Day 19 of 5th attempt

Everything going well. No wild swings in horniness, energy, or mood.
I did have some sessions this week, and other than that one I mentioned in my last update on Monday where I was soft and things just weren’t working, things have been great. My cock is super sensitive, so when I play with someone they just need to touch me very lightly to get me rock hard and orgasming. Also best to keep the touch to the base part of my cock instead of the top part.

Anyways – I think I’ll make it to 21 days this time for sure. My goal is to get to 34, and then call it quits for a bit. After that, I’ll go back to ejaculating only when the urge is really really really there (or happens accidnetally) which in the past was 1-2 times per week. It’s not a firm plan though – I’m just going to see how things feel once I start ejaculating again and go with the flow.

“End Of The Line: Get Off!”

My SR run ended at Day 16! Here’s how it went down…….

I slept in my “chastity cup” overnight. Got to sleep fine, no problems there. But about 7 hours later, I awoke feeling greatly aroused. I couldn’t shake the feeling this time. Neither was my erection subsiding anytime soon. I found myself thinking about sex constantly in my bed. I was leaking so much precum, I honestly felt “this close” to an autoejaculation. As I laid there, every slight movement while on my stomach or on my side would cause an increase in my arousal and it just would not quit! When I removed the cup, I saw a nice sticky wet spot about the size of a quarter!

I had the strong feeling that this was the “end of the line” and I would be ejaculating very soon. I “got off” the train very quickly!

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PS I am amazed that my refractory period doesn’t seem to be that long. I am getting hard again only after about 45 minutes!

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“Good Vibrations: The HIH 950”

Wow! I decided to do another prostate “milking”with the HIH 950. I lubed-up as usual and just relaxed for the full 15 minutes. After that, I felt the massager go into “‘auto” mode and I just rode it out. About 30 minutes later, I could not believe the amount of fluid that was leaking out of my cock. I actually felt like I could achieve a HFWO if I continued. But I felt empty enough so decided to stop this session.

One interesting thing: I bought the HIH 950 primarily for regular prostate milking after a period of chastity. But the feelings I am getting from it are better than any Aneros model I have used before. I don’t know for sure, but I think the more compact size and shape of the 950 is hitting my prostate perfectly! I am now experiencing wonderful Aless just performing gentle contractions!

PS I don’t know, but I seem to be getting less intense “morning erections” since resuming regular prostate milking. I don’t know if this is normal or not, but I am feeling much less horny this morning. I’ll see how the day progresses.

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Day 16 of 5th attempt

Feeling so much better (less horny) today.

Yesterday, most of the day was still feeling in that hyper sexual / hyper horny state. I had a session in the afternoon for about 2.5 hours, then decided to stop cause of timing of other things I had to do. Interestingly, the guy im seeing right now came over and started initiating sex. I got rock hard really fast, and then soft really fast. He was teasing me and playing with my cock for a while, and then we had sex – but things just weren’t working. I was soft the whole time. Did have a few orgasms, but we just decided to stop. I think I just wasn’t in the mood all that much.

Been a calm and cool energy since then, and not as horny. So that pretty much concludes the 2 day EXTRA HORNY period of this attempt. In some ways sad to see it go, but happy to feel a bit more normal and controlled today.

Day 15 of 5th attempt

So it’s been pretty smooth sailing from about Days 0 to 12 or 13 of this attempt. I felt almost the same as I did the whole time on attempt #4.

Something changed on the weekend. I had sex Saturday afternoon, and energy level cooled after a few minutes when we stopped. That was normal (and something I thought i learned during SR, because I used to think Id be frustrated all day, but ive always felt like the energy cools quickly). Then Saturday night I got aroused again right before bed, and fell asleep like that. No dreams that I remember, but I woke up very horny on Sunday and couldn’t get sex off my mind. I had a very good session Sunday afternoon for about 3 hours, but then after when I stopped, the energy didn’t cool. I felt pent up horniness, buzzing, and was having orgasms and nice pleasure waves of feeling all evening, A-less, while doing other things like eating dinner and watching TV.

Monday (today), woke up and thats continuing. Not really walking around with an erection all day or anything like that, but im leaking pre cum all day so far. my underwear is wet, every time i go to the bathroom, i can see ive been leaking a few drops (and i am aroused all day, just not hard).

“Aroused Before A Session? Wow!”

I had been sleeping in my “chastity cup”and was highly aroused. For some reason, I fell-into another “living fantasy”. My wife (or lover) insists that I take off my PJ top, and begins to cuddle me all-over. Then, after a while, she wants me to take off my PJ bottoms, leaving me only in my tight boxers and cup. She begins to fondle my nipples and I feel my erection building-up all over again. I feel like I am a participant in a “tease-and-denial” game.

After a while, she wants me to take-off my boxers and prepares me for a prostate-massage session using my HIH 950. She lubes it up and gently inserts it. I remain relaxed for a full 15 minutes.

