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“SOS: A Perfect Prostate Storm”

SOS! My prostate needs help! Let me explain……

I had a nice helping of pomegranate last night after dinner. Pomegranate as I understand it, is a natural testosterone booster. I am now in Day 7 of semen retention and that is usually accompanied by a sudden surge of testosterone. Add to all of this is my newfound interest in forced chastity and (believe it or not) male bondage fantasies (I actually got tied-up this morning). I am getting spontaneous erections today for no apparent reason. I even developed one after swimming (embarassing!)

Don’t get me wrong……I feel f*****g amazing sexually! My prostate seems to be “buzzing” all day today. And if I remain quiet, I will perceive the sensation of my quivering prostate very strongly within my body. I am getting horny as hell. I am not sure how long I will last today; probably my wife will come to my aid this evening. She is usually quite understanding of my ongoing “problem”.

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I Wasn’t Going To

I swear I wasn’t going to. I planned on taking a day off. My wife is going to be out of town all day tomorrow so I was just going to save it all and not do anything today. I’m glad I didn’t.
I thought I’d just lay in bed and edge for a bit and see how far I could take it but my itch got the best of me. For some silly reason I decided to do a little anal exploration. I’ve never taken the time to really check my self out down there and I didn’t have to work today so I had a bunch of time. Pulled out a glove and some lube, put a dollop of ‘glide on a couple fingers and worked em in. Interesting, I learned a lot about my body during this time. What muscles do what when I clench and how it feels. Cool. Then I got that itch. Crap, I might as well, I got everything out. Went to the closet to retrieve the Helix Syn and prep him for duty. I opted to put a condon over it to keep it from retaining odor. He was getting a bit stinky and I figured I’d give it a shot. I don’t know if it makes a difference in performance but today’s session was incredible. I did my pre-ritual lube job and lubed inside and outside the condom. Insertion was effortless and I settled in, laying on my back and relaxing. A couple minutes into it and I got some butt twitches that triggered p-waves, Awesome. I rode those for a few minutes, then the feelings subsided. I caught my breath an rolled over on my side. Glanced at the clock and figured out I was going for 10 minutes, cool. I’m always amazed at how much time flies when you’re having fun. I started doing some really deep, focused breathing to relax. I concentrated on trying to get every muscle in my body to release tension. OMG, it worked! The next thing I know my hips start gyrating and my glutes start twitching and I’m thrashing around on my side. I maintain my breathing pattern and start throwing in light PC clenching. BINGO! I start going into what I’m guessing are orgasms because that’s what it feels like but I’m not ejaculating anything. I’m knocking em out left and right and it’s not stopping. Is this what a MMO feels like? Holy crap, I don’t want it to stop. I finally roll onto my back to get my foot off the throttle and realize it’s been a fricken half hour. You gotta be kidding me, OMG! After a couple of minutes I roll over to my other side and settle into the fetal position. After a few minutes of relaxed breathing, it happens again. Great googlie mooglie, this is AWESOME! I’m riding waves and hammering orgasms in an endless stream, I’m in euphoric bliss! I’ve always wondered what women experienced when they have multiple orgasms, now I know. Once I got settled down, I look at the clock and see that I’ve been going at it for an hour. A few minutes later I hear alarms going off. Damn, time to end it.

“Bad Boy, Good Boy: An Erotic Aless Fantasy”

A simple yet very effective fantasy. Here are the details…
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I awoke this AM about 4 AM and feeling very aroused. I decided (for no apparent reason) to re-dress myself with three layers of tight briefs as well as a new Shock Doctor Ultra Carbon cup. I went to lie-down and selected a nice track: “Tao Lounge 19”. Anyway, I lie down and begin to fall quickly into this fantasy.

Bad Boy – I don’t know why, but I am being sexually “punished”: I am a completely powerless male since my “tools” are off-limits for me. I am not permitted to see or even touch my genitals. How long? I really don’t know at this point. To make matters worse, my ‘lover” has taken off all her clothes and is lying down near me; I can fondle her soft silky breasts and anything else I want. This is very arousing for me and I feel an erection building up through the layers. But I cannot act at all and it is very frustrating.

