For the last few weeks sessions have been quite low key and I seemed to have reached a bit of a plateau, if you define progress as an upward journey. I was beginning to get a bit despondent, wondering whether I ought to get another model to try and move things on. Last night I decided to have a session, just for practice;it was several days since the last one which was pretty unproductive. No session produced a complete failure; there was always some movement and sensations but only weak waves of pleasure.
When I prepared for the session last night I determined that I was inserting the MGX to keep my prostate on its toes and would just limit the session to an hour for practice with no expectation of any great event.
I also decided that I would lie on my back with a pillow under my lower back to keep the MCX handle free of any surface contact. For most of the latest sessions I had positioned myself on my right side with one leg straight and the other bent up to my stomach. I was convinced that the side position was not allowing me to concentrate intently enough on the sensations and movement in my anus and prostate area and even hindered the contact with the perinium.
Within ten minutes of starting the session I felt movement of the device and also started to feel pleasure sensations. There followed mild orgasms and a feeling of positive development that were leading to something. At this point I felt quite content that I was back on a path of progress and I was wrong to get despondent.
After an hour and a half of good sensations and at the end of a nice orgasm there was a tingle right in the centre of my anus which started building and seemed to be climbing upwards externally but giving me feeling internally. The image is confusing but that is how it felt to me. The sensations were incredible and I wondered how far upwards it was going to take me and how intense the feelings were going to get. I was gasping at this point and breathing very heavily and quietly moaning.Momentarily as things were going upwards I almost felt as if I was going to lose conciousness.
After that there were some further nice waves of orgasm but nothing on that scale. I decided to end the session feeling very pleased to have obviously made progress with an intensity of sensation unlike anything previous.
I am not going to claim to have had a super O but I certainly feel I am on the path to that zone.
I am now convinced that lying on my back is the best position for me and that no expectation is vital to a positive session.I have to beware even of subconcious expectations! I am in the "do nothing" school of thought other than diaphragm breathing at the beginning until things get going; Then just lying relaxed and concentrating intensely on the sensations in the pelvic area and being aware of odd sensations in other parts of the body. For example my lower lip twitches when I am about to start mini "O's. Before the major orgasm started I had a massive tingling in my right thigh.
I have managed to stop myself from overdoing the activity and to have a day gap before the next session and have used writing this blog as sublimation!
Its a wonderful journey!
Taffy
Author: taffy
Steady progress
An incredible session this afternoon! with enough will I managed two days ago to resist for a day and then looked forward to my reward just before bed. I felt a bit jaded and rather tired and it did cross my mind to leave the session alone but felt I had worked to get space and went on anyway. Needless to say it was not a very productive session. Next day it was a gap day and I found the "over the edge" thread in the Forum, which was an amazing revelation. I resolved in future to appreciate whatever came my way in terms of sensations and felt freed from searching for the path or trigger to the super O zone.
Today I organised my session in the afternoon feeling refreshed. There was to be nothing other than stomach breathing from time to time but no techniques like nipple stim, contractions or SPN; just an intense focus on what was happening in my body, especially in the anus and prostate area.
Very soon I could feel the MGX moving and the tell tale tingle in the anus. From then on it progressed to p-waves and then to all sorts of orgasms. There were times when it felt as if the Aneros was f**king me. there was just wave after wave of orgasmic pleasure for almost an hour. I lost count of the number of orgasms. Whether they were mini os, dry os or super os seems irrelevant so long as I can have some more please.
What an incredible journey this is!
Taffy
)Quick( actually steady progress
Humility should have warned me not to use the above title because the next session was not nearly so productive. Some one said in a blog that it is often two steps forward and one back!
Tonight I tried out a new more comfortable douche and used a lube shooter both of which arrived today. I had been pre-lubing with a dropper and realised, by comparison, that it was too small an amount and not inserted far enough to deliver to the region needed.
Although I did not get as far as my first blog there were loads of p-waves and mini-o's and at one point my prostate seemed to go manic and the aneros was bouncing around and there were lots of involuntary contractions. What ended the session was a recurring problem which I get constantly. I would be grateful for feedback: After an hour or so session bladder pressure interferes with focus on the prostate region and I have to break for a pee. I can resume and build the feeling but then after a further three quarters of an hour I get the same problem and the session just peters out.I often start a session and hope that I can get build quickly to beat the deadline. I have tried to manage food and liquid intake to avoid the problem but it has no effect; it seems to be the act of arousing the prostate that that causes the puzzle.
Still, to end on a positive note: if tonights session is all there is then thats fine – I had loads of entrancing sensations and delicious feelings and I know from your blogs that there is more to come!!
Taffy.
Quick progress
Quick progress.
I am a novice,or newbie as you call them, of just three weeks.I bought a Helix Syn and used that for half a dozen sessions. I must state here that if it had not been for the Aneros web site with its Wiki section and all the user comments etc I would almost certainly have put the Syn aside and felt I had completely wasted my money. My gratitude to all who have built a support and information infrastucture for us all.
Two concepts were my guiding principle: Its a journey and rewiring is a vital component for progress. I also was aware that lots of users indicated quite a long timescale to get positive pleasure results. By the time of my third session I was aware of some interesting and pleasant sensations that gave evidence to a path of progress which was encouraging. I also notice that every session produced more or greater sensations. I tried a number of techniques and hints, some of which were not productive and I discarded. I was curious to see if I got different results from an other model and a week ago purchased the MGX. I have noticed that this moves around inside much more than the Syn.
In this last week the sensations have been intensifying with each session. I have been a bit greedy and had daily sessions despite my resolution to space them to every other day. The feelings and sensations were so delicious and my will was weak!
Up until today I would say that I have only had p-waves and mini -o's. The session this afternoon was on my back and doing very little other than deep breathing now and again.Up to now I have lain on my side, as recommended but found my flexed leg became uncomfortable and stiff which is why I changed.
I had loads of p waves and mini o's and suddenly after around two hours I was engulfed in massive sensations twice which both lasted for minutes and left me clinging onto the bed rails and moaning with sensation. I don't think it was a super-o but almost certainly a dry-o. I pulled the plug after the second orgasm because I wasn't sure at this time that I could take any more.That will be part of the further journey.
I am surprised and pleased that I have such positive results from these lovely devices in such a short time. I must now exert my will power and refrain from abusing my prostate with overuse now that I have such confirmation of success.
I will blog again about some of the elements that have been effective in my journey so far.