My First Aneros Helix Syn Experience…where do I go from here?

I don't know how it came up, but one day for some reason I decided that I wanted to buy a prostate massager. I had never had any experience with anal play at all, not even fingering myself during masturbation because I was always afraid of it. Never ever having ever heard any thing about prostate massagers I started to research them and quickly realized that aneros is one of the best ones to buy. One thing led to another and I kept researching and reading, researching and reading and a week later I took a leap of faith and ordered an Aneros Helix Syn.

For someone who had never experienced any anal play before I was very eager to try it out. First impressions out of the box, it did not appear as intimidating as I had thought it would be. It was much smaller than I was expecting it to be, which was good because I was afraid it would be too big and scare me off and that would be it.

From what I found from all the research I did before I had these few things in mind: 1. I wasn't expecting anything to happen during the first session, I was just expecting at most to get used to it and maybe have a nice masturbation experience 2. I needed to make sure that I had set adequate time aside to relax before and for the session as well

So, I set aside a four hour chunk of time. I started to relax that day, went to the bathroom about an hour before I was expecting to start to make sure that my rectum was completely empty. I didn't really opt for an enema because I felt that I was pretty empty and I wasn't really worried about making a mess. I wasn't really comfortable giving myself an enema because I had never experienced anything like that before and I read stuff about how it can mess with your body long term (again it might not be true, but I really didn't care about being messy so I just went for it). I took a hot shower to relax myself, cleaned myself up down there really good and started to finger myself in the ass a little bit in the shower to get the process started and to get me in the mood.

I than laid out a towel on my bed, grabbed my lube and aneros and excitedly started off. At first I took some lube and just fingered myself for 5 minutes or so having never experienced anal play before. Than I took some lube and worked a big chunk of it into my rectum to have some extra in there before I got started. Next, I put a generous amount on my aneros, got on my side and pulled the top leg up to my chest like the instructions said and inserted it in. I made sure to take deep breaths during this process and to competely relax. I felt a little discomfort as I was passing the widest part through the sphincter but I was suprised how easily it slipped in after that. Once it was in, it suprisingly felt very comfortable. At first it just felt like it was stuck in there but I was careful not to move any PC muscles. I just laid there for 10 mins and just get used to it being in my body focusing on my breathing. I had no porn on, I thought it would be best if I had no distractions. After a while I started to move and get into a comfortable position on my back. After 10 minutes of the syn being inside I tried my first contraction. I immediately felt it push on something. I could sense it being more free and moving inside. Never having had my prostate touched not really sure what I was going to expect. It felt like someone was poking me from the inside, but I kinda of liked it. It was like a good poking and it felt suprisingly good. I just laid there for the next 15 mins contracting my muscles and just poking my protaste focusing on my breathing. After 15 or so mins I started to feel something intense. All of a sudden my prostate got really sensitive and if I contracted my PC muscles and poked my prostate with the syn I started to sort of get shaky in my muscles. All of sudden I started to grind my hips together involuntarily and whole body started to shake for one-two seconds max. It was like an experience I had never had before. After about 40 more mins of that intermittent 5 mins of nothing and 5 mins of having a super sensitive prostate I could not take it anymore and just had to jerk off and finish.

Overall, it was a great first session. More than what I was expecting to have.

My only question is…when I jerked off, it did feel better but it wasn't like the most intense jerk off I've ever had or anything. And I didn't really get flowing of precum that people always talk about and I produced the normal amount of semen I always do. Am I doing something wrong? Should I be doing something different? Is it possible that it wasn't hitting my prostate and I was enjoying it regardless? Obviously I know that getting a "super-o" will take some time but I wasn't sure if I was doing something wrong.