Am I on the right track?

Hello everyone,

Back in September I bought the Helix Syn as my first toy. Ever since I've gotten it, during good sessions I get a feeling of my body sort of "building up" to something, but not sure what. It seems as though this is a build up to the super-O? However just as it gets good, the feeling just…disappears. As if it didn't happen. The build ups make me feel like I'm ready to explode.

It feels good and everything when that happens, and I love using the toy even when I'm not actively trying for the super-O because I LOVE the way it feels on my prostate (indescribable feeling, warm, tingly as it rocks back and forth, but I'm sure you veterans know all about it). However, it's kind of disappointing because for such a big build up that makes me moan involuntarily nothing really happens.

I don't use the toy super often, usually just when I get that "itch" that needs to be scratched maybe once a week. I have had a dry, hands-free traditional orgasm from it, and that time it felt as though my ass wouldn't let go of the toy. Once in a while I'll feel my eyes rolling back as that build up I describe happens, or a feeling of vertigo. I've also tried using a Vice, to see if the vibration keeping stimulation while I'm built up would do anything, but I've had very little success in even getting too built up by that toy.