Receiving My Aneros and My First Two Sessions

Thought I should write a few logs on my sessions.

Well for starters, I'm sorta pretty good at knowing when my packages are coming into the mail. So last Saturday, I was pretty sure I would be getting something from "HLH." So for most of the morning and bits of the afternoon, I was extremely anxious. I really wanted to keep this private(That's actually why I enjoy this forum, I can still discuss my experiences and still be anonymous).

Once the mail carrier began doing his rounds, I knew I had to intercept this package. I felt like ages for the guy to get to my home. Once he stopped in front of my home, I when out like I was looking for my mail.

He says to me, "I bet you were expecting this!"

I completely froze and I thought, "Does this guy know what I'm going to do with the stuff in this box?"

He assumes that my silence means that I wasn't, even though I had been impatiently waiting for my Aneros.

After he walks away, I quickly rush my package into my bedroom and open it all up.
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A few hours later, I finally find some time to try out my new Aneros. I've never done any sort of anal play, so I was extremely nervous.