This nine year watershed was very significant for me in this journey for many – many reasons. That is why it is getting this recognition in the narrative. Nine years was a defining period in the trajectory of my sexuality. Aneros and MMO bent the arc of my sexuality in a manner that made it almost unrecognizable from what it once was. Sexuality and male sexual response is a complex part of my humanity; it is biophysical and it is psychological. The two are inextricably interwoven. In plain terms that means that my sexuality is a dance of my mind and my body, carefully choreographed by external factors. Aneros has been a huge external factor for me.
I am a man, obviously I have a penis. In sexual activity my penis gets erect so it can be proactive and thrust in fucking. In sexual practice for me over the 40 years of my active sex life that translates to me being the active agent. I drove the love making. In plain terms, my cock is designed to harden so it can penetrate her vagina and with thrusting create sensations that triggers my body to pump semen into her vagina. We did that hundreds and hundreds of times. That biological urgency creates in my mind a psychological dimension to match the biological function. I have to be proactive and cause pleasure by my conscious actions. I thrust my pelvis penetrating her vagina; it felt good. Fucking her turned me on and made me ejaculate; me thrusting and fucking her gave her pleasure in the process. My conscious actions and the pleasure I cause results in ejaculation and her orgasm.
So along comes Aneros. The first thing that happened is the part of my body that defined my sexuality changed. My penis was my proactive sex organ; now all of a sudden my anus was a dominant sex organ. And instead of seeking pleasure actively by thrusting my penis I need to seek pleasure by passively feeling deep in my anus. Even more complex than just feeling sexual pleasure, I am asking myself to link my mind and body and use my mind to both sense what, where and how that pleasure is expressing itself. Once I have awareness of what I am feeling I can then use my mind to coax my body to enhance that feeling. This retires a degree of mind – body control and sensitivity that I did not have until then.
So at nine years, my mind and body aligned themselves. I became a sensual man. That means that my awareness of the erotic around me became hyper acute. I learned how to use my mind to perceive even the most subtle stimuli around me. Once I perceived them I learned how to enhance my response to them. Lastly what happened at nine years was my sense of the sensual and erotic was redefined.
Again in real terms what happened was the number of erogenous zones that I was able to use on my body multiplied by a factor of 5; my skin, my nipples, my bellow button, my perineum, my cock root, my anus, my cock slit, my prostate, my toes and the soles of my feet became erogenous spots. All of a sudden the sight of an erect penis aroused me and caused my own penis to erect. My nipples became hard wired to my prostate. I became anally orgasmic. Full body nude skin to skin contact with a man or a woman aroused me. The sight of a cock ejaculating excited me and made precum drool from my cock slit. The thought of sucking a penis to ejaculation aroused me. The idea of taking a man’s semen in my mouth excited me.
Beyond all the above, at 9 years I came to value and experience the luxurious pleasure of laying passively still to allow ecstasy to take control of me. I learned to retreat into my brain as sexual rapture builds and savor the bliss that flows into me as the miracle of MMO overpowers me. That meant abandoning my erect penis as a source of proactive pleasure and adopting my anus as a receptacle for pleasure.
At nine years of Aneros practice I got my man pussy; in effect I redefined what my anus was to me, it became a sex organ capable of delivering intensely more euphoric pleasure than my cock was able to.
Looking back on the summer of 2013 the singular event that was the milestone in this transition was a Saturday night love making session with my wife. We had just had company leave after a three day visit. The village was quiet and the summer air was perfect; not too warm and not too cool. After dinner we took a walk which for a variety of reasons was extremely romantic. We wound up stopping at a restraurant on Main Street for a glass of wine out on their lawn.
I should note here that my wife is extremely sexy. Even at 66 years old she always draws the glances of young men, stirring lewd thoughts I am sure. She is 6 foot tall and 130 lbs with a 36-26-37 figure. Her tits are full and supple and not at all saggy, she is a solid D cup. Her ass is tight and round. For me though the feature that I get to appreciate that no one else does is her vagina. She has the most elegant vulva with a pussy mouth that resembles an exotic flower. It weeps nectar in her arousal that is intoxicating to me. Her vaginal lips are like silken petals that are blush pink; her delicate folds are not grotesquely long but they protrude just enough to extend beyond the cleft of her opening.
She has a very prominent clit that extends outside her hood when it erects. My favorite sex act with her is cunnilingus because it allows me the greatest degree of intimacy with that part of her that I love. Her orgasms from cunnilingus are the most intense ones she has; with my tongue manipulating her clitoris I get to see the powerful contractions of her cunt and anus close up as well as drink her potion and sniff the luxurious funk of her desire.
