Super O achived ! But afraid I will have to stop using aneros now…

Hey, I am a 22 years old male. I started the aneros journey 4-5 months ago and was using it maybe 3 to 6-7 times a months.
The first sessions felt good but I was having a hard time getting to involuntaries, and getting real pleasure.
But when I learnt how to relax, almost meditate and most importantly to not expect more pleasure and expect anything to happen and just enjoye the moment I finally got it.
I was listening erotic audio hypno, and then pleasure started to rise, prostate started pulsing and that was it, it was impossible to stop it and it felt like it was never ceasing to increase and then I came harder than ever and really long, and after that I came again and again. All this time I was on my back and then I turned around on my belly, ass up, almost like being in doggy and had another orgasm combined with classic penis cum, it was really amazing.
I tried again a month later and I had another super O.

The problem is that I am currently struggling to quit my porn addiction that has been going on since 10 years because I am in relationship and have some erectile dysfunction caused by it and I really need to quit. So I read about aneros and the levels of dopamine released by super O and everyone says it’s really bad for no fap and quitting porn addiction. So now that I finally got the super O I am a bit sad that I won’t be able to experience it again…

Unable to have involuntaries

Hey so I got my aneros a month ago, and I’m at somethibg like 6-7 sessions in.
I tried sessions with weed, and with erotic hypno (kinkyshibby). My sessions usually last 1h30 and yesterday almost 2 hours. When I contract I have the aneros moving and I get really good sensations (I’ve tried big and small contractions) but I don’t think I have had involuntary contraction at this point so I can’t really get to orgasm. And I think that’s what’s missing.
I’d like to know how should it feel ? How to recognize it ? And how to make it happen ? If you have any advice I would apraciate it greatly !