Author: SOwithoutAneros

Edging with 3 ruined and 2 full orgams, drained to sexual low, Aless finally back again with NSFW fantasy about mean torment

On last sunday I had a nice edging session with plenty of coconut oil, my C-Ringz Taint-Alizer cockring, my Oxballs Neo Stretch Ballstretcher and my Magic Wand Vibrator.

After two hours of edging I got three ruined orgasms (RO) with my cum oozing slowly down the shaft, when trying the fourth my cum poured out more fluently and strong feelings down there proved that I was beyond the PONR. While I eagerly licked up my cum of my ruined orgasms before, the beginning refractory period now let me get out some handkerchiefs. As the storybook ruined orgasms were fantastic I smiled at peace with the world and myself.

Watching some porn later in the afternoon I drained my nuts definitely. Monday and Tuesday I went into a sexual low.

Since two days Aless is back! Had two fine sessions the last two mornings. This morning was really great again. Both times I started on my back, visualizing the setup viewed in a video lately: legs bent and apart, feet standing on the bed, arms stretched out on each side, fully in restraint.

First I imagined a riding crop stroking my defenseless ballsack and inner thighs and finally my butthole and then occasionally chosing one of these aims, intermittently pausing, then coming down again out of a sudden. Like feeling real pain I twitched and tensed from every little slap. Read more »

Let me give you a short look at my last Aless day.

Waking up I was all horny and some involuntaries started. After my morning wash I did my Qi Gong exercises, naked in front of the open window, with a cool breeze on my skin.

Then I lay down again with a safety towel folded around my half erect member. Giving in to Aless I had some wonderful dryOs along with p-waves and involuntaries as well as heckling interrupted by little shrieks of pleasure. Finally wild spasms began, throwing myself around, climaxing in a wonderful superO.

Afterwards I managed to rub out five big drops of clear precum and another two little drops after each of three times of edging up to PONR. It felt quite like ejaculating the precum.

Driving by car I pictured someones words about “caressing my ballsack for about at least three minutes”. I didn’t touch it but nevertheless I felt the fingers, only visualizing them! DryOs, p-waves, involuntaries lifting my ass from the car seat, heckling and shrieks of pleasure again. This time I shouted out at maximum level. Who cares on the highway? Diamond hard I sometimes thought a handsfree ejaculation could just happen.

At the office I answered a private message about sexual fantasies while I tried to keep my chairgasms as quiet as possible. Driving home I could let go again on the highway with same experiences as above. Read more »

Another Wild Ride with my Bad Boy – Awesome Progasm Ice and Aless session

Had an awesome ride with my Progasm Ice this morning, more than one hour of pure bliss and even another half hour of fine Aless afterwards. As my better half left home early in the morning to meet a girl friend for doing sports, I had set the alarm to use the time. After having had a boulder movement I took my enema bulb to clean myself thoroughly. After three times I felt quite safe. Then I lubed up my P. Ice with a first layer of vaseline and a little amount of coconut oil on top.

While inserting I remembered a forum tip to somehow dig it in. I tried some digging motions and indeed the toy seemed to snap in and to be clenched in a perfect and safe position. Even doing stairs felt easy. Having shot the toy through the bathroom on first try I nevertheless took some kitchen paper and put on the panties as a “safety belt”. On my bed I layed out a silicon mat and a towel on top, then I layed down myself on my stomach.

The Progasm gives me a quite filling sensation, quite near the real thing, so I opened myself wide to give it enough space to rumble, dragging my left knee up near my shoulder.

Remembering my own words

[…] But even our always present subconsciousness must be soothed to let the gland take over, […] Read more »

RO & CEI

Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum.
My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after cumming and disgusted with the idea of swallowing that tablespoon of salty semen fluid just catched with a tumbler. But with ruining these 30 seconds have been enough to let my horniness regain its level and let me follow my CEI, proving that the refractory period already had ended.

Day 41 of 2nd SR-Challenge: Ending with SR by cumming from old fashioned masturbation

After day 40 showed up with a second time of leaking semen, I decided to clean the pipes. Yesterday evening having some time for myself I lay down on bed and surrendered to Aless. From the first second wonderful strong involuntaries struck me and initiated an horny autofuck mode with multiple orgasms for more than an hour, leading towards two nice super-Os bathing myself heckling, squiggling, moaning, thrusting and twitching in pure bliss. Though leaking lots of precum I felt quite too far away from an HFWO. Running out of time I turned on my back and switched to masturbation. Accompanied by involuntaries I shortly afterwards shot a big load with strong convulsions and about seven squirts pasting my chest with spunk. The strength of the orgasm however was quite disappointing, while the involuntaries didn’t stop, pumping up last drops of what seemed to be clear precum. Though my penis became flaccid short after ejaculation, the refractory period didn’t begin, instead I could have switched back to Aless as if the ejaculation would not have taken place, if only having had more time.