So when we got home it was only 9 PM. As couples who have been together for a long time do, we read each other’s minds and wound up showered and in bed at 10 PM. I had it in my mind that we would be fucking. For some reason though she had other ideas. Just as my passive side has emerged from my Aneros use, her involvement and joy in watching me twist in orgasmic ecstasy has emboldened her in bed.
To my pleasant surprise when we were kissing and fondling each other in foreplay, she short circuited the erotic dance we were doing and moved into the role of leading. Abandoning my lips, she moved her mouth down to my erect penis and began to make out with it. Holding my shaft in her hand she began to kiss my cockhead cock cleft and slit tenderly. The amorous affection she was leveling on my cock in her hand, made my precum flow profusely. She sipped and licked it with butterfly delicacy.
I thought that this was going to lead to her laying down and asking me to mount her. Instead she got up and went to my dresser and took out my Progasm. She returned to the bed as I looked at her in surprise. She had a wicked smile on her face. Telling me to lay on my back she went into her nightstand to get lube which she applied liberally to the Progasm. I knew what was coming so I parted my legs and waited. She bent over and parted my ass cheeks with two fingers to expose my anus. Then very gingerly she inserted it until the two tabs were seated. Pushing my legs down she then admired what she saw. My cock was hard and fully erected and dripping.
It was then that she hoisted her leg over my hips and straddled my cock. Grasping the base of my erection she guided it to her hole and impaled herself by lowering her cunt onto my cock head. I slid into the warm caress of her sucking cunt with as the sensation on my cock head sent pleasure waves to my prostate. I gasped.
She was clearly in charge, taking control without words. Then she put her full weight down pushing my cock as deep into her cunt as it would go. Her clit was pressed on my pubic bone and the girthy base of my cock was forcing her cunt hole to stretch wide open. Her clit was exposed and pressing on my pubic bone.
With her full weight on my pelvis I was immobilized; that was her intention. Her grool was oozing down my cock shaft, lubing the pad of skin on my pubic bone that was providing the pressure on her clit. In the pinned position I was in all I could do was follow her lead as her cunt held me down. The sopping wet heat deep inside her vagina robbed me of my will. All of a sudden the male assertive role I had always played in our love making was gone. With her cunt sucking on my cock, I was being fucked by the Aneros. I felt it deep inside me.
She is a very conservative woman who never says anything off color. But as the song says: “but when she gets behind closed doors she lets her hair hang down”. She began to describe to me how that thing in my asshole was really a cock and that I was getting fucked just as I was fucking her. As she unraveled the most lurid narrative imaginable she reached down and began to pinch and toggle my nipples.
Yet as she intoned the most erotic dialogue she ever had and worked my nipples with her wicked finger tips she didn’t grind on me or move one inch. Instead she savored my long cock deep inside her. Looking into my eyes she silently urged me to let the pleasure flow into me. The sopping wet heat deep in her vagina was caressing my cockhead as the progasm began its magic deep in my anus. Looking up at her beautiful tits I tried to reach up to caress them, but she intercepted my hands and put them on the bed next to her knees. Her only admonition was :” ssssh, just feel what is happening”.
When she said that, my sex life changed forever. I succumbed to the heat of her cunt, the prodding fucking in my asshole was getting, the swelling and pulsing of my prostate under the will of the progasm and the agonized bliss she was inflicting on my nipples. Retreating into this wonderful new passive space in my mind where I experience sexual euphoria, I surrendered and wrapped my body in the ecstasy that was building.
Suddenly an image formed in my head of my erect penis being the spindle on a record turntable that we used to stack LP’s on. Only instead of records on my spindle I had my sexy wife’s vagina stacked on my spindle. And instead of music being played on an amplifier the music from her sodden cunt sucking on my cock inside her was playing mysterious music in my head. This erotic music was triggering orgasms in my body and impaling my anus as she tortured my man tits. The ecstasy screamed in my head as orgasm after orgasm after orgasm detonated deep in my anus sending white hot rapture deep into my anal canal. Mercilessly she was in cahoots with the progasm in my anus; together they were trying to drive me insane with such intense pleasure I could not think straight yet alone control what was happening to me.
My mmo in her cunt lasted almost an hour. It was blisteringly intense. I was sweating profusely when it was done. The meeting point of my pubic bone and her clit was a slimy mess. At the end of the hour when she had extracted as much excruciating ecstasy from me as she could she began to deliberately grind her clit on the base of my cock, rubbing her nub back and forth on me.
When her orgasm hit her pussy unloaded a thick stream of her girl cum on my abdomen. She shuddered and quivered as she brought the love making session to a close. She collapsed on my chest and kissed me tenderly. My shrunken penis popped out of her cunt. it was iced with her girl cum.
As is typical I did not ejaculate. Instead we both lay down and fell asleep. My ejaculation came much later, the next day. The narrative on that ejaculation will follow in the next entry.
Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/on-getting-my-man-pussy/