I did it! Holy hell, I did it…

I pulled it off this morning. A dry one and then a hands free one. Back to back. It was fucking incredible. Like, I get it now. How am I this old and just now discovering this kind of orgasm?

Not even a week ago I posted that I was worried it wouldn’t work for me and here I am, needing to recover from a freakin’ orgasm!

It’s been about an hour since I came and I’m still feeling the tremors and a tingle. I have never had an orgasm like that. Not even my first.

I was working on it for two hours on and off, different positions, trying different things, had some smaller ones, taking quick breaks, and then it hit. Just like everything I’d read about it. It just slowly took over. My whole body was trembling violently. I was on my back with knees up. Every part of me tensed up to the max, my hips raised until I was practically in a bridge, and held it and it just washed over my entire body like a slow wave. I was moaning VERY LOUDLY, like it was completely out of my control. To that kid who posted about being worried about prostate orgasms in a dorm hall, be warned my dude. Your roommate won’t be the only person you’re going to need to worry about. I’d be shocked if my neighbors *didn’t* hear me.

Second time using, I take back what I said yesterday

What follows is a long meditation and reflection on the orgasm I had this morning. It’s mostly a means for me to analyze what happened and how to steer myself closer to the intended prostate orgasms that come from proper use and habit with the Prograsm. Your feedback, of course, is welcome.

Had plenty of time to myself this morning and I took it for another spin. Relaxed, popped the Progasm in, and tried out a bunch of positions:

1. The classic laying face-down with one leg up
2. Piled some pillows up and lay over them, elevating my pelvis
3. Lay on my back, knees up

I also applied the lube differently this time. Applied to my anus with fingers, but poured a bit into my hand and then lightly cupped it around the Progasm. The result was a nice, thick coating that I’m sure was about to get squeegee’d off by my rectum but I had a thought yesterday that maybe it had a hard time moving around inside of me because it wasn’t slippery enough. I have a hard time reaching in with my fingers, if you get my drift. The dimensions of my body seem to be short arms, long torso, zero flexibility, and I can really only get my middle finger into the sphincter but not much further, hence the dependence on toys.

Position #1 produced an effect but didn’t really feel comfortable.

First time using, felt nothing but a lump of plastic in my butt

Ordered a Progasm last week and have been beyond excited to get this thing up my ass. I’ve been aware of these Aneros toys for some time and recent experimentation with a curved vibrator convinced me that I needed to try something actually made for hitting my p-spot since I felt like I was getting close but it was difficult to know for sure if I was hitting the spot and found myself twisted into more and more uncomfortable positions in pursuit of the spot. All the reading I did to learn how to hit my prostate suggested that I’d know it when I hit it but no amount of digging around in there (I kid, I was gentle and procedural) hit anything that really stood out to me as OMG RAPTUROUS PLEASURE!!! So the Progasm arrived today and wasn’t out of the box fifteen minutes before I had all my clothes off, the toy lubed and popped comfortably up the back door. As promised, it sits comfortably inside me, and I can definitely feel it up against the spots I was working with the vibrator but still, it simply feels like it’s up there and… well… that’s it. I did some breathing exercises, taking in a deep belly-breath, relaxing, and I could feel the toy slip further upward, which was not an unpleasant sensation, but again, not, ya know, good. I’m trying (and obviously failing miserably) to come at this without expectation, but an expectation of at least *some* sort of sensation isn’t too much to ask, I think.