Starting out on the journey…

I literally got here in the strangest of ways. It started with a stop at a sex shop to purchase a pocket pussy. I decided to buy one of those $25 special wands on the side because I’ve put little objects in my butt while beating off before. Got home, used it while spanking, whatever. I felt like it wasn’t enough or there had to be more. Jumped online but didn’t do my homework so you know I then made my 2nd mistake (of sorts) and bought my first prostate massager. I’ll spare the details but it has a few pretty neat features and is a bit big. After purchasing this thing online I actually started doing my homework. Started looking at how some are aimed at beginners and others are aimed at more experienced only to discover my incoming toy is a bit large. Up until now, my experiences haven’t been anything more than my finger, maybe a sharpie, or that new wand so I knew I needed something a bit more friendly to start out.

This is where Aneros comes into my life. Reading several “best of” articles, I see the Helix time and time again and it’s being touted as a good product, and good for newbies such as myself. I ran back to the sex shop with the helix on my phone for verification, they were sold out, but their sister store had some Aneros products, but just not the Helix. I was committed. All that reading about butt play with amazing orgasms beyond what I had known, the drive into the city, and now this… So I bought the DeVice and once again did it without looking at dimensions.

Spiral in the journey and thoughts

I suppose I started out with the wrong mindset just as many do… I thought prostate massage was as easy as rubbing one out.

Boy was I wrong.

I’ve been at it for about a month and I’ve already spent more than intended on various toys. I suppose my thought pattern was along the lines of making it easier. One could even say cheating…

I bought a dildo. Nothing special, just 5 insert able inches of artificial veiny goodness. I thought if I could coax an orgasm I might have a better idea of what to look for. Whether I was unable or unwilling to fuck myself hard enough is hard to tell. Out of a handful of uses, once I was pounding away until I just couldn’t, I pulled it out, and the sensations of all those veins coming out caused body wide tingles and I just had to sit there a minute as I felt a wave of peace pass over my body. Otherwise, I generally feel like the dildo just gapes me for another toy.

The toy it prepared me for most would be the first massager I purchased. A vibrating massager that also has a thumping motion. I originally ordered this online without taking the time to consider the most important thing… Circumference. That’s what led me to Aneros. I felt a need to open up a bit to better utilize the vibrator. Once, this vibrating massager had me on the cusp of something amazing. I was in thump mode and had the smallest amount of precum. Literally just enough to fill my cock to the tip… But I lost it. Didn’t go over the edge or anything. Maybe I focused too much?