Author: Pasttime

Give me the finger

1-20-19 5:30 am ~day 21 of the journey sr5

With a nod to @neveryman.

Last night I slept with Helix. I knew when I went to bed that this was the plan so I just used Vaseline, which I could do without giving away my activities. I am over the moon with the feeling of Syn going in. All day long my “man pussy” had been aching. I had even taken some time to pleasure myself down there during the day. Pulled at my cheeks and then at my hole. Felt great and also relieved the sweet aching for a while. Also, as I lay in bed someone on chat said something about loving to have anything up his ass. So when Helix went in it felt so right. I moved her around in my rectum for a while – also good, but soon I rolled on my side and went to sleep.

When I woke at about five I knew I should get Helix out and return her to her hiding place. I tugged at her a few times with my sphincter, but she wasn’t moving smoothly (dididididididi), so she was coming out. She asked to be pulled out slowly so I obliged, every curve having its own sweet journey through the canal. Uuuuuuuu. It was time for a finger “warm down.” Ring finger from around back. I used the pad of my finger to push slowly on the opening, and my anus welcomed me right in. Wet… Surprisingly wet. Sweet massage and exploration in my canal. Then it was middle finger’s turn; he’s the expert. More wetness, more exploration. Remaining fingers massaging my cheeks. Pulsing… It was my prostate throbbing from the pleasure of my fingers and an occasional nipple pull. So intoxicating to feel that gland at close range! I began pulling up hard against my outer sphincter. Rrrrrrrrr!!! Read more »

Anticipation (and other tidbits)

Things have been mostly wonderful since my last posting. I have come somewhat out of my euphoric fog and am more engaged with other parts of life; still more adjustments to be made in this new life.

Yesterday morning I danced with Helix in the shower, orgasmically but also knowing that this is a predictable part of my new routine. Throughout the day I began thinking about having Aless in bed that night, and the anticipation got me more and more excited throughout the day. Because I am a snorer and my wife is a light sleeper, we sleep in separate rooms. So bedtime is private time, but I can’t rattle the bed without the family knowing I’m up to something fun. By the time I was getting ready for bed, I was getting a mini-o with the slightest provocation. In fact, I itched a particularly itchy spot on my foot and got a mini-o from that. Crazy but why not? I had also been planning throughout the day that the next morning would be the first time Helix and me would be alone for a protracted period of time since she had arrived. I had planned a soaking bath with washcloth massaging of my breasts and groin along with the cleaning that would go on. Then I was going to allow myself as much time as I wanted to lay with Helix in bed and see what she and my body wanted to do.
When I got in bed I wasn’t sure that I wasn’t going to just go to sleep, but I decided to rub my chest and see what my body told me to do. Well…… I had an incredible time of MMOs and dry Os. Everything was turning me on. I hadn’t really thoroughly cleaned my hole, and I didn’t have any lube nearby, so I didn’t wander near my anus with my hands (butt cheeks were included). However, my whole body was one big erogenous zone. I’ve heard men talk about feeling like their whole body was a penis, and that’s how I felt. Any touch would elicit a spasm. I also really love tenting myself under the sheets so I can smell my body and the musk my body produces during these sessions. Last night I could have a mini just by smelling that scent. Did I say that everything was turning me on? Read more »

Adjusting to a more sane routine

Saturday, January 12, 2019 12:21

So my journey is just a little over a week old, and already I have had incredible, previously unknown experiences. I definitely see this journey lasting the rest of my life, and transforming and aiding many life experiences as well as my orgasmic life.

Obviously, it also has its challenges. This week it has almost entirely taken over my life. Between reading the forums, writing on the forum, having Aneros experiences, and experiencing Aless almost all day long, I can hardly think about anything else. I make my own work schedule and I have a lot of private time, so it can be easy to postpone or procrastinate on other things. I’m very glad I had some appointments this week, or it may have totally lost myself in the euphoria.

