Nipple awakening and a wall…

I have been experimenting with alternative orgasms for about two years now. It started with wanting to cum from anal, then learning and experimenting with aneros toys (and my purewand) trying to achieve higher levels of orgasm for longer periods and multiple times per session. I have amazing feelings, up to and including what I would consider multiple prostate orgasms (not what I would consider super-Os). Along with continuing success in both those realms I discovered the joys of masturbating with my nipples to (originally) enhance the prostate experience, but more and more I find myself having sessions where I don’t even grab any toys and focus only on my nipples.

I have fantastic feelings from toying with my nips, achieving multiple (2-3) non-ejaculatory orgasms that are accompanied by torrents of precum. The feelings I get are super pleasurable, and I enjoy them for enjoyments sake, but want to break through the barrier to having ejaculatory orgasms through nipples only as a way to happily end my sessions. I seem to get tense as I am peaking which causes my fingers to lose fine control and either the loss of rhythm, loss of concentration, or just trying too hard gets in the way of going over the edge.

I want to see whats on the other side! Anyone have any advice on pushing through the wall to actually cumming from nipple stimulation alone?? Also open to just hearing others experiences with nipple stimulation to motivate myself and others to keep on playin!

Helix Trident Small?

Received my Aneros Helix Syn Trident today and opened up the box excitedly, only to be pretty underwhelmed with the size of this toy. Was I expecting too much? Is it not the size of the waves but the motion of the ocean?

Will take it for a spin tonight and see how it goes. Anyone else here surprised at how small these things are?