Due to a comment of GGringo I, too, will for now stop counting days of SR.

For me, I continue but I stopped counting; the results are positive and I’m under no pressure to beat my record. When it’s time to explode, my body takes over and the deed is done (with great pleasure). Before, it was my mind commanding and ejaculation was always eminent. Read more »

Day 40 of 2nd SR-Challenge, one night left: Nothing special hitting the home stretch … finish tomorrow or go on?

Only one thing to mention as a new experience on day 37. After urinating and milking the shaft from the very bottom to get rid of maybe some last drops of urine, instead some semen appeared, only two drops, but obviously neither urine nor precum. Concurrently the urge to ejaculate felt nearly irresistable. Nevertheless somehow I could calm down, although I had to manage some fearful minutes at the office awaiting a sudden embarassing ejaculation every second.
Snowed under with work and private errands I only found some minutes now and then for some short Aless moments, at least providing some involuntaries and slight full body orgasms.
Though my blue balls are quite aching and feeling heavy I’m without any doubt to cope with the next night, with my sex drive being on a low level, as I think, due to my workload and time pressure to push my personal affairs.
Hope, I will find enough relaxation to really enjoy fast-breaking tomorrow.
It just came to my mind, I may not “already” want to finish SR?
Cheers!

Day 36 of 2nd SR-Challenge: 2 hours of precum-milking with magic wand at perineum

This morning was stunning. Involuntaries were starting with awakening. Lying on my stomach I opened my eyes and a first thrusting of my pelvis showed me that my gland already was awake, too.

That’ll be a day, I thought, and I decided to stay a bit reluctant. Instead of joining in and taking part in those involuntaries, I kept absolutely passive. The involuntaries subsided sooner, but after a short time the next were quite more intense. As if to show me who is in command my gland seemed to push things more than when I was joining. Staying averse enforced my gland to push things even more and the result was more and more arousal finally leading to a full body orgasm near to a super-O.

After some time I changed position putting my left hand next to my head and my right hand next to my leg, legs nearly closed and a little twisted. I imagined to be restrained that way and visualized two big black men with bbcs entering the room.

One bbc, fully erect, came in sight right in front of my head and the naked man said “Yeah, what you see is what you get, but you’re a lucky guy, as my little brother will start first with your backdoor.” “Haha,” came from behind, “he’s kidding, we are twins.” The rest of the fantasy is even more NSFW, but let’s say, I’m still shocked how real and strong the feelings during this fantasy have been, especially from my gland. Read more »

Day 35 of 2nd SR Challenge – Precum milking all night long the night before

Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but it was only clear precum. At five o’clock in the morning I surrendered to sleep, what was much too late. Today we’ve been out for a family date and the rest of the day we had to do errands and homework. Precum milking helped with my blue balls so far, as they are not aching so much today. Some Aless moments this morning and this afternoon kept quite dissatisfying. Five days left and more and more sceptical whether a wet dream may ruin my challenge on the home stretch.
Best vibes!

Day 31 of 2nd SR-Challenge: (to be continued in the next few hours)

Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year’s Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor’s wisdom made all the difference. It’s rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT to get that “Super O”; Here’s how … To me the key assumption was “Keep this in mind during Aneros sessions: Don’t get caught up in everything. LET your mind wander. Don’t control it. Think of it like this (since evidence has proven people learn better with metaphors): Flow, like a river. Don’t fight it. Just let go and go with the flow. The same with the Aneros.” An imagination of my binaural sessions following the orders of online domina shibby (links you can find in some of my older blog posts) I got used to was sliding down a long helter-skelter into a basin of a black liquid of pure bliss. Now I lay down on my couch and a mingled imagination of both fantasies occured to my mind. It didn’t take long to give up to this scene and a wonderful super-O came over me out of nothing but meditating about this fantasy.

Day 29! of 2nd SR-Challenge: First time experience of SuperO right after awakening …

… with rock-hard morning wood, second SuperO some minutes later, lazy sunday without any sexual activity, now in the evening feeling very heavy, quite aching balls. I think I will go on with SR for eleven days more, that should be possible. Good vibes! (Writing down this decision already caused sudden involuntaries and a semi-hardon, horniness suddenly on very high level.) Before that leads any further: Good night!