just used my 20 mm peridise after no sessions for 4 or 5 weeks–went a lot better than i expected after so long a layoff–almost got to the super stage but had to stop cause of huge need to piss–was well worth it to stop–had to stop a second time for the same reason–for some strange reason had 2 huge pisses from this session but the feelings were quite nice–my feelings seem to be getting more subtle–at first the lack of sharp distinction made me think that i was losing my ability to feel but now i see that the feelings are getting more subtle but probably remain as powerful in their ability to get me to the super-o stage–don't know yet as i still have not had my second super-o yet
Author: ede_1943
ed's journey
i've been having sessions everyday and sometimes more than one session a day and achieving involuntary spasms almost immediately–i bounce, wiggle and rock, waving my legs and doing whatever it takes to feel that rubbing feeling on my prostate that we all like to feel–unfortunately i have not been able to get to that second super o that i'm chasing–nevertheless it feels good–last night i got a late call from overseas and when i went back to bed just before 2 am i got so much action in my prostate and involuntary quivering in my legs etc that it was unbelievable–i have not had this happen without the aneros in since i had my reaction to a medication that gave me a severe case of hives–this was the second episode since then–i used to have this happen while sitting around or when bouncing on an automobile seat–i believe it is a good sign–nevertheless it did not translate to a super o today, but i had a nice long ride–i try not to lead too much but when the feelings come on me it makes me rock and bounce, etc and this is not totally randon but directed by me–i always hope my body will take over and leave me in the dust but not so far
ed's journey
had a very enjoyable session with various models–was interrupted once by phone call but able to get back to it after–action starts in a short time, several minutes, and progresses to involuntary shudders of the legs, when i start to rock and wave my legs to feel the aneros rub inside me–it feels good and sometimes very good and occasionally very, very good–almost progresses to super o but not quite–i can feel heat building and sometimes the aneros seems to go in deeper and almost locks on–maybe it knows that i am after the super o and so i can't get there–i think i should just do what it wants and not point myself towards anything more–i may be pressing without knowing that i am– i can't consider that i have this thing under control until i am able to produce super os at will, or at least several in a row–so far the one that i have had was just dumb luck, i guess, but so much fun that i will continue chasing it until i get it–wonder what those supper achievers feel when they get it in a couple of weeks, or tries?–do they value it or is it too simple for them?
ed's journey
bought a eupho–tried it for a short time yesterday–about the same action as my other models but i didn't have enough time for much of a session–was traveling for several days and haven't had a session for more than a week–i think it will take some conditioning to get my groove back–when i had good sessions i was doing them every day and sometimes twice or more a day–after wife's vacation i will have more time
ed's journey
did session after 2 days off–started with helix for about 50 min–got right to it in hardly any time, about 5 minutes–can get to point where i feel it rubbing in the right place and i can get pleasure from rubbing by bouncing on the bed on my ass and waving my legs–this is extremely pleasant but not the super o–i can keep this up for as long as i want, trying for my body to take over and do what it needs to do for a super o–it was very good but i finally stopped for a mega piss–switched to the 16 mm after the piss and got right to it again, but after a very long time enjoying the rubbing, i didn't get to the super o and i had to take another mega piss–i don't know where it all comes from but it's not just a feeling that i have to piss because i piss a ton–switched to the 20 mm next and did what i had done so far today–you know i say rubbing on my prostate but it seems like it grabs onto the prostate and moves in perfect rhythm with my motion so that there is probably no motion between the prostate and the massager, or very, very little– they go hand in hand and i can enjoy the feeling as long as i want to rock and/or bounce–i'm still waiting for that second super o–as i said for the first it felt hotter there and like they were welded together and that it knew what was required with no input from me–my whole body jerked in the right rhythm by itself, whereas the bouncing before the super o, like the last few sessions, i consciously make myself bounce, although i am completely relaxed otherwise–this thing takes some getting used to before i can do it whenever i want–it's still very much in control
ed's journey
started out with the helix after a good bm and a lot of lube–arrived at involuntaries quickly and tried bouncing around and humping on my back–got a lot of nice rubbing for a long time but could not get to super o–fun though–tried same with the same results with the 20 mm and then the 16 mm–someday that gear will switch and i'll be off–only it will depend on what my body wants and not what i want
ed's journey
sometimes my prostate or asshole seems to demand that i play with it–this was one of those times–if i lie down on my back and use slow deliberate breathing my prostate will begin to make its presence felt–when this happens i will give it time to see whether it diminishes or increases–if it wants to go away i let it–if it increases i see where it wants to go–i never force it cause that is sure to be counterproductive–yesterday it wanted my aneros–it was a pretty good session but i didn't go beyond p waves and some mini waves–there was no "welding" of it to me as i have described before, but there were a lot of good feelings–still on the search for how to initiate regular super o's, but meanwhile a lot of fun and a lot of new things learned–the one thing i can say is be patient
ed's journey
took yesterday off–thought it would be a good idea–was surprised this morning when i awoke with some "feelings" down in my prostate/anus–let them go where they wanted and was surprised when they built instead of receding–and on my side too, always was on my back before as side was non-productive–anyway, it was pleasant and building and i decided to insert my 16 mm when they got more intense–sadly i couldn't pursue them to a satisfactory conclusion for me as i had house guests who were up and my first super o was so intense that my vocalizations would have scared the shit out of everyone if i had let go and done the same as the first time–someone would have thought that i was being killed or having a heart attack or something–will have to lay off for a few days until i have the house to myself again–this is a very satisfying pursuit
ed's jpurney
the last two sessions were about the same as the previous ones–i get to the involuntary contractions and bounce around on my back and the pleasure mounts and when i stop bouncing and relax fully the aneros adjusts itself to another position and i bounce again to feel the stimulation–when the aneros adjusts it usually feels like it's going deeper although it feels as though it is already as deep as it can go, so go figure–if i am lucky it feel like it welds itself to me, that is, when i bounce it maintains its grip on me so that there is no feeling of movement between me and the aneros, we are one–this can occur several times and is usually a tighter grip each time until it finally takes over–this was the super o for me, where it seemed to switch a gear and took over completely so that i couldn't stop bouncing or groaning, moaning or shrieking–sadly it hasn't happened again, yet– i get to the bouncing and gripping tightly and all that that gives me but haven't been able to go farther since my first super o–who knows, maybe i am pressing or maybe it wants to be completely next time–maybe there is a different trigger next time–will continue and see where i go
ed's journey
tried again today–same result as the last 2 times–encouraging but not the big o–have the ability to start with the involuntary spasms after about 5 minutes–accomplish this by just waiting, completely relaxed on my back with my knees in the air–now know what i'm feeling and when it comes i just let it happen to see where it takes me–sometimes it makes me go oh yeah and sometimes it makes me shake my legs and/or bounce on the bed with my ass–this bouncing feels good and makes me feel the aneros inside me–i can almost get off from this but it takes a little something extra which i have not identified yet–when it happened the first time it was like time slowed down and a switch was thrown and the aneros seemed to really dig into me and welded itself to me, but i don't know what exactly happened just before that and so i don't know what set me off–of course it may not be the same every time so i have to remain loose