Earlier this afternoon I tried out my MGX. I’m not sure why, but lately it’s been the model that’s getting me the best results. I was kind of tired, and I wasn’t sure that much would happen.
At some points it felt like my insides were being tickled. At other times it felt like my prostate was being hit. There was a pleasant throbbing sensation.
I’ve noticed that I have my best sessions when I’m almost indifferent.
While I was riding an O wave, I had this feeling of gratitude inside of me. That made the feelings more intense. I felt this emotional opening and releasing. I know this is going to sound strange, but in my mind I would say, “I love you.” I’m not sure why I said it or what it was directed towards. I felt like I needed to do it. It also made the feelings more intense.
I usually direct my attention to my abdomen during a session. Instead I tried directing my attention to the rest of my body. I experienced a kind of orgasm I had never felt. It wasn’t very intense, but I could feel the orgasm in my arms, legs, chest. I felt as if I was actually controlling where the energy was going. If I’m right, that’s a skill I would like to develop more.
So it might not have been the most mind blowing session I’ve ever had, but it was still valuable.