Author: DarkEngine

Pressing the Prostate

This was the best session yet! Otherwise this blog wouldn't get a new entry.
But rather it was a new experience that encourages me to record it.

The experience in question was manually massaging the prostate, which depending on your school of thought could be considered cheating given that Aneros is intended to massage the gland compared to rubbing it like a dildo…

…and that's just what I did. Last night I was going to just kip for the night, but my arousal flared up before hand. Temptation got the better of me, and I decided to just try massaging myself with a finger — simple and quick. Turns out rubbing the prostate gland was now much nicer than I previously recalled. This warmth and sweetness developed which each stroke of the fingertip, and as my breathing deepened the gland softened up. My dick grew solid with no input other than the finger.

Eventually my body was bearing down, and my finger pressed hard as a result — a big orgasm, and along with it a milky substance oozed out. It was halfway between precum and…well, cum. Is that what this "prostate milking" leads to? In any case this feeling was different to what I was use to before with prostate orgasms. Not as strong, but deeper. (Eww….) My finger and wrist ached so it was on to the Euphro Syn. Read more »

Concentration & Abstaining

I should probably mention again that my blog only really receives entries on new developments. Given that I'm somewhat at the end-point of my journey, it's less and less apparent that new sensations and heights come up. But hey! Great sessions nonetheless.

Otherwise there has been a new direction I've taken on my approach to orgasms, these past few weeks; focusing on fantasising. Just admitting this brings a tinge of dirty and reclusive guilt. Still, I think all men use fantasy one way or another.

How the gears turn for me is that I focus on a mixture of sensations and fantasy. It's a dance between the mind and body. Now, the Aneros has been out of commission for roughly a month now due to continuing issues with the ass — and will continue for at least another. In response, sensations have taken a back seat. I have been concentrating a lot more on maintaing a fantasy in the brain, without breaking focus. The side-goal here is to get a hands-free wet orgasm. )HFWO(

It's lead to some of the most INTENSE rush of orgasms yet, though fantasising wasn't the ticket by itself. Abstaining for a few weeks from ejaculation had built up a lot of my arousal, so naturally that has to help. Read more »

No Aneros: Better Developments

TL;DR:
* No Aneros for two months.
* No nipple stimulation.
* Slower building orgasms = better.
* Now partying in the o-zone.
* Orgasms that reach far inwards.
* Faster building orgasms = not as good.

I'm not using the Aneros for roughly two months. Since two days ago I'm half way there, in fact! Abstaining will hopefully rectify the itches and pains in and around the ass, as suggested by a member. I'm itching a lot less now, so there's some good signs.

But wouldn't I know it: I've had some amazing times up to this point! What gives?
Rewiring further — in ways I wasn't aware of. My previous entry appears to be the onset of all this. However, holding off from the devices and nipple stimulation has allowed the sensations to dig and expand further inwards.

To be more precise, I think nipple stimulation has the tendency to short circuit the arousal. It creates a 'release', in the same vein as ejaculating, preventing that crucial energy to build over time. It blows arousal in quick bursts, rather than allowing all of it to gradually build in larger waves. Nipple stimulation may have gotten me far before, but I've been using it as a crutch. )Though it borders on addiction, too( Read more »

NEW HEIGHTS: I haven't touched the ceiling yet

TL;DR:
* Standing sensitises the prostate
* Walking around helped a lot
* Lightly jogging really helped a lot
* Touching nipples carefully to complement
* Openly allow erotic thoughts to flow via prostate massage
* Vocal moaning = important
* But -> embarrassing and noisy :)
* Train of thought derails
* Thought train blasts off at uncontrollable speeds
* Urge to cum nears

Well, damn.

I thought it was the end of the journey for me, and searching for other goals would keep me entertained. My pleasures and sensations were as good as they'd get, and now I'm fully rewired. There's nothing more for me to uncover.

That's technically true, but tonight launched me a little bit higher.

