Time to move on

No joy so far in my quest for a HFWO. I reckon I will have to be patient and move on, when the time is right I’m sure it will happen. Almost every session now though has me feeling at some point that an ejaculation is building. This is normally in the first 10 minutes or so when my penis is still enjoying the stimulation, throbbing and dancing to the stimulus from whichever Aneros happens to be probing me at the time. Eventually prostate pleasures begin and the erection is gone but I continue to produce a fair amount of pre cum. In between my sessions I have been continuing to get myself as close to the PONR as I can and this has kept me ever so horny. As a consequence of this I am finding that I can now judge just when to stop so that I can release a small amount of semen without having a full blown orgasm. I am very impressed by my own self control, other times I could not have held back at all so I am learning another new skill. I’m not sure I would describe it as blue balls as @goldenboy so eloquently puts it, but I think I will have to end this current run of SR soon. It must be around 14 days or so and I just feel full.
One more thing before I sign off. I feel I have improved on my position a little. For some reason the other night I felt that I needed to support my feet on a stout cushion as I lay on my back with bent knees. I now am able to flex at the hips more freely and when the autof**king begins I find myself thrusting into them in time with the contractions.
Good vibes to all and take care.

“Sometimes In Sports, A Guy Just Needs To Wear A Cup!”

Introduction
Well, I made it to Day 6 of SR. I slept in my nylon shorts overnight and awoke not too early with an early-morning erection. Feeling nice and sexy, I decided to put-on one of my “chastity cups”. But I got the urge this morning to just go for a hard, tight, cup jockstrap like I would wear for sports*. The Bike fit the bill perfectly! It is the most supportive cup jock I have, and so I put it on. It holds everything in place quite well and does not move-around at all. I don’t even think it would allow a substantial erection to build-up within it.

Session
After a while of wearing it, I decided on an Aneros session, this time with the Eupho Classic. I like the Eupho but never know what it will accomplish on my prostate. Some sessions are good, others are hit-or-miss. Well, this morning, I was in for a treat! The Eupho (like the HIH 950) seemed to hit my prostate’s “sweet spot” almost immediately and after a short while, I couldn’t help but experience some auto-contractions with it, along with (and quickly) some moaning and large-muscle contractions. The Eupho is designed for maximum movement and that movement seems to hit all the right “spots” on and around the prostate. Like with the HIH 950, the Eupho caused me to feel the “pre-ejaculatory” sensations (near the PONR) which are beyond description! It is during this time that I believe my prostate is being “milked”.

HIH 950: The “Key” To Sexual Bliss

Introduction
I am now in Day 5 of SR and awoke early this morning with an extremely arousing erection. I wasn’t wearing a “chastity cup” overnight and so I found myself waking-up in a fantasy: my lover is gently caressing my package, including the scrotum and stiff shaft through the nylon shorts I am wearing. What better time then to have an Aneros session, especially since it’s been about 4 days since my last one?

Session
I lubed-up the HIH 950 and immediately began to feel the delight of sexual satisfaction. I couldn’t help but feel that this massager is literally a “key” to sexual bliss. From the beginning, it hit the “sweetest” of spots on my prostate and made me feel right from the start that I would ejaculate. What better feeling could there be? Regardless of the position I was in (left side, right side, stomach, back) the “key” was inserted and turned and there was no stopping the pleasure I was experiencing. This massager then was literally the “key” to my euphoria. How long did this feeling last? I will answer that with another question: How long is a key effective in a lock? You get my point! These sessions with the HIH 950 for me are the epitome of male sexual delight. This “key” unlocks all the pleasures and nuances of a prostate massage: moaning, involuntary anal and PC contractions, fantasies, muscle spasms, a PONR feeling and more.

“Report On A Nice Session……Without Aneros!”

