Session #2 this is different.

Aneros Syn, came in last week. The first night, just felt uncomfortable. Tried different positions, not much going on. Even tried som gonewildaudio and binaural beats. Nope.

Obviously knew that this was going to take some effort. Gave myself a couple nights off as my wife was home.(night nurse, she knows " I don't want anything to do with your asshole!")

Last night. Round 2. Lube it up, put it in and skipped through that xtube video. More binaural; No Hands Orgasm. Half hour later, nothing. Shut everything off. Keep breathing and lay on my back, feet together, knees apart and supported by pillows on either side. More breathing.

Some time later: feel a little tightening in my lower abs, not sure if I'm doing it or not, kinda like the same muscle group you tighten to push out a load. I don't recall doing this on purpose but I can relax it and let my butt rest deeper in the mattress. This happens for a couple minutes. I concentrate and think about my wife straddling me.

A little bit later, I notice it again. My mindset is that I want to be horny, like when you purposefully fantasize about that hot chick at work, but know you shouldn't. My muscles are contracting again and I can feel life if lifted myself off the bed a bit. It's like having been laying across hot coals while trying to keep your body off of it, but requires no effort on your part. A little stronger than before.