After that, I am drawn-into this highly arousing session, first gentle contractions (p-waves) then more intense ones. I already have leakage developing. For a while, the auto-fuck contractions took over and I was able to ride-it-out. I felt that I was on my way for a HFWO!

After about an hour, I felt that I was getting just a little sore and felt like I had to pee (which I did). When I removed the 950, I felt amazingly energized and ready to take on the day!

PS My tendency for “blue-balls” seems to have gone away since regularly milking my prostate. I am now in Day 12 of SR. I feel great!

“A Big Lesson Learned”

A recent session proved to me what I’ve heard time-and-time again. Always be aroused before attempting an Aneros session. How true this was in a recent session. By “aroused”, I don’t mean just “have an erection”! What I mean is the full-up aroused feeling like you are ready for sex. That may involve some physical “foreplay” with yourself or a lover. Mental preparation is key, I believe, to a successful Aneros session. If you feel like you are ready for sex, ready to penetrate, ready to ejaculate, then you are ready for a session. Because if you are not ready, you will be “forcing” a session and it probably will be a dud. I have had quite a few of them. But when you are properly aroused and then begin a session, there is no limit how far you can go!

I will keep this “hint” in mind the next time I am eager for an Aneros session. I must let my mind rule on this one. It may mean fewer sessions, but intensely arousing ones.

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An example of the best session I can achieve (yet)

Yesterday I had one of those sessions I can describe as the best aneros sessions I can get (at least right now).

It isn’t mind blowing but it’s really good, I hope in the future it gets better and better, but specially faster to reach the good part.

I’ve already talked about really low sexual desire. Maybe that’s one of the main problems I have: get things started.
I can feel the aneros touching my prostate from minute 1, some years ago I got an hard on immediately, today I sort of still get a minor reaction.

But for things to reach the really good parts, I need time. And by time I mean hours and hours.

In the morning I had a 2 hour session with Eupho just to experiment. Lately I’ve been using Progasm Ice and have some nice sensations, I think its stronger contact on the prostate may help bypass my low sexual drive and arousal.
In the week before when I had a session I used Progasm Ice so I wanted to see if Eupho’s movement would give me something different (and better).

It didn’t, all I got was the nice but not spectacular general feeling of being pleased.
I always use a bit of porn at the beginning to wake up my dead prostate, and it works.
From my previous experiences nipples are dangerous as many times they lead me to hands free wet orgasms.

Day 41 of 2nd SR-Challenge: Ending with SR by cumming from old fashioned masturbation

After day 40 showed up with a second time of leaking semen, I decided to clean the pipes. Yesterday evening having some time for myself I lay down on bed and surrendered to Aless. From the first second wonderful strong involuntaries struck me and initiated an horny autofuck mode with multiple orgasms for more than an hour, leading towards two nice super-Os bathing myself heckling, squiggling, moaning, thrusting and twitching in pure bliss. Though leaking lots of precum I felt quite too far away from an HFWO. Running out of time I turned on my back and switched to masturbation. Accompanied by involuntaries I shortly afterwards shot a big load with strong convulsions and about seven squirts pasting my chest with spunk. The strength of the orgasm however was quite disappointing, while the involuntaries didn’t stop, pumping up last drops of what seemed to be clear precum. Though my penis became flaccid short after ejaculation, the refractory period didn’t begin, instead I could have switched back to Aless as if the ejaculation would not have taken place, if only having had more time.

Due to a comment of GGringo I, too, will for now stop counting days of SR.

For me, I continue but I stopped counting; the results are positive and I’m under no pressure to beat my record. When it’s time to explode, my body takes over and the deed is done (with great pleasure). Before, it was my mind commanding and ejaculation was always eminent.

“Meditation: I Am Uniquely Me!”

While listening to a favorite track on YouTube: “DJ Fotis – Music For Sex (Round 5)” I “fell-into” a meditation. In a nutshell, here it is…….

In all the universe, I am uniquely “me”. There is no one else like me anywhere. What does this mean exactly? It means that only I will experience my unique pleasures of life. That may involve food, traveling, friends and yes, even sex! As it applies to the Aneros experience, what this means to me is that my Aneros pleasures are uniquely mine and no one else’s! That is not to imply that others may not experience what I am experiencing. Of course, we have shared pleasurable experiences. But it means that my experiences with my prostate in particular, are uniquely and ultimately mine!

Is it wrong to want to experience Aneros pleasures such as the Super-O the way others have? No, but I need to realize that even when I don’t have the exact same experiences and realms, neither do they experience mine. Is there a sense that I am traveling alone through this thing called life? Perhaps. But the true joy in life I believe is in experiencing shared pleasures. If I can master this aspect of living, I believe I have accomplished a great deal.

PS A lot of this meditation could not be put into words; I tried as best to say what I was feeling. This was a very powerful moment for me and I tried to share some aspects of it.