This was a session without Aneros (Aless). Let me explain how it happened……

I was awake this morning and contemplating a session with the HIH 950. I went through the motions: I selected and put-on my XO cup and thought about lubing-up the massager and enjoying its pleasures. Then, something strange happened. I was lying in bed just relaxing and began to do some light kegels and began to feel a stirring in my prostate. I let my mind “drift” into the pleasure I was feeling. And before I knew it, I was experiencing some prostate O’s that had me shuddering and convulsing on the bed! Now it has been about 3 days since a “real” Aneros session. I feel that my prostate was “whispering” to me this morning. My mindset was right. Even as I am typing this, I am experiencing a nice, mild “chairgasm”. I can’t help but think that all of this is a direct result of my being “rewired”. To quote the Aneros Wiki: “…..spontaneous pleasure and non-ejaculatory orgasm become increasingly easy to achieve.” How true this was this morning!

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Friend or Foe?

Just had my session back from work. Manage to get around 3-4 orgasms before my body gave up
after some cleaning, I sat in front of my comp and watched some youtube vid to wind myself down
From there, I got a notification from my chat group of my close friends.
To my surprise, one of the girls shared a very short article about exploring prostate play and followed by her comment ‘Male G Spot!’
I was like, hmmm… this is a good chance to share/gather opinion from my close friends about what’s their attitude about prostate play.
So, I decided to ask her
‘hey, did you try it on your bf?’
‘No! my bf butt hole is for sh*tting only! You should ask XXXXX instead’ (XXXX is my male friend)
XXXX: Nah.. my butt is for sh*tting too! One way street

There goes the only chance… i could not continue to subject… that was a hell of a chance to discuss this subjects maturely. I guess I am living with a bunch of close-minded people.. expecting too much from them

Yeah, i should have seen it coming.

People automatically went into hard-wired mode when comes to male butt = gay… I am a straight guy and I enjoy having my prostate poked by my wife or aneros when I am solo…
I could not see the connection…
to be honest, i did envy women G spot does not need to go through some taboo/forbidden place to reach… and they could talk openly within close friends without afraid of being shunned, receiving negative feedback or being labeled as homo…

First Entry

This is the initiation of my blog
I would like to share exp of my prostate play here
Started my journey since 4 years ago
thinking back, I would say that I went from totally ‘hmmm.. where is it?’ to like ‘OMG!’ within seconds of insertion
it’s a huge progress where I thought it was not possible back then.

Even my nipples decided to rewire itself without even trying. I started to feel some tingling sensation out of nowhere and i decided to play with my nipples and that’s it

I do feel lucky and glad that I am able to wake up my prostate. So for those newcomers, don’t give up. one day you will feel your own prostate orgasm/super O

“Yes, I’ll Report The Dud Sessions Too!”

This was one of those sessions which never really took-off. I thought I felt aroused, although I didn’t have an erection at the start of the session. So I lubed-up the Helix Trident and started-out. Although I did experience some mild auto-contractions, I just didn’t feel anything against my prostate. I continued for perhaps 25 minutes, but sadly, nothing came. I am now in semen retention Day 10 and wearing my SafeTGard cup for chastity control.

I can’t say I’m really disappointed. Perhaps my prostate is satisfied at the moment and doesn’t want to experience orgasms right now. Perhaps the several days’ worth of milking has kept it satisfied! Whatever the reason, I’ll just savor the fact that I am still progressing in SR. Usually, by now I will have experienced the blue-balls and would have to end the challenge! I’ll stay on the journey!

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“Chastity Is A Game Of Tug-Of-War!”

Introduction
Of course, it is not a real game! But the thought process behind self-imposed chastity is indeed tug-of-war*. Let me explain……

My side of the rope:
I hold on to the “rope” instead of holding on to my cock! It is really that simple! I want to remain in chastity (and semen retention) for as long as possible. I am now at Day 9 and hope to go at least another 6 or 9 days! I ”pull” on the rope by not edging or surfing at all. I have found from much experience that too much edging, surfing or an anticipation of partnered sexual activity will arouse me too much to the point where the blue-balls are almost inevitable. So I am very careful even with Aneros sessions not to directly stimulate my cock at the same time as my prostate.

Just this morning, I had a very nice milking session with SGX which I have not used in a while. It was a worthwhile session: I expelled more prostate fluid, not precum (I can see and feel the difference. Precum is very slippery and stringy, prostate fluid is not as much so.) These healthy prostate milking sessions seem to keep me satisfied while at the same time not getting me too aroused; hence, a nice balance. I enjoy prostate massage without any blue-balls.

