Today I was pretty nervous because my Helix was arriving. Luckily I am home alone most of the time on this Friday.
As soon as the package arrived, my belly started making noises, and I had the urge to do some serious bowel movement … god that felt good, what a relief! Somehow, when I am really excited, I have the urge to do some bowel movement. I took a nice hot shower and cleaned myself well with the hot water stream going along my anus, felt really nice. Cleaned the Helix with some good soap and I walked towards my room.
There I started to make some preparations. Made my bed nice, put a pillow which I could lay on the underside of my buttocks so it was elevated. Put the sheets on the head to support my head and neck. Also I started up my laptop and checked out the Aneros instructions, just to make sure I know what I was going to be doing. Also I put on some good material (pictures) and slideshowed them to get me really going and excited.
Along with my Helix, I ordered the marksman, very nice lubricate. I put some lube on the Helix, gently putting it on. Then I positioned myself doggystyle-wise, and felt my anus gently with some lubricate, oh that felt really good, it got me even more going! Then I inserted the marksman and put most of the lubricate inside my rectum to help the Aneros move correctly.
Now it was time for me to get me in a good position, so I laid on my back with the pillow under my buttocks and the sheets under my head. I gently inserted the Helix and let it draw itself towards my prostate when it was about halfway in.
I started to do the breathing exercises, but after 8 minutes or so, I thought it was long enough because it felt pretty comfortable. The muscle contraction exercises felt pretty good, I could feel that it was touching the prostate. I started out with some small contractions and then with some bigger. At this point I started to hold the big contraction for some seconds and then release it. When I did this for the fourth time, I felt a new sensation. Oh my god! This is feeling really good. I knew now that I was doing OK! Also my body began to shake a little, maybe because of the nerves, or that I realised that I was doing the right stuff, got me going 😉
These sensations went on for another time, but then it stopped… No matter what I tried, I wasnt't feeling the good sensations, nor I felt my prostate being massaged. So I decided to try some more, but now gentle contractions, didn't work. Then I put out the Helix, and lubricated it again, along with my rectum. When I put it in again, I was feeling the same stuff I felt when I initially inserted the Helix. But the sensations didn't come that I had two minutes earlier. At this point I was really horny, so I put the last lubricant of the marksman on my penis and put the laptop on my belly to watch some good hot sexy pictures with the Helix still in. I finished it off with some good masturbation which gave me a good orgasm.
I was pretty sad that the sensations didn't come again for me anymore and that there weren't any unvolantary contractions. But still I am very happy that I have felt another sort of sensations inside me. Also I noticed I had some precum after these sensations!
So for now, I think the factors including that made it not work out are:
1. To short of a relaxing period, approx. 8 minutes.
2. To strong contractions because of excitement.
Do you guys have any advise for me, to keep these sensations, and not lose them like I did after the second time? All other advise is very welcome.
Greetings!
Congratulations on a great blog-post and what I'd call a superb first session. Sounds well thought out and obviously well executed. Far better than I did on my first four or five sessions.
Far and above all, don't discount any session and never discount yourself. As long as you're receiving pleasure and making mental notes about how to revisit the pleasure, you're doing well.
"Over-revving" with more, faster or harder contractions is very normal for all but the most disciplined of this gang. It's a part of how we all learned to masturbate. I need/want to do that occasionally and set aside a session for, "here-and-now-instant-gratification." They are so raucous that they'd overpower any Super-O. Conservation of semen can cum later 🙂
Enjoy!
Don't be too anxious as it seems to take some of us a while to get 'rewired.' I've had my Helix (and Progasm) for over a month and have not had much more success than you in your first session. If it feels good, then it's a good session! We'll all get there eventually! Just be patient and persistant.