Hey guys.
(Very) long story short: i get fairly bad post-cum hangovers. Low energy and motivation for about 2-3 days after shooting a load. i thought that this was tied to my (very shitty) refractory period but i think that i may have been wrong.
In the 6+ weeks of me entering Pgasm Land my overall mood has really taken a turn for the worse.
This could all be COVID fatigue (god knows, i think we ALL know what THAT feels like) BUT it could also be a comedown/hangover from the unbelievable rush of dopamine and endorphins that flood our systems during successful PGasm sessions (and it really IS a rush, something that i previously could only compare to coming up on a metric shit ton of Ecstasy).
For those who haven’t read some of my other posts, i am a drug addict (16 years clean) who REALLY fucked up my endocrine system. It was a wild ride but i paid a price. My body now has a very complicated relationship with dopamine and the comedown FROM dopamine.
As i said, this could just be COVID + Lockdown + No gym + Losing hard earned muscle and looking like cold shite = no happy time feelings. I hope it’s just that.
If my mood bounces back from abstaining for a few weeks though….I think that would be a pretty conclusive result.
I am not posting this to scare anyone. This is something that i think is unique to my own fuckedupness . So please don’t think i am scaremongering or anything. It’s not that.
Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/aneros/comments/m8lmka/think_i_might_need_to_leave_this_all_alone_for_a/
Oh mate – I feel you… not on the drugs front perhaps, but certainly on the being overwhelmed by the dopamine rush from PGASMS.
Coming from a one and done penile based sexuality, this has all been revelatory for me and I struggle to resist the urge to play and worry sometimes that I’m becoming a little addicted myself.
Take a break where you can, smell the roses as it were and if you’d like to talk you can DM me…. when you are ready this prostate lark will still be there when you need it. Covid fatigue is quite likely a part of your overall mind state, I think everyone’s worn down by the lack of normalcy and the constant swings in societal normalcy.
Be safe mate.
May i ask you: what type of anti depressant do you take? If it is a SSRI type of medication, then this will very likely be linked to your symptoms. There are a lot of very common side-effects to this kind of stuff
When you need it, r/kundalini. Just saying.