I rushed home to have a session before the wife got home. She ended it after 90 minutes. I took a quick swim and lubed up. I was feeling really good and just relaxed into my session breathing and not contracting. At the right moment a minor contraction from the dick but mostly releasing and letting it go and have a mind of its own. I have found I have a contraction that is directed by my dick towards my prostate is more subtle then my bottom contracting. This was a good discovery. So much information on this site. Over all very good session but 2 times I really started falling down the rabbit hole. I must say it was finding Bliss and I have a taste now how good it can get. I am coming for you Super-O. Playing with my nipples helped a lot just letting go. I slept through the night and woke up feeling really good. I am hoping for a late night session tonight. I will be traveling and won't have time next week so getting it on while I can. SoFunLoving
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Recent A–Less sessions with Dry–Os.
So far it looks like the best way for me to warm up and get my prostate hard for lots of Dry–O’s is to lay on my left side and do a bunch of PC contractions and lower ab pushes before I even start stimulating my nipples. I do this until my prostate starts to feel electric shocks like a chiropractors muscle machine. This can take 1 to 20 minutes depending on my body and mental state I guess… Then I can seek to find a PC/Ab muscle state with nipple stimulation that keeps the buzzing on constantly, then work with slow movement contractions to discover good orgasm positions.
I’ve also been able to go into orgasm mode without a constant prostate buzzing, but it takes a lot more work…
Sometimes, it really magnifies the contractions to take my hand and pull on my top butt–cheek to spread the cheeks apart. Don't know why this works, but it makes it really easy to feel every muscle movement inside my groin. Maybe it's just a mental thing or maybe it tightens up the muscles around the prostate….??
Had the most intense dry–O's so far last night.
Had tried yesterday morning to get my prostate to the electric buzz, but no matter what I did, it just wouldn't go there. It was definitely being aroused, but something was blocking it.
Another mini-O after months and months.
I finally have had another mini-O with my Progasm! And it was glorious feeling! Only about 7.5 months since my last one. And it hasn't been for a lack of trying. What I find odd is that this was only a few hours later after I had a super-T today. Totally unexpected as my ass and prostate was feeling rather aroused and ready for another Aneros session. I had forgotten how the orgasmic feeling spreads outwards while the involuntary anal contractions happen and there is this feeling of giving in to it. So wonderful feeling, and certainly kind of dream like too. I wanted it to go on and on, but it only lasted probably as long as a regular ejaculatory orgasm. And I wasn't able to make any others happen within the same session.
What I find interesting was that I was focusing on and paying attention to this imaginary convergence of where the stimulation of the perineum from the P tab occurs and the Aneros body stimulating my prostate. That's what seemed to make it happen while relaxing, letting it happen, and stimulating my nipples. Damn it was good! I so want to be able to do this rather regularly! I'm confounded as to what the answer is for that to happen. It's been over eight years since I started this journey. I've certainly been a slow grinder making progress. Ah well… I'll take what I can get. It was amazing feeling to have this tonight and I'm thankful for it.
My Fantasy During A Less
I was on my own last night, as J and my daughter went out to see a movie. They have become movie partners going to see chick flicks that I have no patience for. It is good for them both to have a close person to indulge their female entertainment predilections. I was left home to walk the dog and get on line to indulge my prurient male erotic tendencies.
I couldn’t find any on line friends to chat with so I indulged myself and got on Porn Hub, which I haven’t done in weeks. After two hours of searching favorite fantasies such as female bondage orgasm, sensual hand jobs, male milking, sybian orgasm, cunnilingus and cum shots I was significantly aroused. The rigid lump in my pants had made my underpants so wet it was soaking through. By ten o’clock I gave up and decided to go take a shower before J got home. While I was in the shower she returned with my daughter. As I shaved she stuck her head in the bathroom and told me that she was back and they were just getting something to eat.
The Erotic Bridge Between the Reality and the Forbidden
The sexual connection I have with my wife is unique; I can’t have it with anyone else, unless I fall in love with that person and have sex with them. The blending of our emotions and our experience of sexual euphoria when we make love, or do mutual masturbation or partner focused pleasure makes the experience of intimate connection, other worldly and profoundly intimate. I acknowledge that I can never have a sexual experience bound in the complex dimensions of our relationship with anyone else and I never hope to. But I also recognize every sexual experience has a physical and emotional dimension and provides unique pleasure. As much as I have sworn to be monogamous I am also an intensely sexual man with erotic desires. As a result I savor the experiences I have and have a voracious appetite for sexual experience. It is a big dilemma.
The last dozen or so years have taught me that sexual pleasure that is tinged with an element of the forbidden or the vulgarly erotic adds a quality to the experience of pleasure that speeds up my pulse, makes me giddy with lust and deepens the orgasm that results. I derive intense pleasure from sex. It may not provide the deep spirituality and emotional high that sexual intimacy with my wife does but it imparts the resonant vulgar ecstasy and desperate euphoria that makes the pleasure extra sweet.
The Sexual Ecstasy of an INFJ
A number of years ago I took a Myers Briggs personality test. The other day as I was cleaning out old files and papers in my desk, I came across a folder with my resumes, it contained the results of that test. It was a very interesting read; I had not read it in a long time. Beyond the fascinating insights it gave me in its explanation of decisions that I have made in my career after I took it, it was particularly intriguing when I considered it in the context of my sexual journey. I had taken the test in my late 30’s before I began on this path of erotic discovery.