A quest!

Hey!
It’s been a while since my last entry but rest assured I have been keeping tabs on all you guys for inspiration, thanks. I’ve still been enjoying some wonderful sessions but I have noticed some subtle changes in my responses. I am also trying to train myself not to follow the same old routine for every session which seems to be paying off. For instance, my usual position for a session has been on my back, slightly propped up with a pillow or two, with knees bent and feet flat on the bed. I found this led to me tensing up my stomach muscles too much when things got going. Of course this impeded my breathing when I felt I should have been more relaxed. So now I adopt a more flat position which lets me release the tension in my abdomen, that immediately felt better. I follow the “do nothing” approach and just let things happen. Using my new position I became aware that when orgasms started I was really clenching hard on the Aneros, fair enough it’s difficult not to, but as the orgasm faded I was still holding it in quite strongly although I thought I had relaxed my “grip” on it. I was quite surprised how much more tension I could release and allow the Aneros some freedom to begin its work again. I am really concentrating hard on this as I find I can bring on the autofxxk response quite well. Also noticeable is that during a session I can go through many phases of different pleasurable sensations. A few times I have had the feeling of an ejaculation building as I approached climax, I could definitely feel the same pumping feeling that I get during ejaculation from traditional masturbation and ejaculation. So far nothing has occurred but it feels so close. I admit that on one occasion after a session I reallly felt the need to cum, I didn’t want to use my hands, I just wanted to somehow get as close as I could to the PONR and let my prostate take over. I found that if I positioned the edge of my duvet over my frenulum while laying flat on my back, any movement at all just kept things on the boil and eventually I felt that incredible sensation when a load is on its way. The resulting ejaculation came from deep within and was intense, and more productive than a normal one, it was strong with many pumps from my prostate. Although it wasn’t truly a HFWO, it has wet my appetite to experience a genuine one. As I am now about 10 days into SR and enjoying all the feelings that come with it, I am trying an experiment. Several times a day for the past two days I have been taking myself as close as I can to the PONR. It has been a torture of sorts but at the same time, so, so arousing, My thoughts are that by the time I settle in for my next Aneros session I will be bursting to cum, hopefully in a hands free manner. Whether I will be lucky enough for it to happen I don’t know, but in any case I will have had some fun trying. My arousal levels are so high just now that my prostate is demanding attention almost as much as my cock. I feel electrified and I’m buzzing with sexual energy.

“It Really Doesn’t Get Any Better Than This!”

I had an incredible session this morning with the HIH 950. All I really expected was a nice “milking” session. What I got was much more. Who knew that this diminutive prostate massager had the power to take me close to an ejaculation and feel like a Super-O? As soon as I lubed-up and started, I felt it hit my sweet spot almost immediately. I am currently in SR Day 8. I have no blue-balls feeling (yet). I decided to put-on my XO cup for this session.

Not too long afterwards, I began to get a strong orgasmic feeling with anal/PC contractions. I had to muffle more than a few screams of pleasure. I knew I was “pumping” prostate fluid because I could feel it make its way down to my cock. One of the descriptions of the Super-O indicates large muscle contractions. I definitely had these during this session. From the beginning of the session, I felt close to ejaculating and honestly felt that I would. That is also another “sign” of a Super-O. To quote from the Aneros Wiki:

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“A Super-O is an overwhelmingly strong non-ejaculatory orgasm that may involve: durations of minutes at a time; full-body orgasmic waves of pleasure; intense pleasure throughout the pelvic region, particularly the prostate, rectum and surrounding muscles; loss of a sense of reality; strong emotional responses; flashes of color (optical activity in the brain); large muscle contractions; a strong sense of ejaculation (with no emission); protracted involuntary vocalizations, roars or screams; pleasant convulsions; pronounced deep or staccato pelvic thrusting or writhing; a sense of soulful release and relief; a sense of self-redefinition; and, an energized feeling immediately following orgasm and being ready for more (as opposed to post-ejaculation lethargy).”