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I was given another puzzle piece.

I was enjoying myself Friday night, riding my waves of induced pleasure when out of nowhere helix gets sucked up hard… Let me explain what I mean

Seems my prostate still hasn’t decided to join the party yet. How do I know this. After spending multiple times doing nothing, and nothing happening except the random twinge, this can be the only answer. Now don’t think I’m getting frustrated because of this, I’m not. I feel that I’m still ahead of the curve. So in the mean time I’ll do both, some do nothing and some external massage of the sweet spot inducing orgasmic bliss. Doing this is cheating but not interfering with progressing as this point is going to get stimulated in the process and allows me to work on the amount of contraction required to get the involuntary’s going plus the head is dancing around on the pleasure center.

So as I was saying, I was enjoying some light bliss, when without warning helix was thrust deep inside. My orgasmic sensation went away which I thought was strange but was presented with a new sensation. I had been holding a 50% contraction when this happened. I could feel my anal & rectal muscles moving in opposite directions in flowing waves like they were fingers trying to learn about what they now felt. This was the first time when I stopped massaging that a feeling didn’t stop at the same time. I’m unsure of how long this lasted, seconds perhaps? This did stop when I slowly started to release the contraction to completion when I tried to just relax and let it flow. I think If I had just held the same 50% these waves would have lasted much longer but having never experienced it before I was unsure what to do with them, I won’t make that mistake in the future. Read more »

latest encounters

It has been a few days since my last entry so here we go.

Monday 12/3. I planned all day to have a meeting with my new friend, I was excited to see if we could return to a few days prior. While in the shower I joined up with my friend and it was smooth and easy. Helix slid in so gently, wanting to be together with me, feeling like an old lover who new all your subtle curves. Once fully locked in embrace my friend just disappeared, I could feel the slight movements letting me know she was home. Curled up in bed to start a sensual dance but my lover decided that all she wanted was to penetrate with no movement, cuddle with me and be in the moment. We drifted to sleep never making a sound or releasing our embrace. Read more »

Having hard time.

I’m having a hard time with the rewireing process. Progress hash been slow it took me quite a while before I even noticed any sensations but things are slowly getting better. Hardest part for me is getting over the fact that I’m not guaranteed an orgasm at the end. But I realize that the traditional ejaculatpry orgasm doesn’t serve me nor satisfy me. I need something more and I want so badly to experience this. I’m frustrated with myself for being impatient. So in the meantime I’ll just keep going with this I’ll get there eventually. Anyway I’ve had some great sensations in this session. Just the feeling of the aneros in my ass feels good, I hope that if I tell myself it feels good, eventually it will be result in pleasure. I also felt some expansion and I’ve found the most comfortable positions are on my stomach and on my side. I’m trying really hard to stay positive I really want this! And this is the end of my blog post

My first blog post

Hello everyone. This is my first post for my blog I’ve been using the aneros for 4 months I think. And for my first post I’m gonna talk about an experience I had this morning. After I woke up this morning I noticed that I had an erection. Witch I never noticed before I got my first aneros. Any way instead of getting up and proceeding with my usual morning routine I decided I’d just lie back and enjoy it for awhile. Focusing on the sensations of the erection it felt really good. But of course I didn’t have an orgasm. Witch didn’t bother me at all. I’m fact I actually took it as a good thing that I was able to do that.

Minor progress after 1 week even if I was cheating

Last night I had a partial brake through. Went to bed with the mgx. I started on my left side. After 30 minutes of do nothing and nothing happening, not even a twitch I decided to roll over on my back. I reached down and started to massage my perineum just above the p-tab. An orgasm started almost immediately than rolled into another more intense than the first. I lost count after 5 as they started to come closer together with out a break between. They just kept coming each getting slightly more intense.

The entire time I was riding these orgasms I was holding different levels of contractions allowing my muscles to involuntarily contract but this was not happening as a feed back loop. I think it was just happening from trying to maintain a set level of contraction.

The last orgasm I remember my body was so fully engulfed that I lost track of time. The one thing that stood out about it was the sudden feeling of a strange sharp pain that exploded from my prostate that caused my belly to clench than start to flutter maybe a dozen times before stopping. This feeling was scary but exhilarating at the same time lasting mere seconds before passing to allow the orgasm feeling to swell even higher before fading off. I believe that this was caused by the mgx sliding along the prostate as it was designed to do to create these feel good feelings. Could this have been the aforementioned p-waves? I looked at the clock to find I had been surfing this session for an hour plus but didn’t want it to stop. Read more »

11/27/18

Last night I had my first twinkle with the mgx. I started early at 7:30. I was at the computer sitting side saddle minding my own business when I felt the twinkle of an orgasm tingle start. It came out of no where starting deep in my belly than dispersed in a flowing ripple of a wave, like a rock being tossed into water. Once it dispersed to my extremes no amount of doing nothing or something would bring it back so I stopped for the time.

Took my shower and went for the helix. Laid in bed for a bit and decided to try some blending. I reached down and started some external massage. Immediately an orgasm started to grow. I stopped to see if the helix would take over but did not. I kept massaging slowly keeping the orgasm just lit up, kinda like edging. Nothing came of it. I started a slow contraction and found a point that with every beat of my heart my pc muscle also contracted involuntarily. I could feel the helix slowly disappear, I no longer felt the fullness just the slight movement over my prostate. I believe my body is starting to get accustomed to both of these tools as I don’t feel the mgx after several minutes once inserted either. Since I no longer feel them inserted I’m hoping this frees up my conscious mind to experience the motion and stimulation they were designed to give, so I rolled over on my side and delved into a do nothing state along with manta thoughts focusing on feeling the head glide up and down the gland while breathing. I ended up dozing off but was woken up to the same pulsing of my body like I had before. Very intense pounding over my entire body at twice the speed of my heart beat. I tried some light contractions to see if something would arise, no joy. Again I ended up dozing off, this time being woke up to a light feeling of weightlessness in my head but my body felt like it weighed so much that I couldn’t lift my fingers, not that I wanted to try. I reveled in this feeling and let it linger till it faded. Once it was gone I got up and cleaned up to go to sleep. Sleep came quick & hard because if felt like just minutes but was hours when the alarm went off.