I begin to perform light kegels to see if I can “feel” something down-there. Yes! The kegels are working and I am feeling a stirring in my prostate! Eventually, I perform some long, hard contractions and am now really starting to feel it. At some point, I use my hands and begin to press around my abdomen; yes, I can feel that within my prostate as well. I envision my prostate as a large walnut and begin to “circle” it in my brain. Yes, I can feel that too! Read more »

“Ready, Aim, Fire! Is Your Big Gun Loaded? — A Extreme Sexual Fantasy”

Background: I am only in a new Day 2 of SR but have been experiencing extreme NPT (nocturnal penile tumescence) and I am waking up from some of these. This morning was no exception. I was wearing a safety towel and only my boxer briefs which are tight. This combination makes for an extremely stimulating feeling upon erection.

I decided to put on some erotic music and just chill-out. My erection is still extreme and I believe that helped me trigger this very erotic sexual fantasy. Now some additional background: since my wife has had a bad back for a week and I have had a cold for a week, our sex life has been non-existent for at least the past two weeks. All of this pent-up sexual energy has made me very frustrated and I have told her so. And even in spite of my ejaculation yesterday (in Day 8 of SR), my arousal and feelings of impending ejaculation triggered this extreme sexual fantasy. Let me try to explain…..
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While listening to the tracks, I have fallen-into a very realistic, VERY SEXUAL fantasy with my wife. OMG! It was so sexual, I may have a hard time explaining all the details. In fact, some of it was so extreme and “X-rated” I won’t detail it. But suffice it to say that this sexual “encounter” began with some words:

“Ready……Aim……..Fire!”
“Is Your Big Gun Loaded?”
“Fire That Gun At Me!”
“I’ll Help You Load It” Read more »

“Don’t Laugh: A New Mindset To Combat My DE”

A short “surfing” session but with a new twist! Here are the details…..

I awoke about 5 AM with a strong erection. I put a safety towel under my cotton boxer briefs and go lie down. No music this time. After a short while, I seem to have fallen-into NOT a fantasy NOR even a meditation. This was different and I think the appropriate word is “MINDSET”. This is what it felt like…

I am starting to squeeze my very erect shaft from the bottom then up towards the middle and finally towards the top glans. And then I repeat this all over again and again. And sometime during this manual manipulation of my cock, it dawned on me that perhaps my mindset during these surfing sessions is all wrong.

Now here is the part where you may chuckle, but I swear this was the image. I compared my penis with a fire hose. Yes, it was that simple but it became very effective. When a fire truck arrives at a fire, what do they do? Of course, lay-out the fire hose, connect up the nozzle and turn ON the water. In similar fashion, when there is a sexual “fire” burning within myself or even within my wife, the “hose” becomes my cock, the nozzle becomes its tip (glans) and the water becomes the semen! Ha! A childish comparison you say? Well, maybe but let me tell you……it worked! Now as I continued to perform the cock-squeezing within this new mindset, I began to also develop a very POSITIVE mindset towards putting out this “fire”. And as I continued in this positive mindset, my mind began to dwell NOT on my continual issue with DE (delayed ejaculation) but rather on the immediate task at-hand: putting out the fire (ie, ejaculating)! And after a short while in this mindset, I gave up the negative feeling of non-ejaculation to one of “Let’s put out this fire”! I felt closer to a PONR than ever at this point. (I felt the fire hose filling up with water and am ready to aim it at the fire). Read more »

“Erotic Fantasy Sculpture Garden”

I decided once again to continue my practices of semen retention (Day 8) and masturbation deprivation. This combination has proven to be most stimulating. I am again “wrapped” in several compressive layers on my male package, making for an exquisitely arousing sensation upon erection. I am up quite early (~1:30 AM) and decide to chill with some music.

Some time passes and I am getting extremely aroused with an erection to match. I am carried-into a most unusual fantasy.

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(Now realize that the nature of this fantasy will cause extremely erotic descriptions which may result in extreme arousal, so readers take note. If you may take exception, read no further.)

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My wife and I have tickets to a “private” showing of an erotic sculpture garden billed as the best-in-the-world. I don’t know exactly where this one was located, but it certainly was the best, in my opinion.

The garden is divided into three parts: erotic male, erotic female and erotic couples. Each part is somewhat physically separated from each other. You can choose to split-up and explore individually, or stay-together. We chose to stay together.

This experience was probably the most erotic stimulation I have ever experienced, bar-none. Let me explain in more detail…….

