acceptance

I think I am finally at peace with my Aneros mission and that is what it took to get positive results. You read and hear about all of the advise, ” dont expect too much, just relax, dont try to make something happen” and it all sounds so easy and also like a bunch of BS but I finally get it. and it is not something you do, it is more of an acceptance of your own personal situation and letting it happen for you. There you go another line for someone to read and say. Yea right! But for me I feel like I finally am enjoying my sessions and letting them go at their own pace and good things are starting to happen. Not sure exactly what is happening but it is much more enjoyable now. I can start out just relaxing on the bed and try a little a-less to get things going, with a little nipple stim I can have warm intermitttint pulses in my prostate. When that subsides, I can lube up and put in my Aneros, It feels great going in and I am already relaxed from the a-less and with in minutes the warm pulsing starts again. At this point the feelings are much more pleasurable and they build to what feels like might be a orgasm but hey subside after a few nice pulsing contractions. I can go on with this for about thirty minutes and things start to calm down. The thing is now i am totally acceptant of what happend and enjoy every minute and not dissapointed that the super O was not achieved. sometimes I will finish with caressing my cock untill I cum and other times I can just stop and still feel totally satisfied. I dont expect to much and I am getting alot more. looking forward to more pleasure.

“I Had It All Wrong!—-The Mangasm Flux Prostate Stimulator”

I am ashamed to admit it but I had been using my Mangasm Flux Anal Beads wrong! I never really understood why this toy is so highly rated—until this morning! Let me explain……

I felt prostate horny and had to decide between the HIH 950 and my Mangasm Flux Anal Beads/Prostate Stimulator. I chose the latter—-and it was a good choice! But I discovered that due to the pronounced curve in the design of the beads, I had been inserting it completely wrong! I flipped it over 180 degrees and began inserting the smallest of the three beads. Ohhh! This always feels so good going in. I quickly followed-up with the middle-sized bead and finally the largest bead. I rolled-over and waited. It didn’t take too long for me to realize that this time I got it right! Holy shit! This thing is starting to work! Before I knew it, it felt like I was headed for some anal contractions (almost like an auto-f**k with Aneros). And at the same time, the gentle contractions were causing bead contact with my prostate. OMG! I almost can’t take this feeling! I will be honest here and say that it felt like a finger up my ass and gently massaging the sweetest spot of my prostate gland. What a fucking feeling! I was completely caught off-guard and never expected this so quickly. All during this time, I had a very hard, arousing erection. I knew that if I kept this up too much longer, I would definitely experience a HFWO (no doubt about it!) Since I am still in male chastity, I didn’t feel right going-off all by myself. So I had to end this amazing “prostate” session wanting for more. I am now experiencing a wonderful “Aless”. When will I next decide to be completely blown-away by the Mangasm Flux?

“Binaural Beats Rediscovered”

I don’t listen to binaural beats that often. I was on YouTube this morning and came-across some new ones. I decided to give a listen. They were by “HelpBinauralBeats” and they were different and sophisticated. I started listening to one called “Incredible Prostate Multi-Orgasm”. The embedded tones were so subtle. Before too long I noticed that I had an erection and my prostate was beginning to stir. Truly incredible! I will listen again (maybe put it on loop).

Other new “files” in this intriguing collection (which I have not yet sampled) include: “Genital Vibration”, “Sink Deep In The Pleasure of Climax”, “Non-Stop Pleasure of Edging Orgasm”, “Orgasmic Meditation” and others. What a selection!

PS Unlike other binaural beat tracks which contain mostly “annoying” tones, these tracks are more sophisticated and incorporate nice melodies with an “undertone” of binaurals. Nevertheless, they are very effective (at least on me).

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Deeper Aneros penetration with effortless Kegels, Aneros session for Monday June 5

Hi guys,

This morning I had an Aneros session which lasted about an hour with my trusty MGX, Maximus, and Progasm. I am luxuriating in the deeper, more direct penetration of my Aneros tools brought about the addition of that seat cushion over a towel.

