“Time Out: I Feel A Whisper”

This was more of a deep, meditative “session”. It began with some chillstep music. It is chilly this AM so I grab a comforter and lie down. Having just ejaculated yesterday, I am in “cooldown” mode this morning. After a while, I began to dwell on things…..

A nice restaurant near where I live was torn down to the ground recently, to make way for another one. There is nothing left of the old place, except for the ground. I began to think…..can this also apply to life? The answer (sometimes, unfortunately) is yes! Now I am not implying that my life is torn-down, although if you think about it, it is usually called the “circle of life” and it happens to everyone. Uplifting yet somber.

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I began to dwell on my recent absence from Aneros “sessions”: do I miss them? Of course I do! But, like the groundbreaking for the new restaurant, I have a solid Aneros “foundation” on which to build. As I dwelt on this some more, something happened. I began to feel just the slightest ‘whisper’ in my prostate. At first, it was barely perceptible, yet it was there! So I echoed these whispers back with some very light contractions. And my prostate whispered back to me! I kept up the echoes for a while and began to feel a warmth, a gentle glow from within that led me to believe that the fire is still glowing, there is a sense of sexual balance in my life. At one point, the feeling is building up to a point where I have to shake-out an involuntary contraction throughout my body. Oh! What a nice feeling!

General intro

I was inspired by the “Invitation to Blog” post… I was thinking this evening that it might be helpful to keep some notes for my own benefit. If anyone else finds them useful, that would be a bonus.

Just a general intro… I am in my 40s. I got a Helix Syn in mid August 2016. At this point (late October 2016) I have gone from basically treating it as a butt plug (put it in, enjoy it, end of story) to making a concerted effort to learn what I can do with it that’s more specific to the prostate stimulation aspect.

Sunday, Oct. 30, 2016

My previous session was on Wednesday evening, so 4 days ago. I will say, just for comparison, that it was OK, but nothing special. I have found my fatigue and frame of mind at the end of a long day at work often results in a less interesting Aneros session than when I am better rested on the weekend, but I generally take what I can get in terms of my schedule.

My previous technique had been to lie down after insertion and just relax, usually reading something for about 10 minutes, to clear my mind and let everything “settle down” with the Helix, and then proceed to work on some contractions or whatever I was thinking about trying, and see what happened.

Today, however, after a bit more than 5 minutes, I started feeling a tingling, warm sensation around the Helix. I have felt this before, but generally not so early in the session. So I decided to resist the temptation to do any contractions or anything and just breathe and concentrate on feeling what was happening. I continued to have the tingling sensation as I worked on deep breathing. I sort of alternated between concentrating on the breathing and sensations; doing some erotic visualization; and thinking about situations at work or errands needing to be done. (No, the last was not voluntary or planned, dammit, but my mind wandered and sometimes I had to refocus.)

“Oh, What A Night!”

OMG! Where to start? it is early Sunday morning about 12:30 AM. I can’t sleep any more for now. I am in Day 8 of SR and still feeling extremely horny. I woke up with an erection and decided, instead of loose boxers, to put-on some tighter boxer-briefs. They are one size too small so they fit my package nice and snug. I put my safety towel in place. I feel that today may be the right time for a release of all this pent-up sexual energy. So I chill on the sofa for a while, maybe an hour-and-a-half, and, getting sleepy, decide to go back to bed. That is when things started getting crazy. Let me explain…….

While back in bed, I got a distinctly strong “buzzing” from my prostate and began to do some kegels, first very lightly, then stronger until I “held” them for about 30 seconds or longer. OMG! Now, realize that I no longer practice my Aneros prostate stim. There are various reasons, but primarily, the last few “sessions” I had were essentially duds. They didn’t last too long either. I feel that I have reached a point in my sexual life that my prostate has feelings independent of my other sexual “tools” and that the Aneros “training” is permanent (re-wired to the max). However, while continuing these kegels, I realized that I would not be getting back to sleep any time soon. In addition, I began to get an INTENSE craving for something in my anus. I did retain my anal beads and decided that I would put them to use.

