I don't know how it came up, but one day for some reason I decided that I wanted to buy a prostate massager. I had never had any experience with anal play at all, not even fingering myself during masturbation because I was always afraid of it. Never ever having ever heard any thing about prostate massagers I started to research them and quickly realized that aneros is one of the best ones to buy. One thing led to another and I kept researching and reading, researching and reading and a week later I took a leap of faith and ordered an Aneros Helix Syn.
For someone who had never experienced any anal play before I was very eager to try it out. First impressions out of the box, it did not appear as intimidating as I had thought it would be. It was much smaller than I was expecting it to be, which was good because I was afraid it would be too big and scare me off and that would be it.
From what I found from all the research I did before I had these few things in mind: 1. I wasn't expecting anything to happen during the first session, I was just expecting at most to get used to it and maybe have a nice masturbation experience 2. I needed to make sure that I had set adequate time aside to relax before and for the session as well