ed's journey

did a lot of lube again–used only 16 mm peridise this time–got movement but still hardly any pleasant feelings–don't know if i should lay off to let prostate recover or whether my sessions will help it come back–still most of the feelings are of pressure and not pleasant rubbing or tickling–will keep at it though–maybe i should start a routine of those prostate massages i saw online–the ones of the external rubbing on the pubic area that i think feel so good and seem to wake up the prostate–maybe a regular diet of those will reinvigorate my prostate