Amazing Thursday session, October 27 followed by irrepressible Aless!

Hi guys,

These days I am enjoying my sessions more and more despite the arrival of genuine autumn cold. It is so good have heat from the radiators which facilitate my sessions now. When it is cold, I have my morning sessions when the boiler is running and churning out steam to our apartments during the 6-8 a.m. hours.

This morning I had a session with Eupho Classic, MGX, and Progasm ICE which lasted about an hour or a little more. Eupho Classic inserted nicely to the hilt and gave me a very pleasurable ride as it danced along and around my prostate. MGX performed powerfully as it delivered a massage beyond compare. When you relax and let go, models like MGX ride in surprising away, delivered a host of strokes that will take your breath away. What amazes me about my Aneros models is that they take me on journeys over mountains, valleys, hills, and plains of pleasure! I am developing gradually in my sessions these days the control recommended in the Aneros Wiki and the now archived Aneros Directions for Use. The techniques are stop-and go, do-nothing, and tug-of-war which magnify Aneros pleasure when coupled with deep relaxation which is facilitated by slow, calm, rhythmic breathing.

I really enjoyed my dalliance with Eupho Classic and my quality time with MGX today. But it was Progasm ICE which provided the icing on my Aneros cake. Once again I love his thick, full-bodied massage, and once again he did not slip out.

Relentless Aless ; That Aneros Itch : Sessions for Friday and Saturday, October 27 & 28 ; Series of Chairgasms

Hi guys,

Friday October 28.

I woke up fairly well rested at 4:15 a.m. this morning and listened to my walkman radio until 6 a.m. I bathed, shaved, and dressed for the day intending to have an off day with Aless.

But I had that relentless Aless, that Aneros itch, that I had to satisfy. So I had a 45 minute session at 1:15 p.m. with MGX, Progasm ICE, and Maximus, that left me breathless.

The relentless Aless began anew of this session, then I had a series of chairgasms. When I had a chairgasm coming on, it felt like that I was on the verge of creaming my jeans! This happened over and over in waves of Aless in chairgasms that came on. It was heavenly. This is the type of Aless which is a further development in my five plus year Aneros journey. My Aneros sessions nowadays nurture this new type of Aless. It is so sweet and exquisite in fact. Unfortunately this Aless with the accompanying chairgasms trailed off in the late afternoon when I heard the latest in the Clinton/Trump campaign saga and her private e-mail controversy.

Saturday October 29.

It could’ve Danced all Night

On Wednesday night, I had a good session with my Helix Syn. With increased number of daily Kegel exercises, my PC and floor muscles are stronger than ever and it helps me conduct my HS like a maestro. The sensations were good but not nearly as good as in my session with my Progasm Ice last night!

My two hour session started with 20 minutes of do nothing with minimal results and when I started very mild contractions coupled with nipple stimulation, that’s when things started to happen. The P-Ice was dancing, creating very strong P-waves and my sphincter was generating sensations I usually feel with my Helix. I was getting involuntaries, something I had not had in a long time.

The session was absolutely GREAT and come midnight, it was time to wrap things up but I could’ve dance all night! I hope to repeat this wonderful experience tonight!

Life is wonderful.

“The Pleasure Box: Sex in The Dark”

This fantasy was inspired through the music. I began listening to (on YouTube): “IBIZA Luxury Chillout Lounge Music Session by Bogdan Postolache. I didn’t realize that this was going to be another “intercourse” fantasy but it seemed so real. Here is the concept…..

