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Ok, so here is the latest and greatest on my journey. I am going to sum it up. Two days after the last session, I decided to do it again. I didn't want to give up, because I felt like I was getting close. This time I got to the waves and rock hard erection state, but it died out. It was ok. Two days later, I didn't get any results, I was patient and waited for something to happened. i tried several different positions, but it was uncomfortable and I didn't get any head way. Third attempt, I got to the erection state again, and since it topped off, I got frustrated and masturbated with the aneros in. I know it was not a good thing to do, because I am re-wiring, but I needed a release and I didn't get one. The orgasm was weak too. I read that the Super T was suppose to be great, but it wasn't. I am finding that it is uncomfortable to have the toy in. At this point I was ready to give up again. It just too time consuming, uncomfortable, and in all reality, I was needing the stress release and so far it just stressed me out more at the end.
Yesterday, I went to Whole Foods and both the Alba brand Un-Jelly.
I definitely felt a difference. It wasn't uncomfortable. I got my Super O.
WTF?!?!
I didn't feel like I was cumming without the cum like others have described, but I did feel like my heart was going to pop out of my chest and I had the most incredible waves of pleasure. It was unlike anything I have experienced. I am so happy I didn't stop. I do feel like it was cut short, because I started thinking how long it was last after a while. I was afraid to breathe normally, because I didn't want it to end.