But this morning, I carried all this a step further through effortless Kegeling which compounds my new found Aneros pleasure which has made my cock more tumescent. Also my semi-erection feels like that I have been masturbating, so much so with an oozing of precum.

There is an extra benefit that I have noticed in the resumption of my Aneros sessions after coming home from rehabilitation. I stand erect with confidence right after pulling out my Aneros devices.

My next Aneros session will be early Wednesday morning during I hope to have an even longer session leisurely Kegeling with MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic. Take care!

Aneros sessions for Monday May 29 and Saturday June 3

Hi guys,

This morning (Monday May 29) on Memorial Day, I had one of my most pleasurable Aneros ever. I had none of the unsolicited telephone calls which intrude upon my privacy on a normal weekday.

Last night I had a good night’s sleep to shake off the exhaustion of a Sunday morning at church and the political histrionics these days from misbehaving politicians here in the USA. Towards morning, I indulged in diddling my hairy nipples.

In one of my first posts since my coming home in mid March from ten weeks away from the Internet and my Aneros session due to my hip injury, I “discovered” the practice of diddling to pass the tedium of nights in the rehabilitation hospital and my “invention” of dressing my cock with lengths of toilet paper. Both practices revved up my Aless and my masturbation sessions in the relative quiet of nights in the center.

When I got back on the Internet here at home, I researched the meaning of the term ‘diddling.’ The primary meaning is that of female masturbation, e.g. females masturbating their genitalia. The lesser meaning is that of male masturbation. But it can also mean one’s stimulation of his/her nipples which fuels one’s sexual ardor. I had noticed over the four/five years of my Aneros sessions it seems that my nipples are hardwired to my penis, testicles, and other parts of my genitals. However at night at the rehabilitation hospital, I could diddle my nipples unobtrusively under bed covers and not be noticed by nursing staff or not disturb my roommate who was suffering from poor health. Yet diddling enabled me to have delicious erections and enjoyable, yet brief masturbation sessions.

“A New Male Chastity Cup!”

I bought a new chastity “cup”: a Mueller Sports Medicine jockstrap with FlexShield cup. I liked it the first time I tried it on! It is very comfortable, not too restrictive but very supportive. I am sleeping in it at night for at least a week now. One thing I notice is that since it is not as restrictive as the Shock Doctor Ultra Carbon cup, my “banana” has a chance to pop-out of the top of the cup at night, generally not waking me up. But it still feels very normal otherwise. Most nights, I don’t even feel it. I am used to sleeping in a cup so often now that I would feel “out-of-sorts” not wearing one at all. That gentle reminder of me being in chastity makes all the difference, especially when I am practicing semen retention (SR) as well. Of course, the horniness grows with every passing day (I am now into Day 9). I like the feeling! I know when I am getting closer to an ejaculation when I can’t think of anything else! I’m not there just yet!

PS I have found that wearing a jockstrap/cup at night is a great turn-on while it enforces the “no-touching” aspect of male chastity. I know this is probably an unusual “fetish” but I’m sure I’m not alone in using a cup this way!

“This Session Felt Like The Very First One”

Remember the very first time you had sex? Remember your very first “great” Aneros session? Well, that is what this session felt like. Let me explain……..

I am into Day 7 of SR and needed my prostate massaged. So I lubed-up the HIH 950 with Boy Butter (my favorite lube) and got it in. And almost immediately, I got the sensation that this was my very first prostate massage. I didn’t know what to expect. Anyway, within a minute or two, I got some sensations from deep within my pelvis. My penis became hard. I began to moan gently. I had an abdominal spasm. My legs began to quiver. And I began to move-around on the bed, trying to find a position that would settle all of this down. I couldn’t find one! The sensations became stronger and I felt myself tensing-up without any let-up. Then, I felt a pump of “fluid” coming out of my penis. At one point, I felt like I could ejaculate (a super-T!) I felt like I could pee. I did neither.