First of all, all the sculptures are anatomically-correct and most all of them are in a smooth bronze which is rubbed shiny and glistening from repeated “handling” of strategic parts. The experience is akin to a “walking orgasm” toward the end. Read more »

“YOU Can’t Touch That! A Dominant-Female Sexual Fantasy”

[Readers: This is a graphically-descriptive sexual fantasy narrative]

My goodness! This fantasy involved many elements and actually started in the bedroom. Let me explain……

I was awake about 2 AM and couldn’t get back to sleep. I didn’t know it at the time but this “living fantasy” was already starting. I got the strong urge to “prepare” my package in the following way. I needed to have several constricting layers in place. So I put-on the following: a safety towel, a jockstrap, my one-size-too-small gray boxer briefs, my PJs. This really constricted my now-erect penis but it felt good. Little did I know that this assemblage would constitute the beginning of a most-erotic and unusual fantasy.

I look for a track or two on YouTube and don’t know what I selected now. But it was both relaxing and stimulating, so I lied down and started to chill. My package is tightly compressed beneath the many layers I have in place and as I press my open palm on my manly bulge, I am distinctly “hearing” that “YOU can’t touch that!” from a female companion. Now, I’m not sure if this was my wife or a lover. But she was very dominant and took-charge of me from the very beginning. Read more »

Dripless Session

This is delayed blog entry.  It refers to something I did last Thursday.  On Thursdays, my wife goes to town for groceries and errands leaving me all to myself at home.  While she is gone, I usually get on the couch and enjoy an hour-long Aless while listening to binaural. 

Last week, I decided to be bold, I insert my Helix Syn and headed to my woodshop for an active standing/walking first part of a session.  This was about 45 minutes before she departed and my plan was to turn my usuals Aless session into a full mid-morning Anero session.

In anticipation of massive precum evacuation during this ‘working’ session, I came up with a fool proof plan.  I took a large party balloon, filled it with air to stretch it, then I cut the neck off but a little further down into the balloon itself.  The cut made the balloon fit precisely over the glans without cutting the circulation.  I was able to enjoy walking around and then enjoy my entire session without having to worry about leakage.  When all was done, the balloon had contained every single drop without a mess.

A few years ago, I had done that to enjoy a bate session while driving on a business trip.  This is better than diapers (I never used those) or safety towels.

I plan to do this again, possibly this Thursday.

Life is wonderful

“It’s Automatic: An Edging Meditation”

I am back at Day 1 of SR. Here’s how things developed…..

I had been in Day 10 of SR yesterday and I have never been in more need of an ejaculation. Imagine my surprise when my wife indicated to me last night that she “wanted” me during the day when I wasn’t there! That is so unusual for her to say and it aroused me immensely, knowing that my time would come later last night. Spare all the details; I had an explosive ejaculation and couldn’t believe how much cum I produced. It was incredible!

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Fast-forward to this morning. I am awake about 4 AM and, as usual, am rock-hard. I got to thinking: is there anything left in there? Should I try for a second? The answer was “yes”. So I did two things: I listened to a favorite male ejaculation binaural and, although it seemed to get me somewhat aroused, I knew it was not going to work its magic on me. So I continued to pleasure my package. I had selected a nice track on YouTube which I had not listened to before: “KAMASUTRA TANTRA MYSTERY – SEXUAL MUSIC LOUNGE For Intimate Moments” and began to listen. Now I’m not sure exactly how this developed, but the next thing I remember is I have all my clothes off and beginning to edge. But at some point, my hand became my wife’s hand and she proceeded to edge me with an incredible technique, a combination of penile “kneading” and “stretching”. And it was very effective! OMG! She is getting me close to the PONR but knows when to stop. And then this edging fantasy turned into a meditation. Let me explain further….. Read more »

“Hands-Off! A Super-O Masturbation Denial Session”

Oh my! This may be the best “session” yet. Let me explain how it happened……

I am in Day 9 of semen retention (again!) and am waking up these days with an intense erection. I feel that I could be heading for a wet dream any night now and keep a towel in place under my tight boxers. With just a little bit of stimulation, I feel that I could easily jack myself off this morning. But I really don’t want the release “solo” now — I would prefer it with my wife. So I am up about 4 AM and decide to lie down and chill. I select (on YouTube): “Erotic Lounge Bar Sexy Chill Out and Relax Session 2013”. Now, this may have been a “duplicate” track I have heard before, but in this case, it was perfect! Let me elaborate further…..

As I lie down, I begin to stroke and caress my scrotum and the underside of my penis through my boxers. It feels good! But then something deep inside began to “whisper” to me: “Keep my hands off”! “Don’t cum now”! clear as a bell. And, with that, started a chain-reaction of events that culminated in a series of Super-O’s! Here is what I remember….. Read more »