I want my story to be heard, because it helps me to deal with it (My problems following use of Aneros)

(also posted on the officifal forum)

Hey there Aneros Community,let me type my story, because I need a place to put it. I have nobody else to speak because, I feel so ashamed about it. I was too embarrassed about it to bring it up in therapy so far.

When I was younger I got interested in my butt and for a gay guy this is nothing extraordinary. Somehow I stumbled about the topic Aneros and got interested in it. One day I bought Aneros and tried it several times. Then I abandoned all toys I had, since they did not do it for me and I was still living in my familys place, a bad place for secret butt toys.

After moving out I got interested in it again. I bought aneros again and this time it worked. I orgasmed with it. One very long session (+porn) made me panic. After two hours or so I felt sore and dried out – I didn’t drink all the time and stared non stop at the screen. Something didn’t sit right with me and I was wierded out and was disgusted.

I stopped and ejaculated normally and this was a moment of panic. My dick felt so different and I was worried I had damaged it – after such very long time of sexual stimulation. I was afraid to ejaculate, but did it anyways. I was using porn and then I wanted to ejaculate a second time, which I did again on porn.I was so terrified this evening and my prostate wouldn’t stop tingling. It was there all the time. I quit the topic completely and brought the toy to the garbage – again.

I’ve fallen in love with pissgasms

I’ve discovered a new thing with my aneros. I finally learned how fully relax with the aneros in so I can “squirt” this mixture of piss and prostate fluid. It’s very sticky and sweet and viscous and squirts out even after using the bathroom. And it just keeps coming and coming. I can squirt for hours in a row. I love soaking my panties and dripping everywhere and making a total mess. It turns me on so much. I don’t even care that it’s not a “full” pgasm the sensation is so wonderful. And I think it’s connected to a rewiring that’s happening because I squirt extra hard when I play with my nipples, which I’ve never been able to make them truly erogenous. And now even without the aneros in I can mindgasm and clinch and get my prostate gyrating inside myself and I get so turned on knowing there’s this fluid buildup inside me that needs relief. I’m addicted.

Friday Night

I’ve been fully rewired for some time now. I’m lucky enough that I can now have nipple orgasms, dry prostate orgasms, super o’s, all of it.

Tonight I have the house to myself for some relaxation and fun. My wife knows and participates in my adventures, but with her out of town I feel like I can just let loose of all my stress and melt into a nice long session.

Tonight will be my 3rd session over the past 3 days and I’m opting for some THC to really get in the groove.

Thoughts from others that fancy some THC to enhance their sessions?

I have D9 homemade edibles as well as flower. I have considered about 10mg of edibles an hour before play time. Then smoking some flower to level up the high a little as the session unfolds. I’ve never combined edibles with smoking so figured I’d see if anyone here has experience doing so and could offer tips to keep the high just right, without getting too high.

I had a smoke session yesterday and found a very mellow happy place in my mind and body. I had dozens of HFDO’s, pwaves that would go on for 10 mins or so, and 3 Super O’s that were so incredibly intense and long.

An amazing 4 days

I’ve had my MGX Syn Trident since early August and have been having 1 or two sessions per week for a little over an hour just exploring and trying some of the tips I’ve read online. I couldn’t get any prostate Os but I liked keeping the Aneros in while doing my regular masturbation. Those sessions felt really nice but I knew I was missing something.

I thought I was getting the rewiring going even with the traditional masturbation with an Aneros inside but this past Friday, I decided to really focus and make a concerted effort to try a session free of penis touching. I took two gummies and as I was pre-gaming with some porn, I could feel this warm tightness in my pelvic area that I’ve never felt before. Them all of a sudden this wave of pleasure came over me and everything stopped. My breathing halted. My body couldn’t move. I focused solely on what I was feeling and BOOM there was this explosion of pleasure that came over me. I had felt an orgasm before but this was different. I could feel it emanating from my pelvic region but I could also feel it all over my body. I thought I ejaculated in my pants but I was totally dry. I knew it wasn’t a Super-O but it was definitely my first P-wave. If this is what a P-wave feels like, I can’t wait for a Super-O.

Feel like I’m at a bit of an impasse with this thing

So I’ve had a Helix Syn V for about a year now, I’ve not really used it consistently the whole time, but when I did I used it for a few sessions, had some mild tingles but then left it.