I have also had some physical warning signs this week, especially after using the Aneros for any protracted time. Particularly after one protracted and very physical session, I experienced abdominal pain and extreme fatigue, which made me feel kind of dysfunctional. At the end of the session I had probably the biggest ejaculation I have had in a very very long time, so I’m sure that was a factor. I’ve also had headaches after two longer sessions, which I’m quite sure were brought on by the massager. Lastly, I also have some lingering dull pain in my rectum following the longer sessions. I’ve been able to convert these in my mind to pleasure, so they are not much of a problem. I think of it as longing, which actually might be the case. Lastly, the device and the forum have been “robbing” me of a lot of my sleep, so I know I am not well rested. Read more »

Fun in the shower

1/10 10:15 a.m.

Ok, there’s more. Sorry to be writing so much, but it’s so much fun I really want to share. And I think maybe writing about it is fun as well.
After I got done writing my previous post I needed to go up and shower to get ready for an appointment. My rectum was missing Syn a little, so I decided I would try inviting Helix into the shower with me. I grabbed the massager, lubed my hole and canal and then lubed up Helix. She wanted to play with my perineum and scrotum before she went inside, so I let her do that and then directed her in. Ahhhh. Going in and coming out is one of my favorite parts. I really didn’t expect much; I just thought she would lay in there like when I was sleeping. However, as I started to shower, the motion moved her around and gave me the most wonderful sensations. Then (as I’ve heard others say), POW! – pow!, pow!, pow!. She was fucking me powerfully. Not sure I had even experienced auto-fucking before this point. I was vocalizing, dancing, trying different positions to optimize. The party lasted my whole shower (which are longish). When I was done showering I thought it would be efficient to bring her out into the open and clean her up. When I took her out I lingered when the largest part of her was near my inner sphincter (I think). Exquisite pleasure! Thanks, helix, for the fuck. I owe you.

Ahhhh! Uhhhhhhhhh! Ohhhhhhhhhh! F

Ok, I have to try to get some of this out. I am having the most amazing MMO self-love self-FUCK sessions. I have maybe had hints that this was possible, but I never would have imagined, or I would have had it LONG ago. I am so excited I can hardly contain it. Right now I am lying here naked, half under the covers exhalting in my scent/musk and my bodies’ continuing hyper sensitivity and trembling and minis.

Last night I decided to ravage myself. my hole, with my new helix syn. I used coconut oil; I love the scent and the simplicity of it. I slipped her in – ohhhhhhhhh exhale. I could have used her to fuck myself, but I had been ready about “do nothing,” so I got comfoyand went to sleep.

I woke up at 4:30 with a headache, so I got up to take a pee and some Advil and ended up removing Syn in the process. I went back to bed with the intention of going back to sleep, but when I felt the bedding on my body I knew I wasn’t going to sleep without some pleasure. My nips were crying out. The moment I touched them I went into Aless. Whole body involuntary convulsions and twitching. I hugged myself and the Os continued as I writhed beneath the sheets. I went on for more than 90 minutes caressing touching pulling and rubbing myself and convulsing in multiple positions, including standing. So incredible, rich and amazing.

Joy!

JOY!!! Laughter spasms pre-cum pleasure competence hardon frenulum analrubbing Nipples! Perineum grabbing catchingmybreath incredulous grateful grateful grateful Buttcheeks thighs selfhugging hard newscent rewired? cannotwaituntiliamaloneinthehousesoicanshout Ahhhhhhh!. Thinkicouldgoonforever fuck selffuck OMG

Thank you, guys, for opening a whole new world. Hope I can add to the knowledge in days ahead.

Introduction

Hello. And happy new year 2019. I have been reading in the forum and the wiki for about a month now. I knew I wanted to buy and use an aneros massager, but I had decided I wouldn’t allow myself to get one without talking to my wife about it. She manages a retail store, and the silly season is not the time for serious conversations. So I finally had the opportunity in a car ride the end of last week, and ordered my Helix Syn that evening. I’m very excited, obviously. Since reading in the forum, I’ve been experimenting with non-penile stimulation and anal play, and I find it all very exhilarating and exciting. I have been an avid Kegel exerciser on and off for years. Nipple play has also been a part of my erotic life for some time now, so the Aneros fits in nicely with my sexual trajectory. My wife and I have struggled with our sex life for years – sometimes great, mostly not. Both of us bring our own issues. So I am hopeful for what prostate massage and Aneros might bring to that equation as well.