τrying to decypher what I’m feeling and experiencing as a beginner

Hey everyone, allow me to introduce myself. I’m 21 and have had an anal obsession ever since I was 10. I’ve been playing with huge toys for a while now, and recently I started discovering some very unusual but pleasant sensations when playing with them. I ended up doing some research and found out that the cause of all this was my good friend, the prostate. Long story short, I ended up getting the Helix Syn Trident which arrived 4 days ago, and I’ve had 4 sessions so far. I’ve also been in chastity 24/7 for a week now (it’s a big kink of mine) and haven’t ejaculated since putting my cage on.

This has been my experience thus far:

During my first session, it really didn’t feel like much was going on. I did feel some strange “waves” of pleasure (?) but they were very very subtle. So far I was sceptical about the whole thing.

Sessions two and three were pretty much uneventful, apart from one incredibly powerful sensation which lasted for about 5 seconds that had me shaking uncontrollably. This is where I was kinda thinking that maybe I *can* do this.

Session four, which was earlier this morning, was rather more “interesting”. I had some issues staying aroused the previous times, so I decided to play with my nipples constantly throughout the session. Much like I always do, I closed my eyes, put on some ear plugs, and took of my clothes. I lay on my back, legs extended, and inserted the Aneros, proceeding to play with my nipples. I’ve been taking my time relaxing and doing diaphragmatic breathing (it comes very naturally to me, as I sing), and so I did this today too. Not much was happening initially, but I eventually started sensing some very subtle waves coming from my groin, travelling up my body. The waves became more potent and evidently pleasurable over time, and I was in a *very* aroused state. At some point, I began to feel the waves becoming ridiculously strong, and they were more like lighting shocks rather than waves. I was starting to breath heavily and I was starting to curl up from the sensations I was feeling. Every once in a while I was getting small moments of total loss of control that I (perhaps incorrectly) tried to cope with. Then, something unexpected happened: My cock began to twitch even more than before, and Ι was so overwhelmed by the pleasure that I involuntarily curled up. It felt like both my cock and my ass were going to explode. After that high point that last around 10 seconds, I decided to actively do contractions instead of just breath, and that stimulated a few smaller “ripples” and peaks. Eventually, I stopped being aroused and ended the session after around ~40 minutes of play.

I must admit the final session was quite an eye opener, as I had never experienced anything like that before, and it gave me an extra boost of certainty as to this whole thing. Actually writing down these things makes me wonder if I actually experienced all this or if it was just a dream, lol. Anyway, what I’m not really sure about is *what* I actually felt and if I’m doing anything wrong; It definitely felt great, especially that tremendous peak of pleasure followed by the smaller ones. I think that the “do nothing” approach is more appopriate for me, doing contractions is kinda strange at the moment, perhaps due to my lack of experience. I’m just curious if these actually *are* the sensations I “should” be feeling and if I’m off to a good start.

Thank you all for your advice 🙂

Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/aneros/comments/lp0jr3/τrying_to_decypher_what_im_feeling_and/