So it’s been about six months and I’m not much further… Still no HFO. But I did have an amazing most intense and best orgasm of my life that I have to tell you about.
I smoked a little bit of weed (something I very seldom do, and never during sex or masterbating). Placed a WeVibe on my cock and spent about 40 mins edging myself this way while my aneros was inserted. Constantly contracting the whole time.
After about 40 mins I couldn’t help but start to rock my pelvis back and forth like I’m fucking. Doing this rocking motion forced the aneros to rub my prostate even harder. As I had a wet orgasm my whole body started shaking very aggressively. It felt like I was having a seizure as everything was going crazy and the shaking was uncontrollable and violent. But at the same time it was truly the most incredible and sensational orgasm of my life. I still can’t get over the pleasure. Even having sex has never been so intense. And it was like the we’d just exemplified everything.
I continue to try to not have any penile stimulation, and am able to do it so that I am trembling and close… Feels still so amazing… Yet still do not cum. I’m having a lot of fun trying.