Recently however, I bought a magic wand rechargeable and have basically swapped to having all of my penile orgasms with it. Basically, I now hold the wand to the glans and flex my pelvic floor to cum. It’s definitely an improvement, I find myself having better orgasms with it and often find myself orgasming with or without porn (I sometimes cum whilst browsing for a video), which I think is a general improvement in comparison to how I used to be, spending half an hour browsing all kinds of porn until I found something I either liked or was close enough for me to cum to.

I recently found the Helix and thought “aw yeah let’s give it a go”.

There’s a noticeable difference in the strength of the sensations now I’ve sorta ‘reprogrammed’ to the idea of vibrations and contractions being linked to orgasms and not friction and movement. I find myself more able to have p waves and if I focus on the feeling I can often get to the point of precum leakage, I’ve even had a few dry orgasms with it but haven’t really felt anything I’d consider mind blowing or life altering, but I can feel the potential.

It finally happened! Amazing feeling.

Last night I must’ve done everything perfectly. About 60 minutes before using my ANEROS HELIX SYN TRIDENT I enjoyed 25 mg of a hybrid gummy.
I got plenty of lube and inserted the toy, almost instantly feeling excitement.

I got into bed late on my back and put my headphones on with some guided gay themed hypnosis by Jack Stock.

Within about 10 minutes it really started to takeoff. It continued for over three (3)hours before I took the toy out.
But the excitement still continued after the toy was out for another hour.
It was a First real experience that I could say I had multiple meaning more than 10 HFO incidents.

I have been playing with the toy for over a year without a lot of experiences like the one I had today. It was simply amazing.
But over the last 30 days, I knew it was going to happen because everything just felt differently.

My nipples have become very sensitive. They can help me get to that happy spot easier by playing and tugging on them. Never had they been sensitive in the past.

At first, I did not know what the term rewiring means. I’m beginning to understand it because things do feel more electric and sensitive.
My cock and nipples feel differently these days. Definitely feeling more sexually away all day long.

Rewiring? Is this possible?

Ok, so I’m one of the extremely lucky ones in that I received P-waves on my second ever session. Think my first super-o was on the 4th session. And now, only 3 short months, I seem to be able to get at least one super with each session.

The only downside, it has been harder to achieve conventional climax via either piv or masturbation.

Until this week. I have only had hfdo. But this week I had my first hfwo.. and it was glorious.

Now, as crazy as it sounds, I seem to be able to take a fork in the road once I start an aneros session and actually steer it toward either hfdo or hfwo.

I also seem to be able to squeeze the prostate without aneros during piv and have a much easier time achieving piv wet orgasm that feels almost as strong as hfwo with aneros.

I can now also stimulate penis during regular aneros play – and can have hfdo while stimulating (but not as strong, and it never leads to stacked or super os…

Anyone else able to control like this?

Do we have YOGIS here ?

Who use this rewiring process to fuel their tantric practice?

I mean,compared to penis orgasm, prostate leads to inward, non ejaculatory (HFDO) without refractory period. And its excitation leads to minimum stagnation of energy (whereas edging with penis leads to blueballs and stagnant energy)

On that regard, it may be a vastly superior technique than anything theorized by traditions including modern taoists ala Mantak Chia.

Could you guys share your experience?

Where to focus on?

Hey,

Most of the time my pleasureable sensations are located at or right below the penis. I can build the sensations to get pleasure waves and even dry orgasms – but no Super-O so far.

One day though the pleasurable sensations where located in the rectum, right the position where the aneros touches the rectal walls and prostate. This sensation was so much more pleasureable and it felt like I could reach the Super-O that way. Whenever the massager moved, I felt the movements very distinctly (while the movements almost weren’t noticable the sessions before) and with every milimeter of movement, I felt intense pleasure, located in the rectum (not at the penis this time).

That only happened once and I think it was actuall prostate pleasure (contrary to the pleasure felt at the penis).

Now my question is: Should I focus on the sensations at the penis (which are very easy to induce) or should I focus my awareness at the rectum, to bring the rectal prostate pleasure back?

To the folks who are fully rewired: Where do you usually feel your pleasure? At the penis or in your rectal walls where the massager touches the prostate?

I’m confused.

Plenty Body Shaking Without Aneros, None With Toy In My Ass

When i contract my PC muscles without a prostate massager in my ass, i instantly get heaps of body shaking trembles without any pleasure or arousal

It’s the opposite with an aneros in my ass, where i get zero feeling, shaking or pleasure. Sometimes i might get a flurry of involuntary contractions that are temporary for like 20mins.

How should i proceed with rewiring my prostate? A-less?

I’ve been trying for years and have heaps of anal toys which i love.