The first thing I did before I read it and prejudiced myself about its results was get on line and take it again. I scored it after carefully answering all the questions; I was pleasantly reassured that nothing had changed in 30 years, I was still an INFJ.
The interpretation of each MB type was explained in a set of profiles that accompanied the test on line. For an INFJ like me the summary profile said that I sought meaning in relationships, ideas, and events. Relative to the last several years of my sexual journey I had indeed done that; I had joined some sex forums but left them because they were shallow and a lot of the talk on them was inane. However, every forum that I was on I met people who became close personal friends in my real life off the forum establishing meaningful relationships with them.
First Super-O !
Had my first bona–fide Super–O last night! Felt warm floating feeling wash over my body and then started shaking all over and had orgasmic release.
Previously, I'd done a session with as much non–aneros prostate stim as I could muster the evening before, with no results. Felt I just wasn't getting enough prostate stim to do the trick. I may have done some corona stim which resulted in a regular orgasm, which really frustrated me. Also, I've typically been rubbing the base of my penis to get aroused.
So the next evening I figured I'd focus on the prostate itself, and I used the helix out. I almost hate to because of the prep and cleanup work. But, BIG improvement in prostate stim. It must have been all the practicing I'd been doing with K–contractions )not sure if these are kegels, but it's the muscle that stops urine flow( and other stuff, but this time the helix REALLY felt stimulating and pleasurable. Previously, it felt THERE, but not really pleasurable. Must have finally activated stimulation directly to the prostate.
So spent maybe 20–30 minutes of k–contractions, moving my hips around and abdomen touching, nipple stim, and felt stimulation in the prostate area steadily getting stronger. Really took the full 20–30 min of warm up time I think.
Third time is a charm?
So finally I had some free time with no one else home. As usual, I lubed up the Ice, laid on my left side, and gradually nudged the Ice inside. This time, I felt more relaxed, and as I clenched the anal sphincter muscles tightly to the point of fatigue several times, on the last time out of 5 or 6 times, when I released I pinched both nipples and then felt some p-waves and twitching as if a dry orgasm was going to start. I repeated this process a few times, clenching to the point of fatigue, and on then on the last time I got a slight sense of a dry orgasm. Also what I did differently was lay on my back, knees bent, alternating between thrusting upward with my cock and balls between my legs and then not between my legs as I thrust my pelvic area upward while clenching. The sensations were great, and I felt my entire lower area become aroused. Unfortunately, I got too aroused, and since it had been nearly two weeks without release, I could not resist the urge to grab a hold of my now pulsating rock hard cock and finish the job. I nearly shot my chin with one of the most intense orgasms I've had in awhile by myself. While the ending was great and all, it was not really what I had planned, but given the progress from start to finish, I'll take it. No longer feeling stressed from life's challenges, I can now go to work with a smile on my face.
Mind, Body and Soul
The scent of her feminine desire radiates from deep within the warm recesses of her moist pink furrow filling my nostrils with the warm musk of her sexual need. The sexual cauldron between her thighs is boiling over. It spills its mysterious power onto the bed where it laps against my body, stiffening my cock as it’s warmth touches my thigh.
Her sensual femininity slowly begins to assume a shape; invisibly it becomes an exquisitely delicate and slender hand that inches its way up my thigh and tenderly grasps my penis. Then lovingly caressing my pulsing purple hued cockhead in her warm grasp she toys with it, mercilessly teasing the wetted cleft under my cockhead. The erotic torment she inflicts on my sensitive cock cleft causes me to fidget.
I feel the sweet tingle of the virtual pleasurable of her hand; it sends shivers up my spine. Waves of erotic bliss collect at my ears and nose and fill my head. The sweet desperation of growing arousal encircles my neck and envelops my head, making my scalp vibrate and my ears ring. As I lay there I give myself to her as I shudder and quake in her grasp. Arousal tenderly caresses the swollen head of my cock; ever so daintily a finger extends from the hand and searches for the slit at the tip of my lust swollen cock shaft. She knows my penis so well, and she is in no hurry; there is a glee in the way she torments me.
Thoughts That Inspire My MMO's
I am incurably erotic and sensual man; that eroticism expresses itself in my own hardened cock or in the twitching anticipation of my anus. My erotic desires extend to visions of cocks hardened, arched and aching in arousal and cunts reddened and open, dripping with the nectar of feminine lust. I came to this realization as I began this journey many years ago. Since then I have turned my writing energy to recording my intimate and erotic thoughts.
The act of writing and weaving my intimate and vulgar erotic narrative into the complex sexual fabric that is me is in and of itself a very arousing process and it fuels my MMO's. I seldom finish a piece without an erection that is aching and throbbing in my pants and my anus twitching and tingling. Almost every night I lay in bed pondering some of the memories that the writing that I have done as I pleasantly suffer in the desperation of arousal.
The erotic maelstrom in my head as I mmoed this morning is now hanging heavily between my thighs. Recalling some of those thoughts provides the fuel for hours of unbridled orgasms and it has inspired me to write an entry to share them with you … so here goes.