ed's journey

over on the forum pages i wondered if i had so little movement of my aneros because i no longer used prelube, nor did i water douche either since i first began, so i did both tonight and i think it improved my session–i had buzzing and pulsing almost the whole session, and i was able to pretty much control it too–formerly it would last only a few seconds and then stop, but tonight i was able to keep it going for minutes at a time and i could go from the buzzing to the pulsing too–the buzzing is not arousing, but the pulsing is–it raises the heart rate and gives the chest that anxious or "caffeine" feeling–the feeling that something is going to happen–of course this is what is needed before an orgasm can occur so it is a good sign to me–well i guess that should teach me a lesson about shortening my preparation cycle