Trying to have a wet prostate orgasm

Hi guys! I’ve been on a stroking ban for a week now and have been trying to achieve some kind of prostate or anal orgasm. I had been hoping that my level of (constant) horniness and patience would get me there, but I feel kind of lost. Whether I try the Aneros Helix Syn for an hour (just laying on my belly, relaxing, sometimes doing kegels), a prostate vibrator, the Lovense Hush or my Fuck machine, the most I can do is use a dildo to extract a few drops without any orgasmic feeling.

Does anyone have maybe a video to recommend? Am I going about this all wrong? I’ve been investing lots of time and getting my mind clear, but maybe I’m just expecting too much? Very curious to see what people think here!