So standing up works well with the Aneros, perhaps due to the gravity providing a counterbalance. I don't know the science, exactly, but I do ejaculate quicker when standing up masturbating. Regardless, the prostate becomes more sensitive to the Aneros. Even better: walking around. As I strolled to the kitchen, the feelings of the device rubbing couldn't be ignored. In fact, trying to ignore it would flare up an orgasm quickly. Eventually, I became horny to the point where I sped the pace up by lightly jogging on the spot. I've never had such a fast chain of Dry-O's in a long while. Read more »

Mission to Pre

What else is there to do once someone has been rewired? My brain still wants to set goals and reach them — perhaps that was my biggest draw to Aneros all along.

So for me it's almost instinctively to…precum. Odd, one might say. All that ever does is create a mess, for most. That's true — but for a year or two now, I keep checking my dick for any substance during orgasms, like there's a missing piece. It doesn't feel fair that for others, who precum a bunch after using Aneros, I'm still left bone dry. I'm seemingly not alone here either, run through some quick Google results.

But as luck has it, there is something of an answer in form of Pygeum africanum! It's a form of bark from an evergreen, and is supposedly good for Prostate health. What it amounts to is helping in treatment of Prostatic Hypertrophy, countering the increased size of the prostate by shrinking it. But through shrinking it, supposedly, cowper's fluid is then filtered more tightly through the gland. There are plentiful user reports out there mentioning good results — some complaining their dicks become faucets after a month.

Yet there too are those who report little to no change whatsoever. And surprise, I fall into this statistic as well, after a few weeks of no outcome! )Or precum, rofl rofl( What a shame. Going by the on-going tests of those out there, brands do vary in effectiveness – as well as taking the supplement in combination with others. And overall health/diet, too. Read more »

Guess that was a Super-O!

TLDR:
* Blank feelings for the first 15 minutes.
* Erotic material started some vibes.
* Kneeling like this produced a Mini-O:
http://www.exrx.net/StretchImages/TibialisAnterior/KneelingShin.jpg
* 20 minutes in, crazy quivering of abdomen, and shaking legs.
* Intense, radiant sensations from pelvis region. Moans, heavy breathing.
* 10 minutes of shaking, and strong sensations.
* Abdomen tenses, pushes Aneros out, then draws it back in.
* Session passes its peak after 35 minutes,

Well, I wasn't expecting the session to be this good. Before the orgasms I was feeling moody, and pissed off. I actually tried doing seven minutes of exercises to relieve tension and relax myself, but…it ended up doing the opposite.

But I figured the whole thing would be a dud in any case — just wanted to have at least 30 minutes so I tick the box on having a session. But no, it ended up being one of the best in recent memory. There wasn't any particular catalyst for making it so great, I think my body and mind happened to open up at the time.
Keeping the mind off the Aneros until time nears the session is important, though.

As you can interpret by the title, I'm still reluctant to accept whether or not I have Super-Os. It could be attributed to my idea of a huge p-wave — which is this surge of adrenaline. That's not a p-wave, as far as I know, but this adrenaline rush has happened when some new sensations occurs. )Much like a first-date, in terms of butterflies( Suffice to say, this feeling is amazing, as it makes the whole experience feel like a roller-coaster ride. Read more »

Burning arousal in one go

More and more, it begins to dawn on me that Aneros isn’t really all that necessary for some good hands-free orgasms. Frankly, it’s been that case since half a year into my journey. Today, I had roughly an hours worth of crazy Dry-Os — letting it finally ignite from a spark of arousal. The spark in question often develops initially from innocent glimpses of anything eye-catching — like a pin-up girl, or a throw-away sex scene in a film. Crap like that are plastered all over the net and TV. It flies past my mind, but about five days after the refractory period, libido hits its peak. It becomes increasingly tough to ignore that imagery.

And Thursday was such a case — it felt amazing. My perineum, prostate, ass… all were warm, tingling and buzzing; just like what users on the forum report! Tumblr also proves its a fantastic source of porno, as much as funny posts and awesome projects. I precum’ed a little too, and although one shouldn’t, I see it as a barometer on how active the prostate was. Quite a bit, from the looks of it.

