Tag: Relaxation

I couldn’t continue

Hi again. These last days I’ve had several sessions with my aneros and I have enjoyed each of them more than the previous one. It seems that my new toy is about to arrive. I was supposed to have it next week, but it seems that I will have it today or tomorrow, so i’m really looking forward to playing with it. That being said, let’s begin.

Last night I followed my usual routine. I had a shower, cleaned my insides and headed to my bedroom. I put some towels on my bed and lubed the toy. I slid it in and I decided to start with the doggie position, as I wanted to give it another try. I really didn’t feel a thing, but I was comfortable. However, I decided to get on my usual position a few minutes later.

Once I laid on my back and had my knees bent, I started to take deep breaths in order to relax myself. I must also say that this time I put a towel under my hips. I’m glad I did it, my aneros was able to move more freely thanks to this and it really improved my session. After feeling relaxed, I started to percieve my prostate, as the aneros was pressing against it. It was not a strong sensation, but my legs started shaking some seconds later. I also started stimulating my nipples and I focused on my breathing, I was feeling great. Read more »

I think session length will be key

Hi. I’ve been using aneros for almost a year now. I’ve gotten to the point where I can achieve a meditative-like state and where the aneros feels really good relatively quick after starting a session.

But I’ve yet to have a session that lasted over an hour. I’m a very busy person who does not live alone so most of my sessions last about half an hour if they’re during the day, and that half hour feels good.

At night I get too tired after about half an hour and fall asleep / lose my arousal.

A couple days ago I had some time during the day and at about the half hour mark after waves of tingles my arousal seemed to die. Usually I have sessions at night and this is a sign that I am too tired to continue so I end the session. But this time it was the middle of the day and I was not tired so I continued.

Sure enough my arousal came back in slow building waves. But this time it was different, I had to actively relax/meditate way way less, it was almost like the arousal and effects of the aneros were happening on their own, like they were inevitable and coming no matter what I did. It was almost like breaking past the half hour(ish) point had moved me into the “second stage” of the aneros session.

How it felt: Read more »

Playing with my aneros

Hi again. As said in my last post, I was going to take a break as my horniness had decreased due to playing too much, good news, it’s come back. Today I’m not going to be specific about one or two sessions, I’m gonna tell you what I’ve been doing these days. For this reason, some of the information will be mixed, as I don’t really remember all the details, but I’m going to try to be as detailed as possible. So, let’s begin.

After having a short session on Wednesday, I decided to stop for a day or two. On Friday night I was already horny, so I decided to play before going to bed. I took a shower, cleaned myself up and headed to my bedroom. There, I put some towels on my bed and lay back in my usual position, with my knees bent and my feet flat. I decided to use an aneros, as I had been using my prostate vibrator during my last sessions. I relaxed, fingered myself a little bit to stretch my ass, lubed my toy and I inserted my helix trident. Read more »

Stuck at involuntary contractions, not progressing further.

New to prostate play and mindgasm. I started off with lesson 1 – involuntaries were actually difficult. Then after a break, I inserted a Leluv Nero knockoff toy and tried again. This time, the toy helped to physically differentiate the feelings of flexing base and centre though there wasn’t as much of prostate stimulation from the toy as I had hoped.

Lesson 2 was much better and I could immediately feel the involuntary contractions hit my penis and sphincter and the pelvic areas.. it was a pleasure to see my penis throbbing and jerking around (though mildly) on its own. Moaning to the contractions and actually wanting the contractions helped to increase the intensity. There was some minor trembling of the thigh and hands also.

I can’t say that the contractions were orgasmic – they were a great sensation but it did not result in any orgasm kind of feeling. I don’t think these were p-waves either.

As the stronger involuntaries were building up, my penis would become really erect, but then it would return to flacid (infact almost completely withdraw) a minute later. There was very little precum leaking and almost no semen.

Lesson three did nothing for me. During the wave, i found it difficult to relax the base first and then the centre – i could do the other way round more easily. Also when we moved faster during the pulse, this didn’t matter. While i could definitely keep up to the pace and flex and relax, there was no pleasure sensations or even involuntaries. Read more »

Falling asleep

The good news is that I’ve unlocked the key to success. Absolute relaxation.

Bad news: as I sink deeper into relaxation, invariably I end up drifting to sleep.

It doesn’t matter whether it’s night or daytime. Has anyone encountered this and how did you resolve it?

Being horny is important

Hi again, today, as usual, I’ll be telling you about my last sesssion. The thing is that tomorrow and maybe the following day there will be no posts (I’ll explain you why later). Anyway, don’t worry, I’ll come back.

So, yesterday, after uploading my last post I decided to have a short session before training. I had an hour, a prostate vibrator and lube, everything made sense in my mind. I put some towels on the floor and lay back with my knees bent and my feet flat. I lubed the prostate vibrator and I slided it in. It went into me quite easily, since I usually have to insert it, take it out and insert it again for it to feel comfotable. You must also know that I am starting to feel my ass more “accessible”. I mean, it hasn’t become bigger or something like that, but fingering myself in the shower or inserting toys has become easier, I guess I have stretched my whole and learned to relax my muscles.

