after a lengthy day of minor progress, i decided I needed to re-read and try differently.
I was exhausted and intrigued about the do nothing method- wow. If you havent tried that, go for it.
Took a long very hot bath with eucalyptus and worked on enjoying and relaxing.
Jumped into bed steaming hot and heart racing from the bath. Remained naked on top of the bed and my prep area just resting for a few minutes.
Rolled over on my left with knees together at 90 degree bent at waist and ever-so-slowly inserted the eupho. And did nothing but deep stomach rhythmic breathing.
Really nothing but breathing and concentrating of relaxing and seeing if i could slow my pulse from the bath.
Deep diaphragm breathing… Concentrating of my spot. My pulse was way up. And within 7 to 10 minutes, a flutter. Deep and low stomach flutter. Followed by a slight roll sensation deep in stomach for one of my breathes.
Pulse was still up and picked up slightly more in anticipation and excitement. Deep breathing, do nothing else except for concentrating on my spot. No contractions- nothing.
A few minutes- then a slight deep internal tingle- incredibly small but just enough to feel it and raise my excitement once again. Focus on that, breath and nothing else but relaxing.
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