It‘s been some wild 2 -3 weeks and today is probably the most intense and craziest day so far…
I‘m a single 49 y/o straight male who is used to watching porn and wanking off, almost on a daily basis.
It even went so far that I‘ve developed a temporary ED, simply because of numbing my natural senses and overloading my mind and body with way too many stimuli.
My porn kinks got stronger and more bizarre and I literally spent more time searching for the hottest flics than enjoying my wanks.
Last month I‘ve made a decision to get rid of all the old blocking and harmful behavior and to kind of „restart“ myself in several ways.
I‘ve always been open to anal play, prostate play and other stuff but all the dildos that I have bought over the years just did not do it for me and probably only have supported my fantasy as I wanted to get pegged by my gf – if I had one lol.
Well, somehow I stumbled across this subreddit and found „Mindgasm“ which definitely was a huge eye-opener. Right from the beginning I could „roll“ my PC muscles and leaked a lot. On the third day, I had the first longer P-waves – still veeeery low level of course.
Then I read about the Aneros and ordered Progasm, Progasm Jr. and the Helix Syn because I‘ve been horny as hell and wanted way too much, way too fast. A huuuuuge mistake!