So as I wrote in another blog I stated that I am becoming extra fem in my sessions with my device. I feel as If im a delicate woman being fucked for the very first time and it feels so magical. So last night was something totally different. I edge a lot. I can edge for hours and have ruined orgasms and never cum. I love teasing my body. But when I do I notice that my insides start to get angry. A coupe of times my body gets so weak and I have a HFWO. Actually all of my HFWO's have been cause of a extra charged edge. I sometimes edge and ejaculate and some times I just ride the helix with no jack.
So last night I'm all cleaned out and I'm all relaxed and I found a new porn vid on a website called myvidster. They have about every type of porn you can think of. So lately I have been into fisting and pissing vids. So I'm laying propped up on my bed and I turn on the video with Helix all in. I start to see these big hairy men just worship each other and sucking and grunting and then the piss cums. I sprung up if you know what I mean and pre cum began to flow. But instead of me imagining being man handled by all the different big hairy men I wanted to join in on the fun and fist a coupe of them my self.
I grab my olive oil and began to shine up my instrument. I began to stroke it so strongly. I felt this fire and desire that I haven't seen yet in any of my sessions. I read a comment on my fem blog and a guy said i should let the equal masq and fem side come out to play. So I'm guessing the hard core rough big dick guy inside me was ready to surface. So I let him out to play. I edged through the the whole two hour video. I grunted, pissed, slapped and just had one of the best sessions to date. I thought my fem side was hot but this hardcore side of me turned me on so much. Afterwards I was speaking nasty harsh things to a invisible person that just drunk up all my piss and hot cum. This device has really turned me into a completely different person and I love it. The beast is out. So who ever think they can contain there beast inside there wrong. When he wants to come out he will emerge and appear.