Three entirely different experiences in a week? How do you guys get in the mood?

So I’ve been playing with the aneros helix syn trident for about a week now, and

Session 1

Wow, what an introduction. I was nervous but excited. The toy was probably the smallest thing I’ve put in my ass besides my fingers, so it slid right in. I laid down on my side and just gently breathed in and out, doing weak kegels with the toy inside.

It felt…interesting, but I started to shake. I shook HARD. I started to get pretty emotional, and I just shook a lot. It was a weird feeling because I wasn’t feeling definite pleasure, but I was shaking and I did feel a rush of warm emotions and stuff. It’s like I felt an orgasm without the pleasure, if that makes any sense at all.

I went at it again, and again until my body gave out. I started to slow down and contract my muscles. I started to shake less, and instead I started to feel a bit of pleasure mixed with the urge to pee. I did this until I calmed down and washed up.

I still liked it, and I’m like…VERY excited to experience what a real orgasm is like. It only made my desire stronger.

Session 2