Silicone toys with awful smell?

I have a concern about my MGX Syn Trident from Aneros. I bought this a few months ago and have been using it periodically since. I have only ever used coconut oil and a water based lubricant. However, I am noticing a volatile smell, not like feces, but of a plastic or rubber like scent, more akin to a rubber ball (imagine a blue racket ball). What is going on with this product? I have other sensual toys but do not smell anything off with those. I am very much put off by this rubbery smell coming from the mgx syn trident and am worried that the material is breaking down. It does not go away after washing either.

I bought this thing from Peepshowtoys…could it be a knock off or fake? Does anyone else have experience with something like unnatural smells and third party sellers?

Lessons learned, never use soap

I bought my first aneros, though I have used cheap anal vibrators in the past with no pleasure despite extracting pre-cum (and a flaccid dick). However, when I inserted this aneros for the first time, I did not even feel it slide in and I actually felt full body pleasure that people talk about and got a rock hard penis without touching myself…for about 10 seconds

I made a stupid mistake I had previously read about and touched my penis for a couple strokes and shakes. Big mistake, because the pleasures left me. Since I was in the shower, I took it out, washed it off, rubbed it with soap for lube…and put it back in………yeeeaaa no. Worst thing I could have done! My ass stung like I ate a bowl of chili peppers the previous day.

The worst part is, ever since then, maybe three weeks ago, each time I put it in, I haven’t felt pleasure and if anything, a lingering burning sensation.

What can I do to earn back the trust of my body? I know it takes a lot of relaxation, but I am wondering what I might be able to do in addition to that?