So, I was really in tune with my prostate yesterday and had really really good sex with my wife… which seemed alot more sensual on my part than normal. Like all this work with my prostate is changing who I am or something…. Anyway she pushed me too far at one point to where i had to clench as hard as I could so that i didn’t cum. After my prostate settled down i started to notice similar feelings to some Aless that i’ve been doing. Normally after an almost cum like that it might take me a minute to get built back up again, but this time was different. I stayed hard and the p waves were actually building while my cock was still being stimulated. I didn’t reach the point of an actual dry orgasm, but i felt like i could have if things would have continued. I focused on the penis feelings instead of the prostate buzzing so that I could cum since she had finished, but I feel like i could have almost chosen which path to follow if that makes sense. Has anyone else been through that or am i tripping thinking thats possible. Its hard to know for sure now, but it sure felt that way. Like a life or death decision made in a heartbeat.
Author: ComradeBileski
Core Strengthening
So i believe i might be letting myself tense up a bit too much from some of the clenching that happens, but a side effect seems to be some core strengthening. I’ve got some issues in my lower back that always seem to get better when i’m actively working out my abs and lower back at the gym in the past. The pain has gone away and i can assure you …. I have not been working them out otherwise. I’m wondering if anyone else has noticed this.
My Journey- New sensations
So a few nights ago, I had my first experience with the wild animal within breaking its restraints and taking over for a while. I still did not acheive Super O, but the pleasure was intense enough to keep me awake for about 5 hours straight. The next day I experienced the involuntary contractions all the way until I had settled in back at home for the night. I was super excited to try and spark things back up that night, but I was just too damn tired. I put the toy in had paid for [Mindgasm.net](https://Mindgasm.net) pro access and readied myself up to try the internal flame 60 minute session ……..and fell asleep within minutes. I did end up waking back up determined to keep my high going. But I missed out on keeping the involuntaries going because they had dissapeared after i slept. However, I still went forward with the Internal flame and was shocked at the new feelings. It was completely different from the night before and I feel like there is a link between the two that I might have had if I was able to keep the involuntaries going on top of it. The new feeling was just this incredible awareness of the buzzing/warm feeling in my center that led up into my abdomen. It eventually translated into this clenching in my stomache muscles that would build up all the way as high into my chest as they could. My entire back clenched so much that my muscles are sore and sometimes it would force my butt cheeks to clench as well. My foot cramped up a few times from clenching i think too. I tried to force myself to relax and a few times it would work, but it felt wrong to do so. Eventually i just let the clenching build as much as it wanted to. I believe i’m on the right track, but i think i needed a bit more movement from involuntaries. I felt so close the time before last, but now i feel like I just need to tie in the two sessions together and I might actually get there. I’ve felt so close to losing control completely and even just thinking about the peak gets me excited. I just feel like I need about 12 hours straight to make it happen *facepalm*…… Hoping you guys can confirm i’m still on the right track. Maybe someone can relate. I thought my damn wife took a long time to orgasm sometimes, but damn…. this is crazy. I’m going to have to drop every other hobby i have in favor of “sleeping” all day. I feel like Goku about to go Super Saiyan for the first time. I just need to figure out the final trigger that sets me off for the first time…..
Morning After Involuntaries?
So, I had my first real deep incredible orgasm like buildup last night. I Know it was not a Super O, but the feeling was still a wow that was amazing thing. I guess I would still consider it an orgasm of sorts. Better than Cumming anyway in most cases. Anyway what i’m wondering is if i over did things a bit. I was so excited that I kept trying to stay in that same zone so long that before i realized it. Freaking 6 hours passsed by. I literally only got like 1.5 hours of sleep and i don’t even care. Ever since i woke up I can’t figure out if i’m doing it on a subconcious level now because it feels so good or if my body is doing it on its own because i worked those muscles too hard. I keep having involuntaries like almost non stop. Its to the point to where it feels like thats the new normal and i have to force them to stop. Its just making me want to go home early and put the damn thing back in. I’m just hoping it doesn’t get out of control at some point. Any thoughts?