Managed the “Big-O” twice in a row with just a perineum massage by hand… then never ever again despite trying every afternoon for months.

Lasted ~19 hours the prior times. After waking up, going through work, and getting back. Drank quite a bit the following night which killed it.

Why have I never been able to pull this off again? I was worried the first one was a fluke, so I try and manage it again. Then I think I’ve got this in the bag. Except I don’t.