Author: lance

Fun With New Progasm

Yesterday I got the new 20th anniversary edition Progasm in black ice. I read that it had been modified to trident specifications. I compared it to my old one. They looked the same to me, but I knew the changes were probably too subtle to notice. I relaxed my mind. I lubed up myself and the progasm. I inserted it and took several minutes to breathe and relax. I have found that the “do nothing” method seems to work best for me. After I started playing with my nipples, I could feel my sphincter and anal cavity tingling and contracting. I could just barely feel the progasm moving and twitching. Then the movements became more pronounced. I could feel it moving and my insides tingling. It wasn’t anything mind blowing just yet, but it was a pleasant prelude for what was to come.

The fireworks really started on the third orgasm. I started playing with my nipples. I could feel the muscles contracting. As the progasm got pulled in further and further, I felt this rising sensation in my body that’s so difficult to describe. Then I could feel the head of the progasm really massaging my prostate, and it was heavenly. My whole body felt it. The muscled contractions became stronger and more rapid. It almost felt too good. My body felt so warm and light. I almost felt like my body would start floating. I had a few more orgasms similar to that, but each one was different. Read more »

Another new toy

I’ve noticed over time that my prostate has changed in the kinds of stimulation it responds to. For a while it responded very well to my Eupho Syn Trident. Then it seemed to prefer the MGX Syn Trident. Every once in a while it liked my Helix Syn Trident.

I noticed a pattern. It started with liking gentle subtle stimulation like with the Eupho. Over time it seems to respond to more direct stimulation. I’ve had my Progasm for a while, but it’s never really done much for me. My guess is that while my body is liking more direct stimulation, the Progasm is so large that it can’t move around much. I thought that getting the Progasm Junior would give me the best of both: fullness and mobility.

I ordered the Progasm Junior when it was on sale. It came in the mail yesterday, and I was anxious to try it. I started the session with my MGX, and it was nice. I soon found out that it was a warm up for the main event. So I inserted the Progasm Junior. It was awkward at first. I wasn’t sure what to do with it at first. It’s very different from my other ones. I find the the “do nothing” method works well for me. I insert my toys, start playing with my nipples, and let my body take over. It seemed like my body didn’t know what to do with it at first. Finally, I could feel the warmth and tingling in my prostate. I could feel this sensation all over my body that I don’t think I’ve ever felt. It was waves of pleasure. I could feel the tip milking my prostate, and it was heavenly. I actually thought it would make me ejaculate. It felt like my prostate was expanding and contracting. I focused intently on the sensations and it magnified them. I really enjoyed feeling it all coming on. It felt like it was going deeper and deeper. My dick got so hard. It was an amazing experience. I’m thinking about trying again tonight.

A new level

A couple of days ago I think I had my most intense experience yet. I recently got an MGX Syn Trident. I started off the session with my Helix Trident. It felt nice, but it wasn’t really doing it for me. I had a feeling that there was more. I have learned more and more how to listen to my intuition during sessions. I had this strong thought that I needed the MGX Syn Trident. I inserted it, and the real experience began.

At first I wasn’t too impressed. I did love the warm sensation that I only get from the silicone versions. There was a slow buildup. Then suddenly I got this feeling that’s difficult to describe. It’s like it hit the prostate just right, and suddenly my attention was pulled to my prostate. The focus was very intense. I had this sensation of being pulled inside myself. I lost awareness of the rest of my body.

I could feel the MGX stroking my prostate. I could feel my prostate pulsating. It got faster. I could feel this intense warm tingling pleasure fill my body. The pleasure was so intense. For a moment I thought I might be losing my mind, but I didn’t care. It seemed like it would never stop. I’ve read on the forum some people talk about how they had to put a stop to it because it felt so good. I finally understand what they meant. Read more »

Mind blowing

So yesterday I felt like I needed a session. I used the Eupho syn trident for a while. It felt nice, but it wasn’t doing much for me. I felt like I needed a change, so I got out the MGX trident. There was an immediate improvement. I could feel it vibrating. It felt pretty good.

After a while I seemed to hit a plateau. I decided to switch to the Helix trident. I’ve had it for a while, but until recently I never got much pleasure from it. For a long time my body seemed to respond most strongly to the Eupho and MGX trident. Recently, it seems that my body is craving a massager that gives more focused direct stimulation like the Helix. After I put it in I had a pretty mind blowing experience. The orgasm built up slowly. At some point I had a feeling that is so difficult to describe. I got this sinking feeling. It’s like all my essence and attention was pulled inside of myself compacted down in the center of my body. I could feel a surge of energy from my lower belly up into my chest and then into my head. I felt this feeling of pulsating expansion. My body was warm and fuzzy. I almost felt like I was going to have an out of body experience. I think I felt a little fear. I didn’t understand what was happening. I’m feeling kind of frustrated because I don’t have the language to fully describe what I felt. I thought I might be losing my mind, but I knew I wasn’t. I thought I might die, but I knew I wouldn’t. I felt calm peaceful bliss. Nothing else existed or mattered. I was fully in the present moment. For a little while, time stood still. Read more »