About midway through this session, I got the sense that this prostate massage was not my doing. Somebody or something else was responsible. This “powerless” feeling was a little disconcerting. Since these sensation were starting to build, I really didn’t know the “end-game” and was a little apprehensive. But it felt good. A little like the first time I had sex. Innocent but naughty. After I penetrated and started to thrust, I really didn’t know what was going to happen next. But I felt something building that I couldn’t stop and when I came…oh man!…Fuck! …What did I do?…How much did I pump in?…..that kind of feeling. I felt something coming from my prostate but didn’t know what would happen next. Would I orgasm? Would I ejaculate? Would I leak? I didn’t know…..

Male Chastity “Boomerang”

I was a little under the weather yesterday so I decided to forgo wearing my “chastity cup” overnight. I actually slept well but still was awakened with an erection. I had several during the night. When I awoke this morning close to 6 AM, I was on my stomach with another erection. As I moved-around slightly on the bed, I had an intense ‘pre-ejaculation’ feeling that I don’t remember feeling before. It it as if my body knew that I was not “chained-up” and ejaculation would be possible. Almost like a sense of an impending wet-dream. This feeling really blew me away! I didn’t stay this way for very long, maybe 5 minutes. I rolled-over and played with my package a little bit and was amazed at the sensitivity of everything. I could easily have ejaculated at that point but I held back.

I think a month of chastity (with only one release) has “primed the semen pump” to the point where I now feel this amazing surge of sexual energy! Maybe I should try this again tonight!

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A clean bill of health, a celebratory Aneros session, and sweet, powerful Aless following

Hi guys,

This past Thursday afternoon, I had an appointment with the orthopedist surgeon for a “final” checkup on my hip replacement surgery which occurred on Sunday January 8, two days after I suffered a hip fracture from a freakish fall at a friend’s house. I give him a succinct account of my nine weeks of rehabilitation at a hospital near the U.S. Capitol and then an account of my continuing recovery since my release to my apartment on March 17, Saint Patrick’s Day. He was impressed by my regimen of daily walks with my cane inside my apartment building and outside in my neighborhood. He pronounced upon me a clean bill of health and told me that I should have a checkup annually on anniversary of my accident in early January. He ended the checkup with the words, “You are an awesome man!”

I decided to have a celebratory Aneros session this morning. It lasted an hour during which I used in succession, MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic. A few days ago, I found a couple discarded chair cushion in the hallway near the trash room in my apartment. I snatched them up and brought them back to my apartment.

During the nine weeks earlier this year, a friend from church had rearranged my apartment. He purchased a double bed with a luxurious mattress to replace my futon on the floor. This morning I placed one of the retrieved cushions underneath a towel upon which I have Aneros sessions. The cushion greatly improved the angle of penetration into my anus for my Aneros devices. Hence this morning with this more direct penetration, there seemed to be a quantum leap in the exquisite sensations that MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic provided.

“Extended Sexual Orgasm”

I was just chilling on the sofa listening to a nice track. I had on my “chastity cup” as usual and was greatly aroused. The erection subsided but about 20 minutes later, it came back, stronger than before. I began to meditate on the connection between arousal and sex. And when I did, some time later, I began to feel a quivering in my prostate and further-down in my anus Yes, it was an orgasm. A strong one. But not one, not two, not three. Rather it was an entire series of orgasms. Way beyond the “usual” MMO. By moving ever so slightly, or even breathing, I could “trigger” another one! And then another one! This was mind-bending! I felt like I have never felt before, even within an Aneros session! I don’t know how long I remained in this state….I feel like I could have prolonged it for as long as I wanted. Interestingly, at no time did I feel like I would ejaculate, even in spite of this extreme sexual arousal.
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PS It is called “Extended Sexual Orgasm”. Here is some info. from Alan P. Brauer and Donna J. Brauer, who have written a book called “Extended Sexual Orgasm – How You and Your Lover Can Give Each Other Hours of Extended Sexual Orgasm”.