Background: A local university is conducting an unusual “experiment” in sex, offered through its psychology department. They are trying to determine whether there is a potential erectile dysfunction “cure” through an offering of sex with a complete stranger! I have ED, actually DE (delayed ejaculation) and I thought I could benefit from this trial. So I applied online. Basic things like height, weight, etc., my ED concern and my general health. Also, whether I was straight or gay. Before long, I received a reply and was told to report to their “facility”. I was told that this would be an overnight experiment and I should wear a pair of tight, clingy briefs or trunks. So I prepared, and reported for “duty”. [Note that since I am straight, my female “partner” also was selected in the same way. In her case, instead of ED, she could be afflicted with a low libido, or an inability to become aroused; therefore, she probably has had few opportunities for sexual encounters in her lifetime]. Needless to say, I looked forward to the stimulating encounter.

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“Are You Ready For Me? – A Metaphysical Intercourse Fantasy”

Wow! What a session! I can hardly believe what happened! Let me try to explain it….

I started this amazing surfing session with what turned out to be the musical inspiration for it: on YouTube “Chillout – Music For Lovers 2013” by Dave Shepard. It set the mood for what was to become a truly unique experience for me.

I start this surfing session in the usual way, with soft caressing stim of my now-erect and firm package. But it soon became evident to me that this sessions’ fantasy was going to be conducted and relayed entirely in the “third person” — namely, from the point of view of a woman. Sounds somewhat bizarre and unusual, but (I swear) that is what happened. Let me further explain….

She begins to get me aroused but I “feel” it from her point of view. She is getting me wet and ready for intercourse with her. She continues to think to herself: ” Do you have what it takes? Are you wet enough for me? Are you man enough? Can you remain hard for me?” She continues to caress me and I am feeling so aroused. She is also getting very aroused and wet. She continues to play with my package and getting quite turned-on. “She” begins to fantasize herself about my cock and it’s shape. How it’s shaped to penetrate her. A thick round slippery shaft that she wants deep inside her. She wants every inch of it as deeply as “he” can push it in. She is ready for erotic pleasure. She takes hold of “his” cock and glides it into her.

What a wonderful world: Aless out sudden and spontaneously!

Hi there, as frustrating the experience with the Helix Syn was, as thankful I was for focusing on the mental side of my journey and the sudden and spontanous Aless moments coming up all through the day.
Having caught a cold I was hindered from intense sessions with my both new tools, Eupho Syn and Helix Syn, as another session would have been too vigorous for me.
Neverteheless curing the cold at home I had plenty of free time to listen to my inner senses. My last experiences with my Eupho Syn and without (Aless) had involved fundamental changes in me. Like never before my prostate seemed awaken and present all day long. Spending the day in wide boxer shorts, long-sleeved pyjamas and as long as out of bed in my bathrobe my genitals enjoyd greater freedom than in those briefs and tight jeans I used to wear as work clothing.
Standing in the kitchen waiting for the boiling of the water for brewing my tea I had the idea to stimulate myself by focusing on my testicles envisioning to let them swing around. My feet shoulder-width apart I tried to suppress and control every slightest motion in my pelvis. I only wanted to imagine the movement. It took a minimum of one, perhaps two minutes until my imagination managed to create the first initial approach of an illusion of my testicles swinging in circles. This feeling already evoke my prostate gland from which I now felt a stirring vibration. Then unvoluntary my mind made me believe a big glove would gently grab my ballsack enclosing and weighing my balls. This again reinforced the vibes from my gland sending out waves through my upper body. Now my body was bending a bit, my breath came in huffs and I got a boner. Like an avalanche the first orgasm came over me, unvoluntary contractions of my pelvic floor muscles, my sphincter and my buttocks and warm shivers of lust intensified mutually. I closed my eyes and transcended to an inner flow of pleasure. After a short time first drops of precum came out of my throbbing hard on and I began to moan. When the water boiled and the kettle switched off automatically, I opened my eyes. The loud clicking sound had brought me back to reality and had ended my Aless leaving behind a feeling of fullfilment and satisfaction. Brewing my tea I felt new energy in all the limbs and smiling with happiness I continued preparing my breakfast.
Much alike every now and then I collected such moments throughout the day, while I was sitting on the couch or on the wooden chair typing on the computer.
What a wonderful world! Take care!