Amazing session with MGX trident

I had intended to write this after I wake up tomorrow, but I couldn’t wait. Earlier today I started thinking about my MGX trident for no apparent reason. I thought perhaps my body was trying to tell me something. I decided to go to bed early and have a session.
I didn’t expect much to happen, since I was tired before I started. And the last few sessions I’ve had have been mediocre. I thought I would give it a try. I had this vague feeling that I needed it.
I inserted it and tried to relax and clear my mind. The “do nothing” method seems to work well for me. I make a conscious effort to give up voluntary control and let my body take over. I played with my nipples as usual. I had some interesting sensations but nothing spectacular.
I felt especially tuned in to my body. I had these feelings about how I needed to position my body to get the best results, and my intuition seemed to be very accurate. Shifting my body slightly had a huge effect.
Tonight I experienced so many different orgasms and sensations. As usual, I learned a lot. There were times when it felt like my prostate was being almost punched. I felt my muscles contract in a way that I’ve never felt. They were contracting so fast that I couldn’t feel the individual contractions. It was like a hummingbird beating its wings.
The orgasms came on so easily, and I rode the waves effortlessly. A few times I felt orgasms encompass my whole body. It was intensely pleasurable but also peaceful at the same time. I could feel my prostate getting warm and swollen. I had this feeling like my body was rising upward. I know it might sound crazy, but there were some moments when I thought I could see a white light. I don’t know where it was coming from.
I got interesting results by concentrating on the movement of the MGX. I focused on how it was moving and the feeling of it moving. I concentrated on those little ribs stroking my anus. I focused on the perineum tab pressing down. Focusing on different parts of the experience causes different sensations.
I usually have to wait about a week between sessions, and it’s only been about two days since my last one. That’s one reason I was so surprised that I got such good results. However I followed my intuition, and it didn’t fail me.

Another interesting session

Earlier this afternoon I tried out my MGX. I’m not sure why, but lately it’s been the model that’s getting me the best results. I was kind of tired, and I wasn’t sure that much would happen.
At some points it felt like my insides were being tickled. At other times it felt like my prostate was being hit. There was a pleasant throbbing sensation.
I’ve noticed that I have my best sessions when I’m almost indifferent.
While I was riding an O wave, I had this feeling of gratitude inside of me. That made the feelings more intense. I felt this emotional opening and releasing. I know this is going to sound strange, but in my mind I would say, “I love you.” I’m not sure why I said it or what it was directed towards. I felt like I needed to do it. It also made the feelings more intense.
I usually direct my attention to my abdomen during a session. Instead I tried directing my attention to the rest of my body. I experienced a kind of orgasm I had never felt. It wasn’t very intense, but I could feel the orgasm in my arms, legs, chest. I felt as if I was actually controlling where the energy was going. If I’m right, that’s a skill I would like to develop more.

So it might not have been the most mind blowing session I’ve ever had, but it was still valuable.

My journey so far

This is my first entry in the blog section, although I’ve been on the forum for a few years. My first Aneros massager was the Helix classic. I spent quite a while going nowhere with it, but I didn’t understand until later why it didn’t work for me. I have come to realize that I kept getting in my own way. It took me a while to understand that I had to relax my mind and body and give up any attachment to a particular outcome. I have found that it’s beneficial to have an attitude of almost indifference or resignation.
I made the greatest progress after I learned to pay close attention to every little sensation I felt, and that attention magnifies the feelings.
I would like to report on my last session. I used my MGX Trident. The longer that I’m on this journey looking for the super O, I find that I am drawn more to the smaller ones. My MGX and Eupho tridents have been amazing. They move around much more easily, and I’m able to feel those subtler sensations.
I laid on my back with my knees bent and hips elevated slightly. It’s funny how small changes in positioning can have a big effect. If I don’t elevate my hips, I can tell that the sensations are not as intense. I guess it allows the MGX to hit the spot just right.
I used plenty of lube and inserted it. I spent time deep breathing and contracting lightly to get my arousal level up. I had some interesting sensations, but I thought it was going to be a dud session. I decided to hang in there and give it more time.
I positioned myself in the way that I described above. I don’t think I contracted my muscles at all, or if I did, it was only slightly. I started rubbing my nipples. That’s always an important part of my session. It caused my muscles to tense up, and my body pulled in the MGX without my control. In my mind I kept repeating, “I trust my body. I’m giving up control.” I could feel my conscious control subside, and my body took over. I knew that something extraordinary would happen.
My prostate started to feel warm and swollen. I could feel the massager moving back and forth stroking my prostate. This blissful feeling took over me. It’s so difficult to put into words. I was astonished by how amazing it felt, and that I was not in control. I had surrendered to something that I didn’t understand, and it was glorious.
I was also astonished by how long the orgasm lasted. I think it probably lasted for 5 minutes, but I’m not sure. It seemed to go on and on. I felt a sensation that was new to me. It was as if my prostate was hungry for the massager, and the feeling of it being pulled in was quite pronounced.
A couple of times the orgasm would subside slightly, but then the MGX would be pulled back in. Then the ride would begin again.
I don’t know if other people experience it, but during a session I often feel like my dick is really large. Sometimes it feels like it might burst. Another curious sensation that I sometimes have is electrical shocks coming from my prostate.
I had other orgasms, but what I just described was the most memorable. I always seem to learn something new with each session. And I think there’s more to discover.
The whole session lasted about two hours.

Returning to my first massager

A few days I had this desire to try out my Helix classic. It had been a long time since I had used it. It was the first Aneros that I ever got. I thought it would be interesting to see how far I had come since I first got it. For a long time I was really frustrated with it. I could never get much from it. Over the years I bought others and eventually started to make progress.

A few nights ago I inserted it. For the first time I really appreciated it. I finally noticed the aggressive angle and the pressure that it gave me, but it still moved easily. I got some mini O’s. I’ve acquired the MGX trident, Maximus trident, Eupho trident, and Progasm. After my experience, I think I’m going to get the Helix trident. I’ll be interested to see what it feels like.