One nice aspect about Anerosless sessions is the ease of experimenting on stimulation. The device isn’t in there having a party and making some noise, so it’s easier to see what works on creating unique sensations. I practiced different hums to see which effects the abdomen, for instance. I also touched around the body and neck, varying between rubbing and tapping — the neck certainly gets the prostate active. Read more »

Fantastic Session

TL;DR:
* Week of abstaining from anything erotic
* Builds libido perfectly for a session
* Sweet sensations, everything happens without any prompting
* Clamping solidly, continuously
* Allow breaks to naturally happen for around five minutes.
* Sex is on fire.
* I really hope the neighbours don't hear my moaning or humming.

Now I'm into a good routine of sessions! Every five to eight days or so is when the libido builds up enough that my mind urges for some sexual activity. That's something of a sweet-spot for Aneros session — and it's relatively new, first uncovered early into the abstaining for a month. The big build-up of libido in question is likely from divorcing myself of anything erotic during one week, most of all nipple stimulation, which can quickly cause an orgasm to burst the bubble. )However, it's great before a session to get some momentum going(

So basically, Aneros sessions of recent act as a valve to let off some sexual energy.

Or frustration; last night had a scenario of stressing needlessly on whether to have a session, partly due to the awkward after-effects detailed at the end. Pleasure waves began making unprompted rounds that day – a sign of libido hitting its peak. At the same time, I was feeling oddly grumpy and fed up. That alone can often break sessions, resulting in delaying them by a day or two. But I went with it. Besides, the Progasm may cause problems like last time and the session is only an hour. Read more »

Back to Aneros!

TL;DR:
* Finally a session!
* It wasn't much.
* Ass rejecting the Progasm.
* Lingering arousal )Damnit…(
* Actually feels like I need to pee when touching the prostate now.

One month has fully passed! The goose was cooked, and it was time to see how a session would fair — but only until my body and mind had a wanting for one. Today felt like such a time, possibly due to a near wet-dream last night.

And I’d also try having a session during the day! It’d seem the most appropriate — I’m wide awake and it’s just me in the house. Perfecto.

So in goes the Progasm! And…the session wasn’t that great. It certainly wasn’t dud material, as some sensations swelled outside of my control, but it wasn’t the surprise smack that my previous session gave either. What gives?

For one, the Progasm was not staying put. This model kept trying to slide its way out, like my ass was pushing it out of bed. I’ve heard some customers have this issue, but I’d never thought it’d occur just like that. Usually the ass pushes when clamping down on orgasms, but even then, devices often stay put. So that got in the way of letting the Aneros do what it should. Read more »

Paraphimosis woes [Updated]

Break from the norm once again: this time it's a medical condition effecting the sea-monster. Maybe you heard of this, or phimosis?

If not: Phimosis is when the foreskin is tighter than it should be, making retraction quite difficult, and possibly painful. Resolving it is quite straightforward, with stretching exercises — and if subscribed, steroid cream to assist the process.

But what if one allows the foreskin to remain tightly retracted, and let hard-ons occur? Then there's risk of the condition's older brother: paraphimosis. This is when the skin is trapped under the head, and by extension blood. Trapped blood can eventually cause bloated swelling to form, ballooning part of the shaft under the head. The (flaccid) result is this:
http://www.tabletsmanual.com/img/wiki/paraphimosis_1.jpg

Gross. And it can potentially swell to much larger degrees. Luckily, mine is only by that much, pictured above. Saying this, when errection does occur, the is compressed into a ring, or 'mane' of sorts, around the head.

I've had paraphimosis for as long as I can remember. Back in high school, I wondered why my skin wouldn't fully retract, but that never got me into a rut. Trying to do so did hurt, though. Early college days, however, I finally decided to pull my skin all the way down and saw what was by then paraphimosis. I was ignorant to this, of course, and simply assumed this gross appearance was me doing something I shouldn't off – namely pulling the skin too far back. Read more »