11/25/18

Woke up at 5:30 again, felt empty. I went and got the helix to start the day. I know I should give a day between sessions but woke up several times with a screaming hard boner. God I need to get laid but know it most likely won’t ever happen again. Hell I’ve forgot what it feels like to have a hot wet pussy wrapped around my cock, it’s been so long

Slipped back into bed on my left side. I decided to start w/ do nothing and breating. I can feel the helix sliding in/out ever so slightly w/ each breath but not actually sliding or putting any pressure on my prostate. No different than the first time or second time, I know it’s there just not responding to tactile input yet on that side. I don’t know how long it was but I felt a jolt go from my prostate up thru my cock. With in seconds I was hard as a rock. Having my cock grow is not uncommon when doing an external massage, sometimes if the feeling is just right, but it is generally a slow gradual increase in size taking maybe 10 seconds to full size. This was fully soft and small at about 1.5″ long to full engorge of around 8″ in literally 2 seconds. It felt wonderfully full and just south of the painfull kind of hard on one gets with a cock ring that is on the edge of being to small. I almost wanted it to get to that point. I didn’t jerk when this happened to cause a contraction, I just breathed feeling a sliding motion waiting for the next jolt or tingle to come my way. Read more »

Start of new chapter

This is going to be the documentation of a new chapter in my sexuality. How I got here can be found in this thread on the forum.
https://www.aneros.com/community/forum/general-discussion/156753-i-got-to-get-me-one-of-these

I got time today to try out my new pleasure tools. I have purchased both the helix & mgx just to have variety. I woke up early (5:30) before she did, was excited for my first attempt. prepped the mgx first as it looked smaller in size even though I have read it really isn’t. I went back to bed and relaxed. After about 10 minutes I no longer felt the “full feeling” in fact I didn’t feel it at but I could feel it moving up/down with each contraction/release. I tried both sides and my back, nothing. I reached down and rubbed my perineum to see if it was the same place as the p-tab location and it was (this solidifies my earlier thoughts that’s what I was stimulating before, the fabled sweet spot) as I started to get the tingle. I decided to just lay there and try the do nothing approach, let my body get used to this foreign object pressing on my prostate. I must have dozed off because I woke about an hour later to this feeling of waves or better description pulses enveloping my body. At first I thought it was my heart pounding causing the pulses but when I focused on my heart beat. I found it wasn’t beating that hard or that fast. These pulses were coming twice as fast as my heart beat and before I knew it they were gone. No tingling or electric feeling, just pulses. I tried light contractions to see if I could bring them back but no luck. It was 8:30 and I had things to do so I cleaned up. Read more »

First Session

I got a chance to try out my Helix Trident. Here are some of my thoughts from this first experience.

My first impression upon unboxing my Helix Trident was that it was a LOT smaller than I was expecting. I bought the Helix because it was described as having a “Larger head size for more direct pressure on the prostate.” I was expecting something, well, larger. I guess I had no real frame of reference. I admit to being skeptical that I’d really feel much of anything from something so seemingly diminutive. It’s certainly the smallest thing that I’ve inserted in my rear for pleasure other than my finger in a very long time.

I wasn’t sure which lube to use. I know that’s a common question and the answer varies greatly from person to person. For anal sex and for other toys, I really like the water-based variety of Boy Butter. It is a cream or lotion consistency, which I find makes application much easier. It dissolves easily in water, so cleanup is not a problem, but it also doesn’t dissipate, evaporate, or absorb into my skin as quickly as other lubes I have used. However, it also isn’t quite as slick as liquid lubes I’ve used. I find this is a good thing for other anal toys and for anal sex, where some amount of friction (the “right” amount) is actually desirable, but perhaps not for the Aneros, where free mobility is key. So I opted for Shibari silicone lube, which I prefer for my Fleshlight. It’s slicker and runnier than the Boy Butter and is probably a better fit for use with the Aneros. I may in the future try some of both, by first pre-lubing my rectum with Shibari and coating the Aneros with the Boy Butter, just for grins. Read more »

Some History

I first heard of the fabled hands-free orgasm about 10 years ago while chatting on IRC. An eccentric guy I chatted with occasionally claimed that he could have orgasms while receiving anal sex from his partner without any stimulation to his penis, and then afterward could come again while fucking his boyfriend. He took this magical ability for granted, seeming very surprised that I could not accomplish the same feat.

I tried to get him to explain how it worked, but the best he could manage was a vague description of “pushing” somehow while being penetrated. I honestly wasn’t sure he wasn’t just making things up. It seemed too good to be true. Everyone knows that guys can only come once and that they have to wait out the refactory period before they can have another orgasm, right? And climaxing without touching your cock is a fantasy acted out in porn but seldom found in the real world, isn’t it?

That’s what I thought anyway at the time. I dismissed his stories as unrealistic after being unable to get even close to what he described. But I never forgot those stories or the subtle hunger I had to experience those things. Read more »