’t charged so cannot say that I know what it’s like with it vibrating though found it pretty disappointing? I have never put anything into myself before; used water-based warming lube and put it in.

I got an erection from putting it in then slowly grinded against my pillow (I usually squeeze my legs together and clench my arse as I thrust). I can’t say I felt any stimulation from it and felt like I just had something between my butt cheeks, the rest of the toy that was in me felt barely recognisable?

Am I doing something wrong..? pretty disappointed with the product atm..

I tried it for a solid hour and didn’t get myself off (that’s normal for me) I tend to struggle with my pillow for an hour + to orgasm.

Edit: what would also be the best way to store the prostate massager? I have just cleaned it and placed it back into the red box it had came in; would that be suitable storage for it?