A couple of interesting nights! Two nights ago in particular, I went to bed wearing my Mueller cup. When I awoke, I got the urge to remove the cup and put-on my Duke swim jock (Why I did this I had no clue at the time). I did and went back to sleep. I was at Day 8 of semen retention and although I was not experiencing any ‘blue-balls’ feeling (yet), I felt that, sooner or later, it was time for me to ejaculate. But how I did it is another story! Let me explain…..
Normally, I would just try to ejaculate as quickly as possible without much fanfare. That would normally be a therapeutic, no-pleasure cum. But this ‘bate’ session proved to be much more than that. I set myself up with one of my best erotic tracks, about 1-1/2 hours long and went to lie-down on my sofa. At the time, I was completely flaccid. However, with just a little bit of prodding through the jock pouch, I developed an erection. I knew in the back of my mind that I would want to ejaculate from this, but I wasn’t expecting to fall into a fantasy — I am lying in bed with my lover and “she” kept telling me that I could not penetrate her until I was very wet and oozing precum. At some point, I removed the jockstrap and the edging just continued. How long? Hard to say but I would estimate about 20 minutes. By that time, when I felt a large amount of precum, I knew I was “ready” to ejaculate. When I did, it felt much more powerful than usual. And for the rest of the day, I felt so relieved, so “normal”. I thought to myself: did I just relapse in NoFap ® ? At first, I thought so. But then I realized that instead, I may be starting to exit from a flatline and that which I experienced was a completely normal experience. After last night, I am more convinced than ever. Let me explain further…..
Close to a Wet Dream?
Now only at Day 2 of SR, I slept without a cup last night. Of course, I awoke in the middle of the night with an erection; that is nothing new with the NPTs. However, what made this erection so different is that, although I was only at Day 2 of SR, as I continued to squirm just a little bit on my stomach or on my side, I felt like I was going to ejaculate (again!) How could that be? I thought it would be at least a few more days before I was ready for anything sexual again. But if I am exiting a flatline that means that I am getting my libido back and I sure felt it this morning! I suppose the true test is if I can develop an erection during the day. For the past few weeks, I have had essentially a zero-libido during the day. So if I have truly exited a flatline, I should at least experience an erection or two during the day, and without much provocation. Only time will tell!
PS #1 I noticed this morning while only wearing my PJ bottoms, that my balls seemed to be much more sensitive than they usually are. And during that period where I felt ever-so-close to the PONR and an ejaculation, I could imagine that with an erotic dream thrown into the mix, that a wet dream could be induced! And to think I am only at Day 2 of SR!
PS #2 I want to acknowledge the recent blog post by @BigGlansDC. I too find that wearing the athletic cups greatly enhances my male libido and my Aneros sessions as well.