Okay, 50 yo M here. Mostly, I just have to write this experience out. As much for me as to share with others.
Read about prostate orgasms, toys to achieve it, etc. Thought I’d try. My married sex life has become routine. Dull. Love my wife but sex for both of us simply isn’t that much of a priority anymore. For me this was/is as much about experiencing it as enjoying it. I want a frame of reference sort of thing (welcome to my psyche!).
Got an Aneros Helix, finally. Wife was gone for a few days to a wedding so I decided to have some fun with myself.
I will say that I’m not unfamiliar with physical feelings of pleasure, or analyzing what is going on with myself. I’ve done hallucinogens far more times than I can count in my youth, been so incredibly high with pulsing body stones, or mental confusion, etc. I know how to mentally center in the midst of it and evaluate, etc. So, being such a ‘heady’ guy I think I might overthink this thing and miss the mark. I have always been a *very* heterosexual man. I have gay friends but the though of a dick, or man’s ass just does SFA for me sexually. I may as well be thinking of a pair of pliers, or how I should cut the grass for all the sexual arousal gay sex gives me. Zip!