I though I had got this all worked out yesterday. My expectations were high that I could now orgasm at will and I expected to be able to have another mind blowing experience tonight.
I can get to the edge of orgasm easily now but just cannot cross over, it's driving me mad it was so easy last night. Maybe I am just too exhausted from last night or stressed from work but it' just not working. I've been so close for so long it's starting to hurt and I can feel an orgasm ready to explode but it won't and I am desperate – probably not the right frame of mind really.
I know the answer I need to have a normal ejaculation to get some relief and forget super Os tonight or I will drive myself mad. I know I can do it. Maybe my body is telling me just not now.