[A first report after 3 months] Today I came twice in 15 minutes (using my hands)

I’d like to share what happened to me with the Helix Syn, I’m writing this after my most successful session.

I bought the Helix Syn about three months ago and had around 10+ sessions. I’m not completely new to anal play but I’m basically a beginner.

The first session were quite enjoyable but nothing special. I tried Mindgasm, I was listening to Binaural Beats, I tried to focus on the sensations and followed many different approaches after reading this sub. All the time I ended the session with a traditional orgasm because somehow I was aroused and the feeling was definitely more intense that normal. Therefore I knew that I was going in the right direction, tho very slowly.

The game changer was trying weed. I’m not a fan of it, I usually avoid it because it never relaxes me mentally, nor phisically. But as soon as I smoked half a joint, the sensations changed. For the first three or four sessions I was definitely feeling something new, they were probably pleasure waves but in the heat of the moment it’s hard to understand what is going on. I noticed that, when laying on my back, I tended to raise my legs and make them close to the chest and that definitely had an impact of the intensity of the feeling. I was moving my middle and base muscles, but I have the feeling I was more in control of them rather than the other way around. All these sessions were quite good and I enjoyed them all. I haven’t rally leaked any pre-cum, tho, so I’m still wondering if there’s something that I should do differently. However, since it’s vastly agreed that you need to focus on the pleasure rather than its effects, I decided not to worry about it and go on with this modus operandi.

Today was different. I smoked some weed, then put some Binaural Beats, inserted the toy and moved my muscles to build some sensations. After a while I started to shake, and that was not new. What was new is that my body kinda reacted to the shuttering and at some point I started to move my hips as if I was trying to induce the toy to fuck me (I was also imagining someone that was fucking me. I’m gay, btw). This had happened before, I think, but it was more intentional. I’m not saying that moving my body was 100% unintentional this time but it felt less deliberate. And this happened at least 4 or 5 times, indipendently of the positions I tried (laying on my back, on the side, on the belly). Then I clearly felt a deeper pleasure and… I don’t know exactly how to call them, maybe they were mini-Orgasms? Each of them lasted longer than a traditional orgasm and they were less intense. After the fourth or fifth mini Orgasm (not sure i should label them that way whatever), approximately an hour had passed since the beginning of the session, I decided that I wanted to cum and started touching my penis and force a regular orgasm. I know you should refrain from it but I just couldnt help it. The orgasm was pretty intense and rewarding.

I thought the session ended so I just laid on the bed enjoying the feelings, cum on my chest, and a deep satisfying sensation. I was still listening to binaural beats and, being very relaxed, I considered the idea of falling asleep. After a while, though, probably 15 minutes after cumming, I decided that I wanted to take a shower and started to remove the toy. But here happened something strange: when I was trying to remove the Helix Syn, my body started to shake again and very soon I found myself trying to push the toy to fuck me (at some point I helped it with my hand pushing it deeper) while at the same time jerking off. And after a long and intense orgasm, I came for the second time (I’m 31, by the way). This was completely unexpected, because after cumming the first time I definitely felt that sensation of being… Empty. But as soon as I tried to remove the toy, I felt aroused and immediately understood I could enjoy some more pleasure.

All in all, an incredible session. I went probably out of the road because I kinda forced a traditional orgasm, but the whole experience was just incredibly intense and maybe this is the way I should follow my body, you know? Do you think, however, that I should try to change something to maybe reach other levels of pleasure (i.e. How do I remove the desire to phisiy cum)? I’m deeply satisfied with what I had today but wouldn’t mind going further 🙂

Thanks for reading!

TLDR; Had a particularly intense session after three months, my body started to shake and after a while I was moving my hips to make the toy fuck me. Not sure it was completely unintentional but I definitely wasn’t 100% controlling. I finished the session, which lasted one hour probably, with a traditional orgasm. After a while, though, before trying to remove the toy, I started to feel my body shaking and very soon I was trying to make the toy fuck me moving my hips etc. Came a second time, probably 15 minutes after the first time.