20 years in the making super o

As the title says, I’ve been on this journey for close to or over 20 years now off and on with a number of different aneros models until I found my fit. I couldn’t have done this without the recent legalization of recreational weed in my state either. I got high as per usual and started feeling some nice a less waves and contractions. I inserted my progasm and it was off to the races. I’m getting turned on just writing this reminiscing about what unfolded. I got a couple of the usual p waves and involuntary contractions just laying still and doing nothing but what sent me over the edge this time was gently rocking my hips back and forth. This would put just the gentlest amount of pressure on my toy and almost nudge it closer into place. The first couple shocks of pleasure caught me by surprise and had me clenching uncontrollably to the point where I had to hold my progasm in place with my hand as it was about to pop out. I relaxed for a minute or two and then it hit me like a freight train. My muscles from my toes to my chest all seemed to clench and flex like I was having a seizure as the waves of pleasure came crashing into my prostate. I couldn’t control my hips from shaking as if they were possessed. It wasn’t the traditional sense of pleasure I’ve come to expect from penile orgasms either but something different and equally pleasurable and much more longer lasting. This was very well worth all this time and effort I’ve put in. I can’t wait to try again tonight! I’m almost 90% certain this was a super o, what do you guys think?

Did I piss myself?

Last two sessions I’ve gotten myself to the point of getting some undescribably good feelings. Both times those feelings climaxed with a ton of precum mixed with urine. It didn’t feel like I peed more like someone squeezing my bladder from the inside to force the fluids out. Anyone else experience something like this? Was this a dry O? I’m 8 years in on this journey and finally feel like I’m on the right track.

Progasm degrading?

I’ve noticed my progasm has been cracking/chipping up and down the middle of it. It looks like chipping paint. Am I doing something wrong with this or is this just do to use and age? I’ve used mostly coconut oil and washed it with hot/warm water + soap after every use and dried it immediately. Anyone else experience this?