Let’s continue. I switched on the vibration of the toy using its first pattern, the continuous but weak vibration, it felt great. I was feeling my prostate being stimulated with each vibration and I even started to say words. I continued like this for some minutes until I decided to change the patterns. Read more »

Starting to feel my prostate

Hi, before starting to tell you about my last session, I would like to know whether you would prefer me to create a community to post my experiences. I know some of you follow me and read my posts everyday, would it make it easier for you? Well, after this small disclaimer, let’s start.

As always, I had a shower and headed to my room, where I put some towels on my bed before lying back. I lubed my prostate vibrator and slided it in. Today I wanted to try my vibrator again, as I had great results the previous day. The aim of the session was to relax and to get to feel my prostate better and, SPOILER: I did it.

Once I was more relaxed, I switched on my toy and set the first pattern, the weak but continuous vibration. I loved it, I started to feel how my prostate was being stimulated with each beat, it was awesome. I relaxed more and more and the sensations I was obtaining from the toy became stronger. I continued like this for some more minutes until my ass started to move the toy. It was amazing, my body was reacting to the vibration and was trying to get my prostate closer to its source. At this point, my legs had already been shaking for a long time and I even started to say some words (softly) such as “fuck”, “keep going” or “oh yeah”. It is the first time I get to be vocal and I loved it. Read more »

2 sessions

Hi again. As usual, I’m about to tell you how my prostate play is going, however, this post will be double, as I had 2 sessions instead of one. So, let’s start!

As you may now, I had my first prostate orgasm 2 days ago while I was playing with my aneros helix trident. I had just uploaded my last post when I felt the urges to play with my prostate again, but, this time, I wanted to use my prostate vibrator and see what kind of feelings would my prostate give me after my last session. Instead of using my regular position, I put some towels on the floor and lay back putting my legs on my bed (imagine yourself sitting on a chair, now imanige that the chair is on the floor, that was it). I don’t usually use this position, but I didn’t want to “prepare” my bed for the session and this toy works well with my legs up, so I went for it.

I lubed the toy and I slided it in. I got used to it and relaxed before switching it on. Once my body was prepared, I set the first pattern, the weak but continuous vibration, and I started to relax more and more. I didn’t expect anything to happen, but I started to feel the vibrations in my prostate. The sensations were great and I started to feel some p-waves, I focused on them. I tried to breathe more slowly as the toy was massaging my gland. It started to feel better and better until my began to moan some low “aaaaaaaaaah”. My body started to feel great, the pleasure was taking me over while the vibrations continued rocking my prostate. I couldn’t believe I was able to get this kind of sensations again after last night’s fun time. Read more »

I’ve done it!

Hi again. Before starting to tell you about last night’s session, let me remind you that all the experiences that I’m sharing are completely subjective, which means that each person may feel different things or may link different feelings/sensations to different words. Take in mind that everyone is different and that what works for me might not work for you. Having said this, I can start telling you about the life changing experience last night’s session was.

I followed my usual routine. I had a shower and prepared everything for my session(you already know this, let’s skip it and go to the good part. Well, I’m happy to say that today there were no water leaks, hehe). Once I was on my bed, I lubed my finger and I started stimulating my ass with it in order to lube and stretch my insides. My finger was giving me good feelings, I wasn’t feeling my prostate or something, but I really enjoy touching myself. Once I felt I was prepared, I took my finger out, I lubed my aneros helix trident and, slowly, I slided it in. I firstly introduced 1/3 of the toy, then 2/3 and my ass happily took the rest while giving me pleasurable sensations. In this moment, I lay back and let my body do its thing. Read more »

It ended up well

Hi again, today I’m going to tell you about my last aneros session, but, before that, let’s go back to yesterday night.

After a very looonnnggggg day waiting for my now usual night session, I finally headed to the shower. I am getting used to cleaning my insides before starting a session, as it makes everything easier and I don’t have to worry about shitting myself everytime my ass does something. The thing is that some water was lost in my insides, everything will make sense later.

I finished taking my relaxing shower and went to my bedroom. There, I put 2 towels on my bed (this is going to be important) and I lay down with my prostate vibrator and bottle of lube next to me. The idea was to start the session with my vibrator and then change to an aneros session. Anyways, before inserting the toy, I decided to finger myself to stretch my ass and lube myself (as it is clean inside, I can really enjoy it). I inserted a finger I had previously lubed and I felt something wet was going out, but they were just some drops. Once I had finished fingering, I took my finger out and my anus contracted letting some water that had been God knows where get out. I must say I found it funny as I had never had this problem. I stood up, moved the towel in order not to lie down on the wet spot and continued playing. So, guys, be careful with anal douching if you are as newbie as me, water might go deeper than you think, hehe. Read more »